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I bullied my first love (3)

Part 3 of this angsty story that i put my blood sweat and tears in it

Jeong Yunho x fem reader

A random kid bullying y/n in a playground? But it's okay when y/n knows how to bully him back but what happens when those two become friends? And one of them fell in love?

Read part two here

Taglist

@no1likemybbgcharlie @spinosauro

@berryyuyueri @rizzaniaa

Life in China wasn't half bad she made new friends in university but whenever the transfer students used to talk about how much they miss their home Y/n's mind used to drift to Yunho instead of her actual "home" because for Y/n home wasn't a place but a person who made her feel safe, at home, comfortable and protected, a person with whom she didn't feel judged for laughing too loud, with whom she didn't feel judged when she sobbed for the most simplest things ever even if it meant crying for a random dead ant, with whom she didn't had to hide her emotions or feelings, someone who could look at her or from the tone of her voice and say if she's upset. And whenever these kinda conversations happened Y/n used to think about what Yunho was doing, if he was okay, is he doing good in studies? Does girls still go crazy over him? If he still has the love for Abura soda noodles more than himself if he still likes playing video games if he still takes pictures of random objects as a hobby if he still participates in street photography competitions? And most importantly.. if he misses her? If he remembers her? If he still thinks about her?

Meanwhile in Germany Yunho was thriving in the second year of his university, girls still went crazy over him he looked more mature now but still had the boyish charm still the top of his class, he became the campus crush of everyone and had a big friend group with whom he used to go out every Saturday and now he doesn't indulge himself with "love life" conversations and truth to be told he really forgot about Y/n for him Y/n was a stupid highschool crush now. While on the other side of the world Y/n wasn't realising how deep she was falling in love with Yunho, whenever she would catch herself thinking about him she would say that she's being "nostalgic" about her bestfriend and just reminiscing about the past.

One day Y/n was walking through the lanes of her campus when a boy from economics major asked her out for coffee, she hesitated a bit but said yes to him and after classes they went out for coffee in a cozy cafe it was going good until the boy asked Y/n to tell him more about herself so she did she started simple with her family then her hobbies and passions then about her likings and pet peeves until she started telling him about this bestfriend she had who left for Germany and they never talked again..and unknowingly Y/n just rambled about Yunho to a person genuinely interested in her at this point the boy had a idea of how much Y/n was in love with Yunho but it was ironic how Y/n herself couldn't realise that simple plain fact.

I bullied my first love(2)

Part two of "i bullied my first love"

Jeong Yunho x fem reader

A random kid bullying y/n in a playground? But it's okay when y/n knows how to bully him back but what happens when those two become friends? And one of them fell in love?

Read part 1 here-

i bullied my first love(1)

Taglist-

@no1likemybbgcharlie @spinosauro @rizzaniaa @berryyuyueri

The memories started hitting him like a freight train, how he used to always team up with her during playtime as kids, how during family holidays he would beg his parents to sleep in the same room with her, how he used to let her win in play fights, how once he let the girls team of volleyball win against the boys team in school because she just looked at him with those sad puppy eyes because their team was losing..he still remembers how he missed such an easy serve and got yelled at by the team leader later, how he always used to save the last bite of his ice cream because she always wanted to take a bite..and how he wrote so many poems for her thinking he is going to read them to her in the future. All gone in vain.

After school when Y/n was going home she didn't find Yunho in the school hallways so she thought he went on a date and didn't bother looking for him much, but as she going home she saw Yunho at the playground close to their home when they first met, sitting alone at one of the swings, the one he used to call "favourite" when they were kids. Yunho's shoulders were slumped and..overall he looked sad so Y/n walked up to him and kept a hand on his shoulder "Yo what happened? You good?", Yunho just hummed and looked up and then saw her, he wanted frown ,get mad at her, yell and, argue with her but he couldn't, not when he loved her more than himself not when he's not the boy that she wants. "Oh uh nothing it's actually i wanted to ask Stephanie to be valentine's today but she has a boyfriend", Yunho lied through his teeth but everyone knew that Stephanie had a boyfriend..and she's had a boyfriend since middle school. "Pfft Stephanie really? I mean she's had a boyfriend since forever.. but nevermind, let's go home", and then Yunho just stared at her before following her home.

