The rain in London didnât fall so much as it drifted, a miserable grey mist that clung to your eyelashes and ruined the expensive blowout youâd treated yourself to after finishing the final proofs for the upcoming book thriller.
Your feet were screaming. Those pointed-toe stilettos had seemed like a power move at nine in the morning, but now, at seven in the evening, they felt like medieval torture devices. You shifted the heavy leather tote on your shoulder, the weight of a dozen manuscripts and a half-eaten salad pressing into your collarbone.
As an editor at a small, boutique publishing house, your life was usually measured in word counts, dangling modifiers, and the polite neuroses of eccentric authors. You were smart, you were kind to a fault, and you had a sense of humor that usually acted as a shield against the drudgery of the corporate grind. You were also, by all accounts, beautiful, cause confidence baby, though in this moment, with your hair frizzing and your feet throbbing, you felt more like a drowned rat.
You were only two blocks from your flat, just about to take the sharp turn into the narrow cobblestone alley that served as a shortcut, when the world decided to break its own rules.
It happened in a blur of wet fabric and heavy footfalls. A man, wiry and wild-eyed, bolted around the corner, nearly knocking you off your feet. He smelled of old sweat and panic. Before you could even offer a choice piece of your mind, his hands were on you. He spun you around, his fingers digging into the fabric of your trench coat with a bruising grip.
Then came the cold, unmistakable press of metal against your temple.
âDon't move! Don't you fucking move!â the man screamed into your ear, his voice cracking with desperation.
You froze, the breath hitching in your throat. Your editorâs brain, usually so quick to find the right word, suddenly went blank. All you could focus on was the rhythmic thumping of footsteps approaching from the shadows of the alley.
Out of the mist emerged a mountain.
That was the only way to describe him. He was massive, his broad shoulders filling the width of the narrow passage. He wore a dark, perfectly tailored suit that looked entirely too expensive for a man engaged in a foot chase. His hair was neat, despite the rain, but it was his face that commanded the space. He had a thick, dark chevron moustache that gave him an air of rigid, old-world authority. His eyes were like chips of flint, cold, analytical, and entirely devoid of empathy.
âLet her go.â the man said. His voice was a deep, gravelly rumble that seemed to vibrate in your very marrow. It wasn't a plea, it was a cold statement of fact.
âStay back! I'll blow her head off, I swear to God!â your captor shrieked, pressing the gun harder against your skin.
You felt a spark of indignant heat flare through your terror. You weren't a character in one of your thrillers, you were a real person with a pile of laundry waiting and a very expensive pair of shoes that were currently being scuffed.
âLook, honeyâŚâ you said, your voice trembling but sharp, âyouâre shaking so hard youâre going to give me a migraine before you even pull the trigger. Why donât you put the gun down and talk to the⌠to the mysterious moustache man over there? He looks like heâs actually in charge of whatever mess youâve made.â
The massive man in the suit, shifted his weight. His gaze flicked to you for a fraction of a second. It was a glare so intense it felt like a physical blow. He clearly didn't appreciate your commentary.
âShut up!â August snapped, his eyes returning to the gunman.
âDon't tell me to shut up!â you shot back, the adrenaline finally overriding your common sense. âI'm the one with a barrel in my ear! And you! Youâre getting your grimy fingerprints all over my coat. Just let me go so you two can have your little testosterone-fueled standoff in peace!â
The gunman was losing it. He looked between you and the wall of a man standing ten feet away. The pressure in the alley was mounting, the air thick with the smell of wet pavement and impending violence.
âI can't... I'm not going back!â the gunman yelled. He was overwhelmed, his mind snapping under the weight of Augustâs predatory stare.
In a fit of panicked, jagged movement, the man reached into his pocket with his free hand. He pulled out a pair of heavy-duty, blackened steel handcuffs, something that looked far more advanced than anything a standard beat cop would carry.
âGet over here!â the gunman barked at August. âDrop the weapon and get over here or she dies!â
August didn't drop his gun. He didn't even blink. He took a slow, deliberate step forward, his presence so imposing it felt like he was sucking the oxygen out of the alley.
âYou're not going to shoot herâŚâ August said, his voice terrifyingly calm. âBecause the second you do, I will pull your spine out through your throat.â
The gunman lost his mind. He let out a strangled cry, pointed his gun toward the sky, and fired a deafening shot that echoed off the brick walls. You flinched, your hands flying up to cover your ears. In the chaos of the noise and the smoke, the man lunged.
He didn't shoot you. Instead, he grabbed your left wrist with a strength born of pure hysteria. With a sickening clack-hiss, one side of the cuffs snapped shut around your wrist.
Before you could scream, August was on him. It was like watching a freight train hit a car. August didn't move like a normal man, he moved with a brutal, economic violence. He slammed into the gunman, his fist connecting with the man's jaw in a sound like a breaking branch.
But as the gunman fell back, he managed one last act of spiteful desperation. He grabbed Augustâs right hand and, with a final, frantic shove, snapped the other end of the cuffs onto Augustâs wrist.
The gunman scrambled away, disappearing into the darkness of the main street, leaving his gun behind in the puddle. August started to give chase, his body coiling to spring, but he was jerked back with a violent snap.
You were yanked off your feet, stumbling into his side. It was like hitting a brick wall made of muscle and expensive wool.
âOw! Dammit!â you yelled, clutching your arm.
August stopped. He looked down at his right wrist, then followed the dark, high-tech chain to your left wrist. He tried to pull away, testing the strength of the bond. The chain between the cuffs began to hum softly, extending from its housing in the cuff itself. It grew longer about three to four feet of reinforced, shimmering wire but as soon as August stopped pulling, it retracted slightly, keeping the tension firm.
He reached into his pockets, his movements stiff and furious. He searched the ground where the gunman had been. Nothing.
âHe doesn't have the key!â August growled, the words sounding like they were being ground between stones.
âThe key? Use your own! Aren't you a cop? A spy? A giant, angry lumberjack in a suit?â You were panting, your heart hammering against your ribs. âGet this thing off me!â
August turned his full attention to you. Up close, he was even more terrifying. His face was inches from yours, and you could see the fine lines of irritation around his eyes. âThese aren't standard issue. They're magnetic-lock prototypes. There is no keyhole, Y/n.â
You blinked, caught off guard. âHow do you know my name?â
He reached into the open flap of your tote bag, which was still dangling from your shoulder, and pulled out your ID badge from the publishing house. He glanced at it and shoved it back in. âI know everything I need to know. And right now, what I know is that youâre an anchor I don't fucking need.â
âAn anchor?â You let out a sharp, hysterical laugh. âYou're the one who let the guy cuff us! You're the professional! I was just trying to go home and eat some mediocre pasta!â
âShut your mouth and move!â he commanded, giving the chain a sharp tug. It didn't hurt, thanks to the extension mechanism, but the sheer force of his movement forced you to follow.
âWhere are we going? We need to find a locksmith! Or a welder! Or a priest!â
August didn't slow down. He began walking toward the mouth of the alley, his stride long and relentless. You had to practically jog to keep up, your heels clicking unevenly on the wet stones.
