#audridom

You protect me

Shielding me

From scrutiny

By managing

Your insecurities

Indirectly

I

Reap the benefit from

Unspoken

Unacknowledged

Love

Just your

Sun saturated gaze

The magic switch

To my creativeness

You

Water me

So

My soul yearns

For dreams

And unspoken

Melodies

Overflowing

Of never

Adjacent to happily ever after

And maybe

Full of opportunity

Optimism

Fear

And loneliness

I consume it all

And find a way

To

Forever etched in my soul

I swallowed

Now

Drenched

In the possibility of

There’s no escaping

I’d let go for

Release control

And

Go with the flow for

All because

Of the look in your eyes

You can’t lie

Your soul

But

Kept options

So

It was never real

It couldn’t be

Right?

If so,

You’d never anticipate

Of loving you

So instinctively

So

Intensely

So

Intentionally

I’d do it all over again

Because

You and me

Yet

I learned to breath

Without you

So

You’re expendable

I’m resilient

And

Immune