#astounding!!

it’s truly astounding how long internalized homophobia can hold on like... i’m trying to decide which pair of boxers is sexiest for a first date with a woman i’ve slept with already and i’m wondering if i could still like men.... like i’m really still wondering if i’m doing homosexuality for attention when 1) what does that even mean and 2) i don’t even think about men unless i absolutely have to, among millions of other reasons why being me is inherently being gay and vice versa.