when you have sensory issues and need to eat anyway but then all your safe food makes you wish to step out of your body during the digestion process and come back later on when it's all done
I can't stand a full stomach.
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when you have sensory issues and need to eat anyway but then all your safe food makes you wish to step out of your body during the digestion process and come back later on when it's all done
I can't stand a full stomach.

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i fucking love rice and carrots. i can always depend on carrots to be carrots and rice to be rice. they never do any weird shit. why can't all food be like rice and carrots
Please Hold Me Close|Autistic House/Wilson|2|
House sighs as he looks at Cuddy, âWhat are you hiding Houseâ House looks at her and smirks, âI hide my porn under a board on my floorâ He barks, he and Wilson had been in a relationship for a year now, yet they still act like they âuseâ each other, there is using but the âusingâ is desired by both of them, both the touch starved men knew to hide their love towards the other in the office, and in their shared home, they felt safe enough to show their love.
âThatâs not what I meant,â she crosses her arms, âI meant with you and Wilson, your both acting like you're in a relationship,â she states, as she says this an unknowing Wilson walks in with Houseâs favorite chocolates âHey Gregory have you seen my blue tie?â Houseâs eyes snap to Wilson âNo, maybe itâs in your-â Wilson is wearing that Mcgill sweatshirt, Cuddy completely forgotten by House , he smirks at Wilson âHey James, look up darlingâ
 Wilson looks up to see his tie tied to a mistletoe, ( I love this concept okay?) Wilsonâs face curls in a smile, his face red hot. âHouse!â Wilson pulls House into him and kisses him. Cuddy stares at the two âMhemâ House and Wilson look up, âShit,â House looks at her and then at Wilson. âCan I get the clorofoam?â Wilson doesnât say anything but he looks at Cuddy with wide eyes, âLisa, itâs- Exactly what it looks like- me and House- Are-n't- in a relationship-â House interrupts and kisses Wilson more with love, "House!â Wilson laughs.
"So this is what you've been hiding?" House brings Wilson closer to him. "Yep," He cuddles into Wilson âI love him,â House states since it was obvious there was no way of getting out of this.
Wilson swallows. âYeah, w-w-weâve been i-in a rela-ationship for a while now,â House pulls Wilson even closer into his chest, the smaller man only whimpered âHey, I got you,â Wilson then bite into Houseâs hand and tried to get on Wilsonâs head, âShit,â House whispered, âHey bud, you're with me, Greg remember?â James only bit harder, âWilson, you're going to pierce through,â House completely didnât care about his hand, âBlood doesnât taste good, Jimmy,â House smiles as Wilson lets go, a clear teardrop sliding down. âIâm sorry,â Wilson whispers.
House knew it was going to hurt later, but he didnât care, right now all he cared about was Wilson, the small autistic man was checking Houseâs hand for serious damage, Wilson had a strong bite. âIâm sorry,â He said again. âWilson weâve talked about this, your autism is nothing to be sorry for,â House doesnât care if Wilson bites him, not if it means his mildly younger lover is in pain or else.
âB-but I ke-keep hurting youâ Wilson states, wincing when he saw the blood, âYes and I donât fight back,â House says with a smile, but it fades when he sees Wilson start to hit his thighs in anger, "Wilson!?" House grabs Wilsonâs arms with haste, Wilson wails in anger âYou shouldnât have to put up with me!â Wilson yells anger flaring in his eyes. âWilson?â Damn it
Ducklings! Wilson looked at them and started crying, âNo know, not supposed to know!â He cries. House gently puts his hands around, and pulls Wilson close to his chest, âIâm sorry Wilson, this is my fault,â House loops his arms around Wilsonâs waist.Â
âWhatâs going on here?â Foreman asks, âIs he autistic?â Chase questions being the idiot he sometimes is. âYes,â House looks at Wilson and kisses the chocolate-eyed man. âDonât let me go,â Wilson whispers âI might fall into another meltdown.â House sighs, it had been a surprise when Wilson said he was autistic, that heâd been hiding it, but House had agreed to love him no matter what and there was no changing that.