âWe're going to my extraction point.â he said, not looking back. âAnd if you say one more word about my moustache or a locksmith, Iâm going to make you regret having a tongue.â
âOh, we are well past the point of me being intimidated, Moustache Man!â you snapped, though your voice lacked its usual bite. You were exhausted, cold, and tethered to a man who looked like he could kill a person with a stern look. âYou've got a gun, a very expensive suit, and zero people skills. Iâve spent ten years editing the egos of narcissistic novelists. You donât scare me.â
August stopped so abruptly you ran into his back again. He turned, his towering frame casting a shadow over you. He grabbed the chain between you, winding it around his hand until you were pulled flush against his chest. You could feel the heat radiating off him, the scent of rain, gun oil, and something distinctly masculine and sharp.
âListen to me, darlingâŚâ he whispered, his voice low and dangerous, his face inches from yours. âI am in the middle of a high-level retrieval. The man who just ran off has information that could burn half of Europe. I donât have time for your 'smart' commentary, and I certainly don't have time to be 'kind.' You are going to keep your head down, you are going to walk where I tell you to walk, and you are going to stay out of my way. If you don't, I will carry you like a sack of flour. Am I clear?â
You stared up at him, your breath hitching. He was brutal, he was arrogant, and he was undeniably the most imposing man you had ever encountered. But you weren't going to let him see you crumble.
âCrystal,â you whispered back, your eyes defiant. âBut if I lose a shoe because youâre walking too fast, youâre buying me a new pair. And theyâre Louboutins.â
August stared at you for a long beat, his jaw tightening. For a second, you thought he might actually crack a smile, or break your neck. Instead, he just let out a sharp exhaling grunt of annoyance and turned back toward the street.
âFine.â he muttered. âKeep moving.â
âListen you didn't ask me if I want to come with you!â
â We are past that and now not word!â
As you stepped out into the neon-lit street, tethered to a man who was a different species of human altogether, you realized your quiet life of manuscripts and coffee was officially over. You were chained to a storm, and there was no way out but through.
The rain continued to fall, the silver chain between your wrists shimmering under the streetlights, a constant, unbreakable reminder that your worlds had not just collided, they were now inextricably fused.
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Attn: Hiiii! Just finished this up! Iâm thinking this series may be heading towards the end within the next few chapters just to let you all know! Itâs been a beloved series but I think weâre nearly there! I hope you all enjoy!
Word Count: 1,592
Pairing: August Walker x OFC Gia Walker, formerly Cappozzo (Gia/Gigi)
Summary: August and Gia bring Valentina home.
Warnings: 18+, handjob in a parking lot, p in v sex, breeding kink, squirting, multiple cream pies
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Part Eleven
Gia did so well, the hospital releases both her and baby V the next day. âEasy,â August says as he takes her by the hands and helps her into their suv. âAre you sure youâre not in too much pain?,â he then asks. âIâm sore, but honestly itâs not as bad as I thought it would be,â Gia replies as he starts the car. âWeâre still going by the pharmacy for your pain meds just in case,â he tells her. âIâd expect nothing less,â she says, smiling at him affectionately.
After he returns to the car, Giaâs stomach growls loudly. âDonât worry Princess, Momâs got dinner ready and waiting for us at home. âShe didnât have to. Something from town wouldâve been fine,â Gia says. âI know but you need good, home cooked food right now to help you heal, and sheâs more than glad to do it,â he replies. Gia smiles to herself, happy to have such a good mother-in-law.
When they arrive home August helps Gia from the car before gathering Valentina and giving her to her mother. âLetâs go introduce her to Fiona,â he smiles. When they enter, they hear tiny feet barreling towards them. âMama! Mama!,â she Fiona squeals. âEasy,â August says, as he quickly scoops her up before she can run into Gia. âMamaâs healing. We have to be careful,â August tells her. âCareful. Where baby sister?,â she then asks. âRight here. Do you want to go sit down and see her?,â August asks.
âYes!,â Fiona replies, clapping her little hands. Nancy joins them on the couch as Gia shows Fiona her sister. âOoooh,â Fiona says in fascination. Just then Valentina stirs, opening her eyes. âBaby sister wookin at me,â she giggles. âShe is. The two of you are going to be the best of friends,â Gia tells her. âMmhm. I hold baby sister?,â
Fiona asks. âOkay but only when Mama, Dada, or Nana are close by to help, understand?,â August tells her. âYep,â Fiona nods.
âGood girl,â Nancy praises as Fiona holds her sister. August steps back and snaps a picture of the four of them, heart bursting with such fierce love it takes his breath. Gia looks to him and smiles softly, her sentiment the same as her husbandâs. Valentinaâs hungry cries break through the quiet moment. Fiona looks to Gia, little eyes frantic and filling with tears.
âOh no Fifi, itâs okay. Valentina is probably just hungry,â she assures her as she takes the baby. âNeed a nack,â Fiona says before rushing to the kitchen and coming back with an applesauce pack. Her little face scrunches with confusion as she sees Gia nursing. âBaby sister can only have Mamaâs milk right now Sweet Pea, but thank you for wanting to share,â August says as she climbs up into his lap. âMamaâs milk in the boobies?,â she asks. âThatâs right,â Gia tells her.
After getting V fed, Nancy takes her so Gia can have a little time with Fiona and to grab something to eat. The next few weeks go as such. Nancy is a constant. There cooking, cleaning, and helping wherever she can, all the while August and Gia are adjusting to having two baby girls now. âIâve never been so tired but so happy before,â Gia says sleepily one night. Her head is laid on Augustâs chest as he gently caresses her arm soothingly. âNeither have I,â he says softly.
Of course during the postpartum period, August is making sure Gia is well fed, cared for, and rested as much as possible. Fiona adjusts even better than expected for a toddler. She just adores her baby sister and tries to help in her own little ways.
Before they realize six weeks have absolutely flown by, and Gia is due for her checkup. âEverything has healed up great. Do we need to discuss birth control? I know you never cared for it much,â Giaâs doctor asks. âI donât, butâŚâ, she says nervously. âWe donât need it,â August says. âOkay but typically we recommend pregnancies being at least eighteen to two years apart, just for the sake of the mother so Iâd definitely suggest alternate forms of birth control until then,â she says.
Once in the car Gia and August begin to speak at the same time. âYou first,â Gia chuckles. âI think it would be wise to wait a few more weeks before we start having sex again. Just to let you heal up some more,â he tells her. âOhâŚ,â Gia trails off, looking down. âWhat? Whatâs the matter,â August says, tilting her face to meet his eye. âI was just going to say we definitely better buy those condoms we never got on the way home,â Gia says a bit sadly.
âPrincess whatâ,â August starts. âIf you donât want me anymore August Iâ I know my body might be a bitâ,â she says before he pulls her into a searing kiss. âNever think I donât want you Gia. I always want you, and your body is beautiful, just as itâs always been. I just donât want to push you before your body is ready,â he tells her. âIt feels ready to me,â she replies, chest heaving. âDamn it,â he huffs before pulling her in for another kiss.
