long live the queen || & self para.
She loves her birthday’s. Ever since she was a kid, she’d loved them. Of course, her father had gone all out for his little girls. Everything they could possibly want or need, they got. Spoilt was an understatement when it came to their birthdays, and Rebecca had never really grown out of that. Every party she’d ever thrown had been bigger and better than the one before -- except last year. Last year, her birthday had been hell on Earth. Even now, a year later and with her daughter alive and well, it still hurt.
She can still remember the agony that pierced her heart when she heard, when she saw what had become of Caroline. She’d had nightmares of that night for months, but this year would be different. This year would be better.
She had the cake pops to prove it.
Twirling one in her hand, the other moving up to her hair to ruffle it a little, Rebecca grinned at a few of her guests as she passed. Honestly, it was going... well, and that surprised her. Not that she would’ve been pleased were blood to spill but words, at least, she’d expect to fly. Insults and thinly veiled threats. Of course, she’d had enough of that with Charlotte earlier but, still -- when crime and law and three sides of a war congregate in one place, one tends to expect a fight.
Sliding the stick of her pop out of her mouth, Rebecca dropped it on a passing waiter’s tray, smiling, content. From her place, she could see a vast majority of her club, and the people within it. Vivianne, by the bar. James and Lydia, at a table. Tiger -- Caroline, sitting beside Amber across the floor. A quick flick of her gaze finds the boys, her boys, off to one side, and she smiles at the sight of her sons and her husband - together. It wasn’t ideal, with the Jokers in close proximity and law enforcement keeping such a close eye, but it was... good.
Catching Caroline’s eyes with her own, Rebecca smiled softly, raising her glass in a silent toast because, as much as it hurt, as much as she still hurt now, this was her daughter, and no amount of denying it, of pushing it away, could change that. Caroline made her choice -- Rebecca didn’t want to lose her again because of it.
She bit her lip, swallowing a mouthful of her wine before walking forward, weaving her way through the bodies dancing. She’s usually graceful, she’s usually able to sidestep a drunk man unsteady on his feet, but there are a lot of people, and the floor is wet with sweat and spilled drinks. She stumbles a little, knocking in to someone and Rebecca turns, her too-good-a-mood throwing her usual glare and insult reaction out the window.
It’s not quite apologetic, because Rebecca rarely apologises for anything, but it’s enough it seems, for they smile back, reach out with one hand to steady the Queen as she tries to find her balance. They’re close now, incredibly close, chests pressed together... Their hand tightens on her wrist, Rebecca’s smile falls, and she stiffens. There’s something pressed against her stomach, moving up, up, up -- closer and closer to her chest and she panics. Her eyes widen, her lips part, and she pulls back enough to look them in the eye as they smile at her, and...
The gun shot rings in her ears, tearing through her stomach like fire, and Rebecca doubles over a little, her eyes wide and her mouth open, a strangled gasp flying from her lips. She’s been shot before, but this... this one burns. It’s just below her chest, beneath her breasts but the angle -- there’s a pain in her heart, and she drops her glass. It’s like slow motion, the way it falls over their back until it shatters on the floor and Rebecca grasps blindly at their arm, trying to stay standing as the pain races up her spine.
Rebecca stumbles back, her hands falling to her stomach where she can feel the lace of her dress begin to fall heavy. Her hands shake, her head bows and she stares at the palms of her hand as she turns them over. Blood. Blood cakes her hands, stains them red. Blood. Her blood. The shock begins to settle in, and she looks up slowly. They’re gone. The shooter. Having disappeared in to the crowd but the corners of her vision are starting to go black, her head begins to feel like lead and she stumbles back another step, reaches out blindly to grab the person standing beside her but her hand misses, and she starts to fall.
Looking up, Rebecca blinks as tears begin to well in her eyes. Her lips form a perfect ‘O’, framed in red, just like her dress, like her hands, like her blood. Her eyes meet Caroline’s, and Rebecca tries to say something but she’s already falling, and she can’t keep herself up.
Rebecca crumbles to the floor, her legs going weak, her knees buckling, and she falls back with her hands pressed against her stomach in a desperate attempt to stop the bleeding.
Her hands shake, her legs curl up as she turns on her side and the music stops, someone screams, there’s shouting and sounds and noise, loud noise that hurts her head. The crown she’d been gifted with, the crown she’d fallen in love with as much as she’d fallen for the person who’d presented it, slides from her head and rolls on the floor, gathering her blood until it glistens red. It takes strands of her hair with her, drenching long brown locks in thick red blood and Rebecca’s breath stutters, her head lolls to the side, and Rebecca stares up at the ceiling light with blood trickling from the corner of her mouth from where she’d bitten her cheek to stop herself from screaming.
At least her dress was already red.