âWilson, Wilson?â Wilsonâs soft snores didnât surprise House, after Autistic Meltdowns Wilson was exhausted, not that he had many when he was with House, House was careful, he really cared about Wilson. âOkay, bud.â He whispers bringing Wilson to the couch, Wilson was as smart as the older autistic man, he was able to rub two cells together and hide his âproblemâ just like House could yet Wilsonâs autism is chronic, he was still able to be âhumanâ.
Please Hold Me Close| Autistic House/Wilson|1|
Sometimes Wilson wonders if he could not see House, in all of the older manâs glory. Last night, when he saw House in his sweatshirt, he couldnât bring himself to ask the older man to take it off. It seemed right when he saw House in the grey McGill shirt, a piece of him on the person he cared about so much more than he realized.
But, letâs not say House is blind, because heâs not, not when it comes to Wilson, never when it comes to Wilson. He notices how Wilson steals his Mint and Wood cologne whenever heâs out of his own. He knows Wilson gets a lot of money for simply being a person who tells other people they have cancer cells slowly eating away at them, so he has enough to get more. He notices how Wilson smiles whenever House says something rude to push people out as if he was reeling Wilson in instead.
Now, House was lying on his carpet, aware of Wilsonâs shuffling in the shared office. Wilson mutters something, or at least House believes it something irrelavent for his job.Wilson gets up and sits next to House on the floor. âI know you know House,â Wilson wasnât looking at his âfriendâ. House sighs and gives a smile. âYep, your pining is clear as daylightâ He responds, no malice in his tone at all which made Wilson turn to him. His breath hitches âHow long have you known?â House freezes when he saw the two clear drops in Wilsonâs eyes.Â
House stares, he should lie right? Say he didnât know, act like he was confused, but he couldnât. âTwo Years,â House states, honestly. Wilson doesnât say anything but he shouldâve known House wouldâve found out. House watches Wilsonâs brown eyes and sighs. âItâs not something I w-was expecting, but I should have known youâd find outâ Wilson looked so vulnerable, his brown eyes were so much more capable of emotion then Houseâs icy blue ones.
âYou're an idiot,â House said, repeating the same thing Wilson had once said to him. Wilson looked down, âI know, Iâm a shame to humanityâ Wilson was obviously feeling like he was the only one in love with a man who didnât care about peopleâs feelings, but even House was able to love âYour, my shame to humanity,â House pauses, âYou should see what I see, James,â House shuffles closer to Wilson, putting his head in Wilsonâs lap.
âWhat do you see?â Wilson asks, putting a shaky hand in Houseâs hair, House jumps at the sudden warmth, it had been a while since someone had touched him like this, and he cuddled into the warm hand. âA brilliant oncologist, with creamy-brown hair and eyes the color of my favorite chocolate, your kind, and so god-damn dumb happiness,â House closes his eyes âYour odd power to be able to read me like a book,â House sighs, âY-your really special Wilson,â Houseâs breath hitched âI love youâ Wilson moved his head to kiss Houseâs forehead, âI love you too House,â Wilson sighs âWe better get to work, letâs go out to dinner later, huh?â House smirks, âYep, see you then honeyâ House gets up, with Wilsonâs gentle help.Â
not tumblr being ableist in the notes of that âno longer obsessed with bts cuz iâm on medsâ post. headasses are like âkpop fans do thisâ and âthe earth is healingâ and âop got wellâ (in the most disgusting way) because kpop, esp. bts, is considered a cringe interest and itâs apparently okay to be passively ableist towards people who hyperfixated and/or used kpop as a coping mechanism cuz of that. honestly, fuck off. get fucked. if you think a person losing interest in a hyperfixation you donât like is an excuse to say this bullshit, please unlearn that behaviour.

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Whats an autistic 24 year old to do without a favourite subject to talk about for hours on end?
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I literally have nothing to fixate on and learn of.
I think I just figured out another one of my stims!
I walk with heavy footing and get a lot of attitude for it because I am loud when I walk, but I just figured out that the reason I like doing that (especially when wearing heavy shoes like boots) is because I like the feeling of my feet hitting the ground, it helps me feel "grounded" (hahahaha lol)
"Body Language" is NOT universal