In the midst of their kiss, August slides his hand into the top of Giaâs pants. âMmmm,â she shudders as his deft fingers find her clit. Soon she does the same, taking his heavy cock into her hand. He groans into her mouth, hips thrusting into her hand of their own volition. It doesnât take long until Gia begins whimpering into the kiss and Augustâs cock starts to swell. âAugust,â she gasps as her orgasm wracks through her. She feels his hot sticky cum coating her hand and uses it to stroke him further. âPâ Princess youâve got to stop,â he tells her. âYou need one more,â she says sultrily, and how can he argue with that.
Before itâs over, his pants are absolutely coated with cum, the entire car smells of it, and Augustâs cock starts to twitch again at the sight of Gia licking the bit thatâs covering her fingers, humming satisfyingly at the taste. âIf you go in, Iâll stop by a store for condoms,â he pants as he starts the car. âPerfect,â Gia says happily as the back out.
They arrive home, August discreetly heading to the bedroom to place the condoms in the nightstand, and to shower off, while Gia heads to find Nancy and the girls. âEverything okay?,â she asks. âAll good,â Gia replies. âSo I suppose should be expecting another grandbaby soon then?,â she teases. âThe doctor said to waiting eighteen months to two years would be best. I canât wait,â Gia tells her. âMotherhood does suit you well, dear,â she agrees. âThank you,â she replies.
August and Gia do as theyâre told, being careful up until the eighteen month mark. Nancy has the girlâs for the night, the two of them having some much needed alone time. Gia pulls the condoms out of the dresser drawer as August enthusiastically rips her clothes off. âFuck those,â he growls as he tosses them to the side. âThis is it? Youâre going to give me another baby?,â she smiles. âThatâs right Princess. Iâm going to put my cum deep inside this tight little cunt of yours again and again, until youâre full of me,â he husks.
He positions Gia on all fours before arching her back. Heâs rewarded with the sight of her glistening pussy and can hardly contain himself. He slides in hard and fast, coming after a few strokes, but heâs far from done. He makes her gush over him before pulling her chest to his back. He pinches her nipple and clit in tandem until she squeezes another load out of him.
He lets her back down, putting a pillow beneath her hips and into prone position where he keeps riding her frantically. Drunk from the feeling of her, no barrier between them, and at the thought of getting her pregnant again. Gia cries loudly into the mattress while August grunts against her neck. âCanât wait to have you pregnant. Not going to stop fucking you until it takes,â he slurs, sending a shiver through her he doesnât miss. âYou fucking love that. Tell me you want my baby,â he huffs.
âI want it. Dâ donât stop. Please doâ Ahhhh,â she keens as she sees stars. August leans down and wraps his arms around her, hips never stopping. âFaster,â Gia squeaks out. August somehow picks up his frantic pace, throttling her. As promised, August fucks her well into the night. When theyâre both nearly spent, August spoons up behind Gia. He rubs at her clit in rhythm with his thrusts. âI câ canât,â Gia whimpers. âOne more⌠for me. Please Gia. I need it,â he says as he grabs a handful of her breast. âOne more,â she murmurs.
After a few moments, her body shakes as she squirts harder than she had all night. âHuuuuhhh,â August moans as he shakes nearly as hard. Once they calm down, heâs still hard as a rock. He strokes into her a few times before pushing in deep and staying there. He then brushes the hair off Giaâs face and kisses her softly. âA mess,â she mumbles. âI know, but I need to stay right here. We canât waste it. I love you,â he tells her. âI love you too,â I love you too,â she smiles tiredly before drifting off to sleep.
Hey, regarding your Henry Cavill fics, could you write about August Walker as a husband or a father? I've never read anything related to that about August. The idea of August being this evil man but with a secret family. He's an evil antagonist and I love him like that, but soft August would be nice for a change.
hello, I do apologise for taking so long to get to this and the shortness. I hope you enjoy it either way.
summary - your married to august walker, and he finally comes home and greets you and your kids.
the gif I use isn't mine, divider by @newlips
âHoney, Iâm home!â August walks through the door tiredly. He puts his bags down and kneels, hearing little feet running toward him. August smiles, opening his arms as his daughter and son run into them.Â
âDaddy!!!â They launch into his arms, wrapping their tiny arms around him. âMissed you so much!â They giggle, snuggling close to him.
âI missed you munchkins too! Were you good for mummy?â August asks, stroking their backs and hair. They nod, grinning up at him.
You smile, leaning against the wall and watching your husband with your children. âHey, baby.â He looks up before standing, lifting your kids into his arms and walking over to you. August smiles, leaning close and placing a soft kiss on your lips. Your hand comes up and strokes his cheek, noticing the tiny cut.Â
Summary: August is not happy when his daughter first starts dating 'that Syverson boy'.
Word count: 4.4k
Warnings: Fluff, overprotective dad!August, family drama, teen angst, super-duper unreasonable parents, and vague mentions of teens having sex, I guess that needs a warning or something?
A/N: And now for something completely different... Written from August's POV. Unfortunately, he got married, and they had a baby, and unfortunately the baby was a girl, who is now unfortunately 16 years old, and unfortunately wants to date boys, who unfortunately happens to be the son of his college rival; James Syverson. 80% of this fic is just August being on the verge of having a fucking heart attack because of teen shenanigans. And they're not even that bad.
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âDaddy, come on, itâs just a date!â
âPrincess, youâre too young to date.â
âOh my god! Mom!â She stormed out of the kitchen, and you foolishly thought you could pick up the paper again. âPlease talk some sense into dad!â
And there she was again. Both of them, even. You sighed and put the paper back down.
âAugust, for the love of God, sheâs sixteen! She can date!â Your wife put her hands on her hips â you hated it when she did that.
âNot with that...â You struggled to find the words without letting the entire house in on why exactly you didnât approve of this boy. Other than him wanting to do unspeakable things to your daughter, of course.
âHeâs a sweet kid,â your wife said, rolling her eyes â you hated it when she did that, too.
âHeâs a Syverson!â you blurted out. âSheâs not going out with the son of that sleazy, good-for-nothing son of aââ
âOnly if you can say it in church, August!â You didnât even go to church! Neither did your wife, but it was her go-to way of keeping you from swearing, and as much as you hated to admit it, it worked.
âJunior can forget it,â you hissed through gritted teeth.
âGo get ready, sweetie,â your wife said to your daughter. Your blood was boiling. Did you have absolutely no authority in your own damn house? Not usually, no... âIâll have a chat with your father.â
âSo, you want to take my daughter out?â You took pleasure in staring the boy in front of you down, and you were pleased to report he was scared to death. Or at least he had the decency to fake it.
âYes, sir,â he said, swallowing audibly, âweâre going to see a movie. Iâll have her home by eleven.â
âTen,â you replied brusquely.
âDad!â your daughter squealed as she came down the stairs. âCan you be normal for like... Five seconds? Mom! Heâs doing it again; heâs ruining my life!â
âOh, donât be so dramatic, princess!â you scoffed.
âAugust, thatâs enough!â You glared at your wife, who turned to the boy in front of you.
âYou two have fun,â she said. âBring her back in one piece, James.â
âEh, itâs Mike, maâam.â He didnât look at her as he said it.
