#ava agent

Vic and smith hide the fact that they had her to have something close to Mitsi, who they miss a lot

finally, Agent time

Took longer than I inteded...,, got busy ^^" will be reblogging soon with perhaps words of explanation to add on more... But just to know; I like to think, they truly end up liking and loving each other HOWEVER, their past relationships(is it even relationship if not a label at all) are just not helping + they are so emotionally constipated... Something of, Chosen truly does want it but he ends up feeling its numb due to the gentleness/tenderness when he has been so used to high intensity (risky?) love with Dark (think of being so used to spicy foods that milder foods just taste plain?) Meanwhile Agent's is more on the heavily one-sided victim/Agent. In a sense he never dared to even speak it out loud as he got feelings after Mitsi's death when he would be the one constantly with Victim which he got immense guilt for (survivor's guilt for Mitsi's death and even more now that he got feelings to Victim which makes him feel more guilty + in a sense he was disgracing Mitsi + knows Victim really does love Mitsi) but in a sense; he did move on from Victim but ultimately ends up overthinking and doubt whether he truly loves Chosen or because Chosen is the "closest" stick to Victim (physically at least) + his mind instrusively/involuntarily goes back to Victim making him doubt more. + something of how Agent and Chosen grew to be close to each other yet never actually speaking of their relationship as due to internal conflicts that may affect it; perhaps too close for just friends but not more than friends(for now..?), just messiness!!! Aeugh them tho... (I actually technically have an AU where they are the point which all settled after the events of AVA season 3.... But alas i'll maybe expand more into it after I do others ^^) And actually I would like to say this was heavily inspired by @chairthatspins comment somewhere in a post of "their emotional constipation is sooo good. “do i really like him? do i just like the idea of him? is he a replacement? is this even love or just obsession? is it stockholm syndrome? am i feeling anything at all?” i hate them i rip them apart with my teeth theyre the slowest burn ever" about choagent,,, Pst pst hi!!!

Based off this: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/8Je-o2J0UOY

The polycule really cant ever be truly together huh