2017, Edinburgh,

4:48 .p.m.

It was a lovely spring afternoon and the last year of highschool rolled off and today was the graduation day for the batch 2016-2017 that meant Yunho graduating, Y/n still had a year before graduating. After the graduation party Y/n excitedly ran up to him and gave him a bouquet of his favourite flowers "Happy graduation!!! Hope you have a successful and rich future and please don't let fame make you forget me!", Y/n said with a big grin on her face, Yunho stared at her over his glasses without any smile, he smelled the flower once and looked at her again and hummed and said"I'm going to Germany to continue my higher studies", She stared at him now with a surprised look on her face and spoke "wait what? I thought that we promised that we're going to study here at Edinburgh

together??", Yunho shrugged and said "well people change", Y/n scoffed and said "well ofcourse they do but they don't act like you! Look at yourself Yunho! You don't even talk to me properly nowadays!, Yunho stayed silent and listened to her outburst sighed and calmly said "Y/n, people change..and we were kids so we made some stupid promises and I'm an adult now i cannot sacrifice my studies for a silly childhood promise", "screw you.." said Y/n and she stormed off from there. Yunho went home with the flowers and threw them on the kitchen slab his mother saw it "Yunho be gentle with the flowers.. and who gave you those? They're your favourite flower..", said Yunho's mother, "Y/n did for my graduation, do whatever you want to do with it", he replied, His mother was a little astonished because whenever Y/n used to give him flowers he used keep them in the pages of his diary or used to keep them alive by putting them in a flower vase. Yunho spoke again, "and they are not my favourite flowers anymore",Tulips used to be his favourite flowers because it was also Y/n's favourite flowers.

14th April, 2017,

Edinburgh,

7:09 .p.m.

Exactly two weeks had passed since that conversation between Y/n and Yunho and today Yunho was going to Germany for his higher studies, he sat in the middle of the airport with headphones acting like it's not affecting him..but still he had a little hope that Y/n will show up but she didn't and the last boarding call started and he had to go now he couldn't wait anymore or he would miss his flight and so with a heavy heart he stood up and walked away.

Y/n's pov

I don't know what is wrong with Yunho he doesn't talk to me like he used to he doesn't play video games with me anymore he doesn't ask me if I'm okay if i have eaten if i need help with my studies it's like he's not the Yunho i used to know he's someone else, a ghost of Yunho. Is it because i did something? It's not right? He didn't even reach out after that argument on his graduation day..was he perhaps waiting for me to reach out..? Have i been too egoistic about my own feelings that i overlooked his..? And today.. he's leaving for Germany. I need to go now.

(End of Y/n's pov)

Y/n checked the time on her wrist watch which was gifted by Yunho on her 16th birthday and ran outside she quickly stopped a cab and told the driver to drive towards the airport in few minutes she reached the airport and before going she paid the cab driver and went inside she frantically searched for Yunho everywhere but couldn't find him until she saw the help desk and went there "excuse me? Is there an upcoming flight to Germany?", she asked the person sitting behind the help desk and they told her the flight to Germany just left 2 minutes ago,Y/n sighed in defeat and went outside and looked at sky as if magically Yunho's aircraft will appear.

"I bullied my future love"

Part 1 of this story i wrote there are more to go, I'm not sure how many more chapters but definitely more than 1. Enjoy reading and don't forget to share your thoughts!

Pairing- Jeong Yunho x fem reader

A random kid bullying y/n in a playground? But it's okay when y/n knows how to bully him back but what happens when those two become friends? And one of them fell in love?

Taglist-

@rizzaniaa @berryyuyueri @no1likemybbgcharlie @spinosauro (dm to get added in the tag list)

Word count- erm I'm not sure (promise I'll count the next part)

2006, 12:39 p.m.