âIâm sorry?â
âMy middle name is Michael. Iâm not overly fond of the whole âJuniorâ thing,â he admitted. âAnyway. When is her curfew, exactly? I really donât want to get her in trouble.â
âThen leaveâow!â Maybe you deserved that kick in the shins.
âSheâs late,â you grumbled. âAnd I mean he brought her home late.â
âOh, August, please! Theyâre right outside, you can hear them!â She rolled her eyes at you again.
âThereâs too much giggling if you ask me,â you sneered. And right when you said it, the giggling stopped â which was far more disconcerting, as far as you were concerned.
âAugust, donât,â your wife sighed as you got off the couch and walked towards the front door.
âThatâs quite enough, young man,â you snapped when you pulled the door open and were met with the unpleasant sight of the Syverson boy harassing your precious little girl. That had to be it, right?
âDad, oh my god! Stop embarrassing me!â She let out a frustrated scream and turned to Mike. âIâm so sorry, Mike... Iâll see you Monday, okay?â
As soon as the door closed behind her, you knew you were in for it.
âDad, you are certifiably insane, okay? It was just a kiss, for fuckâs sake!â
âLanguage, young lady!â you tried, but you were fairly sure youâd find no backup in this case. Your wife was staring you down from the couch in the living room.
âNo, dad,â she yelled. âYouâre nuts. Thatâs it. Why canât you just be normal? Why do you have to be crazy? You just totally humiliated me, like...â
âPrincess, Iâm just trying to protect you,â you said as you reached out to pull her into a hug, but she pushed you away.
âDaddy, Iâm serious! We went to the movies, we had a really nice time and then he drove me home and so what if he kissed me? Like, you didnât have to show up like that, acting like a complete psycho. It was beyond cringe! Iâm literally mortified, like what were you even thinking?â She sighed dramatically and threw her hands up. âWhatever. Iâm going to my room. Stay out of my business!â
âWell, that went... Well,â you said as you sat down on the couch, with the â admittedly false â hope of getting some sympathy from your lovely wife.
âNo, August, it did not.â
âOk, so, weâll be in my room,â she said, already tugging Mike along towards the stairs, and before you could say anything, they were gone.
âHold onââ you started, but your wife grabbed your elbow, calming you down slightly. But only slightly.
âLet them,â she sighed, the sound cutting through you like a knife, âremember when we were young?â She wrapped her arms around your neck and kissed you, and it took everything to not push her away, knowing where her mind was â with her sixteen-year-old self, in her bedroom, fooling around with her high school sweetheart: none other than James Syverson.
Yes, James Syverson senior, the father of the boy who was upstairs with your daughter right now... The man who had beat you for captain of the football team. Twice. The man who had made a pass at your then-girlfriend when you were years into dating her and she was wearing your ring and your jacket with your name on it. Twice. Was it really so weird that you trusted his son about as far as you could throw him?
Soft lips on your neck pulled you away from your thoughts. âTry to remember that I married you?â
You smiled at her before leaning in for a kiss, wrapping her up in a tight embrace. âIâm a lucky man.â
âEw, gross. Can you, like, not?â
A devilish smile played at your wifeâs lips for a moment before she kissed you again a tad too theatrically.
âOh my god, stop it! Youâre old!â The look of disgust on your daughterâs face was absolutely priceless. âThis is a kitchen! Itâs a communal space!â
âSo is the porch, princess,â you replied.
âHow many times do I have to tell you two; this door stays openâoh for the love of God! I donât need to see that!â
âThen by all means, dad, leave the door closed!â You caught the pillow she threw at you, and Mike made a point of moving as far away from her as the bed would allow while mumbling an apology.
Your wife had been right â which you were never telling her, which didnât even matter because she already knew, anyway â and Mike really wasnât a bad kid. That didnât mean you were okay with him feeling up your daughter, though. Or worse.
âWeâre not doing that, princess. Nice try though.â
On your way downstairs, you were fairly sure you heard the bedroom door close again and you sighed.
âItâs okay, love,â your wife said as she wrapped her arms around you.
âItâs not,â you sighed. âI wish that boy would keep his filthy paws off our daughter.â Was it genuinely too much to ask for her to find a nice, non-hormonal boy her age who only wanted to sit next to her on the couch and hold her hand under strict parental supervision?
âYes, August, thatâs entirely too much to ask,â your wife snickered. You hadnât even realized youâd actually voiced your thoughts. âBoys like that donât exist. I remember you when you were eighteen⌠We were doing much worse things than they are.â
âBut we were in college. Canât we just⌠ban him from the house?â You slumped down on the couch and took the cup of coffee your wife was now holding out to you.
âWe could,â she said, and for the first time, a smile appeared on your face that she managed to wipe off immediately: âBut Iâve seen the inside of that car he drives.â
It had been an interesting phone call, at one oâclock in the morning, from your daughterâs best friendâs mother, asking if her daughter had come home yet.
âHow would I know that?â you had snapped at her. Surely, she didnât expect you to know who was in her house in the middle of the night? It was her houseâŚ
âBecause sheâs staying with you,â the concerned mother had answered.
âAh,â you answered, grabbing your wifeâs shoulder and shaking her until she was awake. âWe were under the impression that our daughter was staying with you.â
Your wife had called Mikeâs parents, who had also established that their son was not where he was supposed to be.
Long story short: Everyone was in serious trouble.
And now you were on your way to some club, your knuckles white from gripping the steering wheel so hard, and you barely managed to stifle a yawn. In the passenger seat, your wife threatened to drift off to sleep. The only reason you had taken her with you was so you wouldnât make a gigantic scene â no matter how much that was exactly what you wanted to do.
Syverson and his wife were already there, attempting to convince the bouncer to let them into the club without paying some ridiculous entrance fee, while your daughterâs friendâs parents stood off to the side, looking more and more nervous by the minute.
Your wife walked to the door. âNow you listen to me, pal,â she snapped. âMy daughter is in there and if you donât want me to get everyone here fired and then sue this place to high heavens for letting minors in, then you let us go in there and look for her right now, or so help me God!â She could be impressively scary, you noted as a smile slowly grew on your face.
She paced back to you and scowled at you when you kissed her on the forehead. âWhat the hell was that for?â
âYouâre beautiful when youâre angry,â you said.
Your kids were, indeed, inside. They â your daughter and Mike, at least â were unlucky enough that you were the one to find them. Dancing. If you could call it that â and you quickly decided that you absolutely couldnât call it that.
The music â again; if you could call it that â was incredibly loud, giving you a headache on top of your already particularly murderous mood, and you held on to your last shred of self-restraint with all your might to make sure you wouldnât genuinely murder your daughterâs⌠boyfriend. Even just thinking the word made you want to punch something. Him, preferably.
Mike spotted you first, and you felt an overwhelming sense of pride when his face morphed into an expression of complete and utter terror. He also had the common sense to step away from your daughter immediately, who looked up around at him when she felt Mike suddenly disappear from behind her. He pointed at you, and she turned around again. Her eyes went wide and her mouth fell open. Good.
With a single finger, you beckoned them both to come over, and when they were standing in front of you, you dragged them both outside.
âWhat were you thinking?â your wife snapped at your daughter, who looked up at you.
âDaddy, IâŚâ You just shook your head and let your wife handle this.
When she was done â your daughter was now grounded for a month â you turned to Mike: âAnd your involvement in this wasâŚ?â
âThey wanted to see the DJ, and I⌠I told them I could sneak them in. It was stupid and irresponsibleââ
âNot to mention illegal.â
ââyes, that too. Iâm sorry.â Mike looked down, clearly doing his best not to tremble visibly. He failed. Good.
âHowâd you even swing this, James?â Mikeâs dad wanted to know, his wife standing behind him, clearly trying very hard to keep her mouth shut to prevent herself from saying something sheâd regret.
âItâs Mike,â Mike corrected.
âNot when Iâm this goddamn mad at you it isnât, son.â
âHello, mrs. Walker,â Mike greeted your wife while handing her a bouquet of flowers. You rolled your eyes, even though you had no reason to. He handed a second bouquet â it was just a handful of daisies â to your daughter. âThank you for the invitation.â
It wasnât exactly n invitation youâd been all too excited to extend, but alas. Here he was again. Maybe grounding them hadnât been such a good idea (even though youâd laughed at Syversonâs idea to have Mikeâs punishment start two weeks later than your daughterâs, so that theyâd have to go without each other for longer), because now they were just unnecessarily and inappropriately touchy.
âThank you, Mike, these are lovely,â your wife said as she handed you the flowers. âAugust, darling, could you put these in a vase, please?â
You were glad to have something to do. âOf course, my angel.â
âGross,â your daughter said while rolling her eyes, and you glared at her, biting your tongue to keep yourself from making your sarcastic remark.
âEh,â Mike shrugged, âmy parents are worse. I think itâs sweet.â
You watched over the edge of the newspaper while Mike helped your daughter set the table, while your wife continuously glanced at you in her signature âI told you soâ kind of way. You had already tentatively agreed with her that he wasnât a bad kid! What more did she want?
Dinner was unbearable, and your wife had to warn you more than once to stop cutting your food so hard you nearly sawed your way through your plate on more than one occasion, and you gritted your teeth as you tried to focus on your dinner instead of watching the two lovebirds. At least they were trying to keep it decent, which was much appreciated, but it didnât necessarily make things much easier for you.
âWhat did you tell her?â you asked your wife â calmly, you hoped â when your daughter slammed the door behind her after an unusually quick escape from the house.
âNot much,â she answered. You knew for a fact sheâd been pretty on top of the sex ed stuff for years now. âA reminder that she shouldnât do things she isnât ready for. And to use protection.â
âHmm.â Whether you were finally getting used to the idea of your daughter going out with Michael Syverson, or your wife and her relentless support of their relationship had finally worn you down, you didnât exactly know.
âAugust,â she said as she sat down next to you and leaned into your side, âI know youâre trying to protect her, but you canât stop this. Itâll happen sooner or later. Sooner, rather thanââ
âI know,â you growled.
âYou were sixteen whenââ
âI know.â It hurt to clench your teeth the way you did, but it was all you could do to stop yourself from screaming. âIf he hurts herâŚâ
âShe takes after you, dear,â your wife chuckled. âHe doesnât stand a chance.â
âHe asked you to where now?â Your eyebrows shot up a mile and at least a monthâs worth of acceptance disappeared like snow in the desert when your daughter told you the news that Mike had asked her to prom.
âProm, dad. You knââ
âYeah, yeah, I know. But you donât haveââ
âSenior prom, dad. His prom.â
âYouâre a sophomore,â you grumbled, your eyes narrowing in suspicion.
âYes, dad, Mike asked me, a sophomore, to go with him, a senior, to his senior prom, which I wouldnât be able to go to unless I was invited by a senior. Like him. Can you exit psycho dad-mode for three seconds? Can I please go?â Your wife had been right when she said your daughter took after you in many ways, but damn if she didnât have her eyes. And you were powerless against those.
âYes, princess,â you sighed softly. âYou can go.â
She wrapped her arms around your neck, and for the first time in months you saw a little more of your princess and a little less of the teenage monstrosity sheâd grown into over the past few years. Apart from the horrible shrieking in your ear, that was.
âCan you do me one favor, please?â
âTell me youâre not asking to approve my dress, or whatever?â Ah, there she was again. The monstrosity.
âTake your mother shopping for it. Sheâd like that.â And, hopefully, sheâd come home with something halfway presentable, at least.
The doorbell rang at seven oâclock on the dot. At least Syverson had bothered to teach his boy some manners. He handed another stunning bouquet to your wife â which might have been more impressive if his mother hadnât owned the flower shop in town â and nervously fidgeted with the box that held a rather beautiful corsage. No doubt also a courtesy of his mom.
âThatâs a very nice tux, Mike,â your wife said with a smile in an attempt to diffuse the ever-growing tension in the hallway while you waited for your daughter to finally finish getting ready.
âThanks, itâs mine,â he answered. âDad has a ridiculously big family; I have a million cousins⌠lots of weddings.â
âHey.â You all turned to the source of the sound; the voice of your daughter standing at the top of the stairs.
âHoly shââ Mike cleared his throat â smart move. âWow. You look⌠wow.â He rushed towards her to help her down the last few steps of the stairs.
âYou look good too,â she said shyly.
âNot next to you, I donât,â he managed â but barely.
As you watched Mike awkwardly trying to help your daughter with the corsage, memories of your own prom came flooding back to you, and you couldnât fight a smile off your face. It wasnât for lack of trying, of course, but the sight of them was simply too⌠adorable to stay mad about. Next to you, your wife grabbed your hand and squeezed it. She had tears in her eyes, you noticed, when she rushed past you to get the camera.
âMom. Mom, stop. You took like four thousand pictures already, itâs enough. Enough! Please, let us leave, weâre going to miss the whole thing⌠Mom! Dad, tell mom sheâs being insane!â Finally, you werenât the one who was considered insane!
âI think thatâs plenty, darling,â you said as you pulled your wife back and put a hand on the camera to get her to lower it. âGet out, you two, I only have so much to say around here. Have fun⌠but not too much fun.â
âDonât do anything I wouldnât do,â your wife added.
You rolled your eyes. âLike that narrows it down.â
âDad!â your daughter shrieked before pulling Mike towards the door.
Your wife had successfully convinced you that going to bed early would be best. You needed a distraction, after all, and if she was so kind to offer to provide you with one, who were you to refuse her?
It was nearly midnight when you woke up with her curled up next to you, to the sound of footsteps on the stairs. A set of footsteps too many, that was.
âAugust, donât,â you heard next to you when you attempted to get out of bed to put a stop to these shenanigans immediately. What did she mean âdonâtâ? You were just supposed to let them⌠âIf it werenât for you, Iâd have let him stay over the first time she asked. Going in there, guns blazing, is not going to make this go away. Theyâll find another place. Another time. And I meant what I said about the backseat of that car⌠If you have any faith in the way we raised our daughter, then trust her.â
Falling asleep again was hard, but nowhere near as hard as not throwing Mike down the stairs when you ran into him a few hours later, when he was on his way to the bathroom.