Bruntsfield, Edinburgh

Y/n had just shifted in the bruntsfield colony with her family which was just her mother and father, she was the only child of the family with no siblings. She had no problem being the only child she had learned to enjoy alone when her parents used to leave for work. "Mom can i go play in the park there!", She asked her mom when her mom was busy cooking the lunch, it was a Sunday so both her mom and dad were at home, Y/n's mother smiled and patted her head "yeah go play but don't go too far okay?". Y/n giggled and ran outside to play in the playground, the playground was empty because it was close to lunchtime and kids were inside their houses. She went on the swing and started swinging on it even though her legs were too short to push herself, this continued for a few minutes when suddenly something or someone stopped her swing, she looked up to a see a boy close to her age frowing at her, his angry eyes behind his thick framed glasses looked funny "what do you want?", Y/n said to the boy "get off the swing shorty" , said the boy, "why should I?" "Why don't you go sit on the other swing? It's free", Y/n said to the boy but the boy being a stubborn little rascal said "no! this is my favourite swing and everyone knows that only i get to swing in this one! So get off shorty pants!". Now this little rascal was getting on her nerves so Y/n stood up from the swing abruptly and stared at him and said "you are so spoiled! but it's okay I will teach you how to be nice! we will take turns, you will swing twice and then i will swing twice!!", the boy stared at her for good 2 minutes as if she grew two heads and then huffed like a spoiled child and said "okay fine!", he got on the swing and Y/n pushed the swing from behind, "this is the first time i have listened to someone other than my mommy... you're scary like mommy", said the poor boy, "well at least now you know how to be nice", said Y/n, "my name is Jeong Yunho, I'm 7 years old, how old are you?", asked the little rascal, "My name is Y/f/n, and I'm 6 years old..", "woah! So you're a year younger than me?" , said Yunho, "yes I'm younger than you so what? Now get off it's my turn now on the swing now", said Y/n and surprisingly Yunho got off the swing and let her swing, a few minutes and Y/n's mother came to the playground "let's go sweetie it's lunchtime", Y/n looked at her mom and got off the swing and held her mother's hand ready to go back inside the house, "you don't cry or scream when you're asked to go home while playing?", asked Yunho, "no because I'm not a brat like you fatty", said Y/n, "sweetheart language!", scolded her mom. They went back inside their house and Yunho stood there frozen because Y/n just called him a fatty and he did not feel upset or angry he liked it when she said it.

Since then Yunho's family and Y/n's family had also become friends. From celebrating birthday's together to going on holidays together they did everything together.

2009, Bruntsfield, Edinburgh

23rd March, 4:44 p.m.

Today was Yunho's 10th birthday and as usual Y/n was already there with her. Yunho was exactly 1 year and 1 day older than Y/n but he still declared Sana as his Best friend always no matter what, they called it "bestfriends no matter what!", right now Yunho, Y/n and Yunho's other friends from his school were playing hide and seek together one of his Yunho's friends wanted to team up with him but Yunho declined that offer as he already teamed up with Y/n of course, Yunho's friends got irritated and said "you always team up with her! You don't care about us!" , Yunho's friends said in the amount of anger a kid could muster. Yunho shrugged off and said "well because I'm gonna marry her when I grow up!", Yunho's

all friends were stunned and they thought, okay maybe Yunho isn't wrong...

Y/n looked at Yunho and asked him "we are gonna get married when we grow up..?", Yunho smiled and said "yes, and i will be your husband and you will be my wife..like our mom and dad!", Y/n smiled happily and resumed playing with everyone.

2016, Edinburgh

1:59 p.m.

Y/n had just transferred to the highschool Yunho was already in. Yunho was in his mid teens now and the most popular guy...well popular because he's the school's "school's dumb but cute guy", most of the girls used to have a crush on him even boys. He was tall, played the guitar and the biggest plus point was he wore spectacles which made him look like the ideal nerd boyfriend.