âIâm dead, arenât I?â
You took a deep, shaky breath to steady yourself before speaking. âWeâll talk about that over breakfast. I can and will promise you right now, that youâll be in some real trouble if you sneak out before then.â
âCoffee?â you grumbled when your daughter appeared in the kitchen the following morning, freshly showered, with Mike walking a step behind her.
âYeah. Thanks,â she whispered as she sat down as far away from you as possible. You looked at the two trembling teens in front of you and realized your wife had been right â yet again â when she had said that if you handled this wrong, theyâd never come to you if they were in trouble. Ever.
âItâs been brought to my attention that I may have been a bit⌠overbearing,â you said, ignoring the eyerolls from both your wife and your daughter. Mike just stared at the table. âAnd Iâm sorry.â
You sighed as three jaws dropped in complete and utter bewilderment. âThat being said⌠The two of you still broke the rules, and he stayed here without permission, which means you, young lady, will be grounded for a week,â you said, watching your daughter grab Mikeâs arm. She looked hurt⌠âStarting tomorrow.â The two exchanged a surprised look and finally smiled.
âDoes he have to leave?â she asked carefully.
âNo, princess,â you said softly, âhe doesnât.â
âWhereâs that ruthless jerk I married?â Your wife wrapped her arms around you and pulled you close while you let out a deep sigh.
âHe said âI doâ,â you grumbled. âAnd he had a daughter.â
âDaddy?â Your daughterâs voice was soft and small. The hurt in it crushed you, although you had to admit you were relieved to have confirmation that Mike was upstairs in your shower all by himself, if you were honest. âAre you mad at me?â
You reached for her, and she hugged you â almost like she used to. âNo, princess, I could never be mad at you.â
âIâm still yourââ
âI know,â you whispered.
âAre you mad at Mike?â Her voice got even lower than before, and she avoided your eyes.
âNo,â you answered truthfully. âUnless he hurt you in any kind of way, in which case heâs a dead man.â
âDid you forget you forced self defense classes on me until I was a black belt?â she laughed, wiping away the single tear that had escaped her eye.
âThatâs my girl.â You couldnât have fought back the grin if youâd tried.
Your daughter wrestled herself out of your embrace and made her way towards the hallway again, turning around in the doorway. âEhm, does the door still have to stay open?â she asked innocently.
âI think weâre past that point,â your wife answered, ignoring your exasperated sigh.
âIâm proud of you,â she whispered as your daughter sprinted up the stairs.
âDoes she know youâre here?â It didnât take you two guesses to figure out why he was at your door. You actually remembered the moment you knocked on the door of your then-hopefully-soon-to-be-in-laws all too well.
âShe does,â he answered, thanking you quickly as you impatiently gestured at him to come in. It was cold out, and money didnât grow on treesâŚ
âDoes she know why?â You raised an eyebrow.
âIâm not here to ask for your permission, if thatâs what youâre getting at,â he said with a smirk that brought out some residual feelings of wanting to smack him. âIâm actually looking for Mrs. Walker.â
âYouâre right not to,â you admitted. âSheâd kill you.â
âItâs a bit of a catch-22.â He laughed. âMy dad will kill me if I donât ask, soâŚâ
âSo itâs a matter of who youâd rather be murdered by.â
âI think Iâll take my chances with my old man,â he said. âAt least heâs not related to you.â
Smart man.
You followed him into the living room, where you found your wife with her nose in the book she hadnât put down for hours. As soon as Mike walked in, she slammed it shut and put it away.
âMichael, can I help you?â she said in an unusually quirky tone, with an unusually happy smile on her face.
âI think so, yeah,â he stammered. Those nerves were finally kicking in, huh? Good. âI⌠Eh⌠She told me something about a ring⌠eh⌠her, ehâŚâ
âHer grandmotherâs engagement ring?â she helped him along gently.
He nodded furiously. âYeah. She said that, eh⌠When the time came, sheâd eh⌠Sheâd like to wear it. If thatâs alright with you, of course.â
âGod, Mike, I think Iâve never seen you more scared of me than of August,â she laughed, and you gladly joined her, leaving the poor boy standing there with bright red ears and an uneasy smile.
âFirst time for everything, right?â
Over the years, youâd been subjected to many a feminist lecture on outdated patriarchal values and whatnot, so it had come as quite the surprise to you when your daughter had come to you, asking you if youâd walk her down the aisle. Now that you were standing here, with her to your left, squeezing your arm so tight you feared it would result in lasting damage, you wished youâd declined, so that youâd just have been able to sit quietly next to your wife, instead of being here with no prayer of getting a handle on your own nerves.
âYouâre nervous, arenât you?â she asked, her voice taunting but with an obvious shakiness to it.
âYouâre one to talk, princess,â you retorted, âI can barely feel my fingers.â
She relaxed her grip on your arm a bit, chuckling softly. âWill you behave?â
âMe? Always.â
As far as you were concerned, the walk could have lasted forever. You knew it had to end, and it did â way too soon â and all that was left for you to do wasâŚ
âI love you, daddy,â she whispered before you managed to move.
âAnd I love you, princess,â you replied softly. âAlways.â
Then, you finally placed her hand in Mikeâs. âSheâs your problem now, son. And I have a very strict no-return-policy.â
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In regards to the bodyguard August! x reader storyline, may I request a head canon of August coming to know what he wants in the future from the endeavors with the reader?
Yes, of course!
August didn't know how it happened
It wasn't like it happened all at once, hitting him like a freight train
No, it was slow and steady, like waking up in the morning with the sunlight streaming over the curtains, without a care in the word as you didn't need to wake up at all
He was taking care of you one of those days
As it was still his job to do
And you turned to spoon-feed him some concoction youâd been cooking in your mansionâs kitchen, desperate to know what he thought of it
And he suddenly couldnât keep it in anymore
âI love you,â he whispered, stopping you dead in your tracks
âW-what?â
You couldnât believe it, so you had to hear it again to make sure you werenât just daydreaming it.
âI love you,â he repeated.
Of course, he didnât doubt himself for a single second, now that he knew it to be true.
You didnât know what to say, so you just stood there, staring at him wide-eyed, watching as he approached and cornered you against the counter.
âI love you,â he said it once more, lifting you up and sitting you on the edge of the counter, cradling your face to make sure you were looking into his eyes and seeing the sincerity behind them.
âI love you too,â you finally broke down and said it, even if it was barely more than a whisper.
The smile he gave you in response could have made you fall in love with him all over again, but then he kissed you
It was deep and full of longing and it took your breath away
But it didnât stop the thoughts you had running around in your head
âWe have to run away,â you blurted out the second he let you go and he squeezed your hips in agreeance because he knew that was the only course of action that was left for the two of you
"Leave it to me," he asked, kissing your lips one last time before leaving you be with an order and a promise.
"I'll be back in three days, pack a back and be ready."
"Where are you going?" You trusted him with your life, more than anyone else in the world, but still, you had to ask.
He smiled, turning to look at you from over his shoulder at the threshold of your kitchen door.
"You must have turned me into a sappy romantic, sweetheart... the only answer I can think to give you is that we're going to live our happily ever after."
The toothy smile you gave him had his hearts doing jumps, and he knew he had made the right decision, despite the fact that it wouldn't be easy at all to do what you two needed to escape life as you knew.
"That good enough for you?" He teased.
"Perfect," you laughed.
Read the one where August is your bodyguard and neither of you are too happy about it here!
Summary : August said he loved you for the first time.
warning: Nothing to warn. It's just fluff
You couldn't fall asleep when you were lying on August's huge and cozy bed alone. Your boyfriend didn't come home yet. His last text message was three hours ago.
'I'll be home before midnight.'
This short message was all you got. But it was already 3, and still he didn't come home yet. The fact he didn't keep his word made you angry and he was at his friend's bachelor party made you even more furious.
'clink'
The small sound of your front door opening broke the silence of your empty house. You got out of bed walking toward the front door.
There he was. Your drunk boyfriend leaned against the wall as his eyes were half closed. Smell just like vodka.
"Good evening, love."
He said with his low baritone voice slightly smiling on his face.
"Someone had a great night. Have fun with boys?"
You told him standing your arms folded no smiling on your face.
"Yeah, it was. And at the club, Sapphire gave me a lap dance."
It made you hit the ceiling. He went to a strip club and said that proudly right in front of the like nothing wrong with that.
"Did you? If you liked her that much, why did you even come home, instead of being with her all night?"
You shouted with anger.
"What's with the attitude, love?"
His voice went lower and gave you that look of warning.
"What's wrong with my attitude? I don't know. My so-called boyfriend came home at 3 and talked about the girl who gave him a lap dance. What should I do? Just sit and smile like nothing wrong with that, Should I, August? How could you be so indifferent?"
You spat all your frustration.
"What the fuck are you doing? I already told I was going to Ethan's bachelor party. You know what guys are doing at the party, don't you? And you allowed me to go."
"Yes, but it didn't mean it was okay you ignored my feelings like that. You know what? Forget about it. You didn't even remember what happened."
You suddenly burst out crying, you did your best not to but it only got worse.
"Fuck......What do you want me to do? Do you want me to beg you to forgive me?"
His indifferent reaction made you far more frustrated, you started sobbing covering your face with your hands
He put his right hand on your left shoulder trying to hug you but you refused his touch.
"I'm going to sleep in the guest room. I don't want to be with you for a second."
You went into the guest room slamming the door. August still leaned against the wall looking at you going far away from him.
You were lying on your left side facing the wall thinking about what just happened and what you should do after tonight. Then, the door opened and he walked into the room. He lifted the sheet and slid his body into the bed. You closed your eyes pretending to sleep.
You felt his arm wrapped around your waist pulling you close to his warm and hard body. And his nose pressing on the back of your neck smelling your hair.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I missed you all night and the Sapphire thing was just a joke. I...I am really not good at this relationship thing. I've never loved someone like you."
He paused surprised by what he just said. And Your heart was racing too when he said the word "LOVE".
"Fuck, yeah. I love you. I love you so much."
He held you tighter saying those magical words. You instead turned around to look at him, pulled his hand toward your face, and kissed his hand gently Since you knew how much he was embarrassed.
Summary: You and August try something a little different, but it goes too far and affects you negatively. Enough to make you want some space from your boyfriend. When August finds out how bad he hurt you, he does what he can to show you he loves you.
It is dark (at least to me a bit) but it ends fluffy.
Words: 2363
Warnings (PLEASE READ!!!): 18+ Can be very triggering for some people. I donât want to upset anyone in any way because I know the feeling of reading something and having it trigger trauma, so here is everything: BDSM gone wrong. It is not non-con, but more something that goes too far. Traumatic feelings. Emotional distress. The sense of abuse and confusion. Minor wounds and blood. Reader understanding what they will and will not accept. (The actual whipping is not in the story but parts of it are described). I might be being dramatic, and I donât actually know if this will cause anyone any issues, but itâs all just in case. Also light smut.
It hurt so bad. Far worse than any other time. The skin on your back and bottom was deeply flushed and spattered with multiple thin, inch-long slashes. Blood seeped from the marks after you had tried to stretch out your stiff back. The fresh droplets trickled like dark red rivers down the plains and valleys of your body. They matched the tears youâd failed to keep from shedding as you scanned yourself up and down in the bathroom mirror.
You looked like a victim of torture, but it was elective torture and you felt you had no one to blame but yourself. You could dig but knew you wouldnât find what was so wrong in your head that you let it get to this point; that you let this man hurt you while he had a hard cock tenting his pants.
It had gone too far. Bit by bit he had become rougher and rougher, but it was slow, methodical, until your brain could no longer see the difference between the natural tone of your skin and pinkish streaks, or the blue and black fingerprints adorning it. You wore those marks easily before. Youâd never cared, because you and August had always had a tendency to venture into what some people would refer to a little âout there.â But now there was red on your body, and red was too bright to ignore.
August slept like a baby in the next room, sated after getting everything he asked of you for the night. But your eyes wouldnât close the way his so easily had. Heâd pulled your body close to his, tucking his thick, toned arm around you as if nothing was wrong, but sleep wouldnât come while your muscles ached so terribly and your blood stained his white sheets. So, delicately as you could, you had slipped out of his grasp and tiptoed down the hall to assess the damage.
You washed and applied ointment to the areas you could reach, your hands trembling the entire time, as you made perhaps the scariest decision during your time with August. You were going to take a break from thisâhim--regardless of how the thought made your heart ache. Maybe only for a few days, maybe longer, but youâd worry about it later. You just craved some space, and the want flooded your senses.
Slipping on your clothes and trying to pack some necessities in an overnight bag was about as easy as sneaking around in a lionâs den. The slightest soundâa breath exhaled a little too shakilyâcould wake the beast in your bed. And that worry kept you so tense you were surprised you made it out of the bedroom and down to the foyer without knocking into furniture or creaking the floorboards. You were almost proud even, until your body was jerked around by your arm.
âWhat are you doing?â August asked. His voice was not as harsh as you imagined it would be if he caught you. You knew August inside and out, the way he did you, and that knowledge granted you the ability to see his weaknesses when others could not. And there was weakness in his tone, faint as it was. There was desperation that he tried so hard to mask but failed. âWhere are you going?â
The look in his eyes made you want to collapse onto the floor. He was so irritatingly beautiful, and on the rare occasions his emotions bared against his will, he turned into something that far surpassed his beauty; he became absolutely devastating, in all ways. But you didnât wish to give in to him. Not now. The blood was still wet on your back, seeping into the fabric of your shirt as a consistent reminder of Augustâs capabilities.
Almost as if he could hear your thoughts, August whipped you around until you faced away from him. He placed his hands on your shoulders to steady you, then lifted a finger to lightly trace over the small splotches dyeing your t-shirt. When you winced, he immediately stepped back.
âI didnât mean to hurt you so bad,â He whispered, and you turned to him.
âI let you do it.â You replied, your eyes darting away from his for a moment as you swallowed hard. âIt didnât even occur to me to stop you.â
âY/NâŚâ He tried to reach for your hand, but you pulled it back and he frowned at your rejection.