Right now it was lunchtime and Y/n was going to the cafeteria when she felt someone smack her head, she rolled her eyes because she knew who it was. Yunho came forward and grinned like an idiot after smacking her head as if he won the oscar, that shit eating grin of his face resulted in a kick on the knee by Y/n. Yunho made a pained noise "oof!", and followed his friends to the cafeteria like a scolded puppy. After that Y/n and her friends were eating lunch peacefully when suddenly one of her friends said "Y/n! If you don't like Yunho why don't you just let us have him! He's so cute ugh! I'm so jealous of you!!", Y/n cringed and said "i never stopped you all...ew i rather never have a boyfriend than having him as my boyfriend..and perhaps i don't see him in that way..", Y/n's friends all stared at her stunned because wdym she doesn't like the guy who literally acts like lovesick puppy for her, one of her friends cleared her throat and continued eating.

Yunho was staring at Y/n with stars in his eyes from a distance where him and his friends sat, when his friend Mingi nudged him said "dude stop staring at her and eat your damn lunch! Lunch time is ending in 20 minutes and we gotta play too!", Yunho clicked his tongue against his teeth and said, "worth it..and i don't care about that lousy basketball anyways..", Yunho's other friends snickered at his behaviour while Mingi just facepalmed.

Yunho's pov,

I cannot explain in words how much i love her, she's the one. From the moment i saw her in the playground alone when we were kids it felt like a void in my life was filled, her smile is the reason my gloomy days are also filled with warmth, she's so whimsical and dreamy it's such a sight to sore eyes. When i look at her i just want to keep looking at her she's the kind of person who will distract you from your studies or work but she's also the kind of person who inspires you secretly to work harder everyday.

I think I'm going to confess to her on this Valentine's day i hope she accepts..i know she will because, it's just my gut feeling okay?

14th February, 2016

Edinburgh

Right now the highschool was buzzing with excitement because it was valentine's day today a lot of students already found their partner or were waiting to confess or for a confession, even the energy between young teachers were palpable shared shy glances, asking each other out on dinner or "accidentally" getting their coffee order right and calling it a Hunch, either ways it was a joyful environment today and then it was finally the end of the last period and the teacher just left the classroom and everyone was waiting for their long awaited confessions while Yunho asked his friends for the 50th time if his hair looks good if he smells good, his friends just laughed at him and shoved him towards Y/n's almost empty class where only her and her friends were present he had the most biggest grin on his face and was about to step foot in my class when he stopped dead in his tracks and his smile was wiped off his face, "omg ew! I would never like Yunho he's like a brother to me and he looks so dumb with those glasses", Y/n said while laughing with her friends. Yunho froze when he heard the next line "i rather date his best friend Mingi he's hot!". The more Yunho heard Y/n the more his heart was breaking, he stormed off from there his friends were confused but he didn't say anything and kept walking away until he found a dustbin and threw away the flower bouquet, a raw sob broke from the inside of his throat, he wiped his tears angrily as if telling himself that it's irrelevant to cry over someone who doesn't feel the same for him. Everything felt so worthless the actions, the feelings, the effort and then hearing that the love of his life rather date his best friend than him?...

Tell me how it felt to read the fanfic also please pardon my grammatical errors this was very rushed.

you’re the one i’m tryna finish (1621 words) by powerwordbinch Chapters: 2/?

Fandom: ATEEZ (Band), Ice On My Teeth - ATEEZ (Music Video) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Choi San/Jung Wooyoung (ATEEZ)

Characters: Jung Wooyoung (ATEEZ), Choi San (ATEEZ), Kim Hongjoong, Park Seonghwa, Song Mingi (ATEEZ), Jeong Yunho (ATEEZ), Choi Jongho (ATEEZ), Kang Yeosang

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Gangsters, Enemies to Lovers, Eventual Romance, Eventual Smut, Jung Wooyoung is Bad at Feelings (ATEEZ), Choi San is Bad at Feelings (ATEEZ), Gun Violence, Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Tags May Change, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Dark ATEEZ Ensemble, mafiateez, Slow Burn, Not Beta Read, References to Drugs, Organized Crime

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op/creator: YouTuber bunhongjoong :)