âI let you whack your belt against my body, harder than I should have.â Your voice grew stronger, each word spoken pushing you harder to defend your self-worth. But it was difficult with the night still fresh, the degradation not fully worn off. âMaybe Iâve fallen too far into this. If this is how itâs going to be now, I wonât be able to take it. I canât be loved by you one minute and hurt the next.â
He was silent, perhaps searching for the right words. Outside of the four walls of your bedroom you were stubborn as hell, and he knew it. He knew that you would leave if you really wanted to; that a kiss on your lips or a lick to your clit wouldnât change your mind. He knew if he tried to stop you that youâd bolt the minute he turned his back. And he was scared because you were his weak spot. If you chose to walk away from him, he wouldnât find the will to lock you in a cage. His strength would be reduced to crawling on his hands and knees like a child, clutching at the hem of your skirt as he begged you to stay.
âI need you more than you need me,â heâd whisper in your ear or between kisses or when he thought you were asleep as he softly brushed the hair from your face. Sometimes, when ready to kill one another during some argument, he would scream it your way at the top of his lungs.
That admission was proof of your power over him. It was proof that he loved you. But it wasnât about that now. It wasnât about the two of you together or how he felt. This was about you, solely, searching for a way to cope with how you let yourself be treated tonight.
âYouâŚY/N, you canât just leave me. You canât.â He said as he looked at the small bag gripped in your hand before meeting your eyes. âIs that what youâre doing?â
âIâŚâ Pinching your eyebrows together, you too, looked at the bag.
âPlease, donât.â He was one step away from a whimper. âJust give me a chance.â Part of you wanted to give him that chance, to let him redeem himself. You hadnât expected him to sound so desperate for you, but you didnât know why.
You didnât respond, so he carefully reached down and wrapped his fingers around the handle of your bag, then took it out of your hand and dropped it on the floor when you withheld from jerking away.
âCome with me,â He said, ducking his head to meet your eyes straight on. He weaved your fingers together.
You sighed when you stared into the blue of his gaze. He could control you with those eyes of his, if he really wanted, but you never kid yourself in to thinking you tried hard to resist. He was your weak spot too. âAugustââ
âPlease.â
Taking a breath, you nodded, and he gave you an uneasy smile before leading you back to the bathroom. He asked you to sit on the wide rim of the tub, and as you did, he ran to the kitchen to grab a bowl. When he came back, he picked out a washcloth from the linen closet and began to fill the bowl with warm water.
You watched him in silence as the water frothed with bubbles from the soap he added, then he walked over and swung a leg over the bathtub edge to sit behind you, and set the bowl down in the base of the tub to dip the cloth in.
Delicately, August pulled the shirt off over your head and began to dab and run the cloth over the cuts, washing each one gently. You didnât speak for minutes, just sat patiently, trying not to cry as he kissed along the small slashes.
âI never want to hurt you,â August began. âI know tonight it seemedââ He exhaled loudly and rubbed a hand over his face. âJust try to be believe me.â You didnât know how to form the words to say anything to him, and you didnât find them in time, so he continued. âYouâre notâŚscared of me now, are you?â
The fist that had been wrapped about your heart all night, clenching and unclenching in a torturous cycle of teasing to keep you on the brink of a breakdown, finally squeezed hard enough to make the organ burst in your chest.
August always took care of you. He worshiped you, all of you. And with exception of how it felt a few hours ago, he respected everything you let him see: your body, your emotions, your heart. He took it all in his hands and cradled it close, which was why this night in particular shook you so intensely you nearly fell to your knees. But that he thought he had destroyed your trust entirely and was clearly dying inside because of it, killed you just as much.
Wanting space for a couple days, to you, did not mean anything other than that. You wouldnât leave him. You would come back with your head on straight and talk it through, but you shouldâve known he wouldnât see it that way. You shouldâve known you wouldnât be able to sneak out without him sensing the loss in his bed.
âIâm scared of how you were,â you said honestly. âIâm scared of how I let you treat me tonight.â
You felt his forehead rest against your back between your shoulder blades, his breath fanning against the skin there as he said, âI donât want to treat you any other way than you want to be treated. I thoughtââ
âI know.â
He peppered a few more kisses around your body, then tapped the sides of your arms, silently asking you to twist and face him. âY/NâŚyou deserve all the respect in the world.â He brushed his fingers over your cheek and settled them at the back of your neck, pressing a digit gently but firm at the spot just below your hairline that always gave you a feeling of comfort and security. âI would never have suggested this if I knew. I didnât realize how harmful I was being.â
âBut you like this sometimes. I mean, I usually I like it too, but--â
âI donât like it if you donât like it.â August inched his head down and pressed a soft kiss to your lips. âI like loving you,â he said. âBaby, this is such a small part of our relationship.â
You looked down and fiddled with your fingernails. âI didnât realize the impact it could have, August.â
âThen we donât do it,â he said, tucking a thumb under your chin and lifting until you looked at him. âYou think I donât love just getting to be inside you? Fuck all that other stuff.â
The tension in his body visibly released when you placed your hands at the back of his neck. âThatâs not what Iâm saying. I do like the other stuff, I swear. I like you rough sometimes and sweet others. But this was justâŚâ
âToo much.â
You nodded.
âY/N, why were you going to leave? You werenât even going to tell me or explain.â
You shrugged, but it clearly wasnât casual. Your shoulders were tight, tense. âSomething in my brain couldnât process what happened. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I had a hard time see you asâŚyou. My brain screamed to get away. But then I saw your face and, I donât knowâŚyou still looked like my boyfriend. You still looked like the man I love.â
ââŚThis is my fault,â he whispered, and it broke your heart. To think heâd come so far from the man he once wasâthe man he was before you met himâand was punishing himself againâŚyou couldnât accept it.
âNo, baby.â You stood and stretched your hand out to him until he took it. âCome on.â
He followed behind, his hand tucked in yours, as you walked back to your bedroom and began to slide his boxers down.
âWhat are you doing?â He asked, almost nervously.
You took his cock in your hand and stroked him up and down. He growled, the fire in his eyes returning as he watched you, and you smiled up at him. âReplacing the bad with some good,â you said and nudged him backwards until he fell back on the bed.
You took no time to undress, joining him and swinging a leg over his hips. His hands settled on your waist as you eased yourself down onto him, taking his length fully inside of you.
âYouâre the best goddamn thing that ever happened to me,â he said, moaning as you began to grind your hips back and forth, but then he sat up and pressed a kiss between your breasts before looking to meet your eyes. âDo you know that?â
You inched your face forward and kissed him, a small smile on your lips.
âI love you,â he mumbled into the kiss, then pulled back and rested his forehead between your breasts again as you moved up and down on his cock. He tightened his arms around you, careful to avoid the marks of pain it killed him to know he inflicted. âIâll never hurt you again--Believe me. Please believe me.â
You stilled your movements and placed both hands on his cheeks to tilt his face up to yours, then met your lips with his in a long kiss that ended with a nibble on his bottom lip, and said, âI believe you.â