#asssbutt

Wow, let's start with the easy ones, shall we? I like that I read people easily, I usually instantly get what a person is like and how to approach them, which helps me so incredibly much in the line of work I want to enter.

2. Pet peeves?

People making chewing/drinking/general mouth noises make me so angry, it's so annoying, why can't we just switch noise off when we eat I really hate it.

3. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Just the one! My loyal pillow *smooches pillow*

4. Do you like any weird foods/food combos?

I... don't know?? I'm not sure, I probably do but I've never really thought about it. Like, my mind is so completely blank, I don't know what I should answer. I'm pretty sure I like weird food sometimes, but I don't know what that food is, I'm so sorry!!

5. If you could have a threesome with any two actors/actresses, who would they be?

OH GOD MY BRAIN JUST WENT INTO OVERLOAD! UHHHHMMMMM YES! I HAVE AN ANSWER! Okay so number one is definitely Tyler Hoechlin, and obvious number two would be Dylan O'Brien because he's super handsome and I am really really attracted to him but - there's a but! (and a butt) - he's just such a mystery to me, I look at him like from real far away because he's some kind of heavenly light or something and I just can't figure him out completely and he kind of intimidates me too so there's that. But I wouldn't say no. Lena Headey is also totally a go.

6. Do you smile at strangers?

Mostly yes, I have bad days too, and I'm super distracted and space out often so sometimes I don't even notice I'm looking at someone and it's really awkward.

7. Pencil or pen?

I would say pencil, because I like things to be really neat and sometimes I have to try more than once for that to happen.

8. Have you ever had your heart broken?

I guess so, yes. I think last time was in high school, but I don't really remember it. I'm all for "leave things you can't change behind, and only keep the lessons" and it's my way of coping with things because if I don't let go I know I'm not going to be happy or I'll end up thinking too much, so even when I do remember things that hurt what I say to myself is "don't think about it, nobody else remembers it, it's not as important as you think it is". It's my way of telling myself "try to be happy with the things you know despite of how you came to know them, don't rely on pain".

9. What makes you the most happy in life?

Well, drawing is a big part of that, and it's what really helped me through a lot of stuff. But drawing is also an escape mechanism and as such sometimes it hurts more than it helps. Right now, some of the things that make me happy are talking with Lauri, thinking about all the things I will be able to do one day, knowing that even if I don't manage to make my dreams and plans come true, there will be a day I will have the freedom to be my own person. And that makes me really happy, to know that one day I can be the only one I have to respond to, that I will be able to make mistakes one day and be the only one to judge them. To know that I can learn and grow freely.

10. With whom do you act yourself around: friends or family?

I rarely act like myself around family, I never really have and don't think I'll ever be able to. I used to be myself with my friends in real life, but I kind of grew apart with most of them and changed a lot, so now I have to kind of "censor" myself with them too. The people I met at university I don't really have ties with, which in a way helps me be myself more than if they were people I'm really close to. But we're not exactly friends, we're acquaintances, and I know I can't rely on them emotionally.

11. If you could have any one superpower, what would you choose?

I used to want to be invisible, but now I want to be able to fly! Or even better, oh my god, I'd absoluely love it if I could be able to change any aspect of my appearence at will. That would be super cool.

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My questions:

1. What is a song that you think will always be relevant to who you are?

2. Have you ever met someone you really looked up to and then were completely disappointed? If so, who and what happened? If not, just tell me about a celebrity you've met (or one you want to meet and what you think would happen).

3. What is an invention that you would love existed (even something completely unlikely)?

4. If you could travel with the Doctor, where would you go first?

5. What would you say to a person that hurt you in the past and weren't able to tell them at the time?

6. Is there something you wish you were taught when you were younger, but that nobody bothered telling you?

7. Do you have a place you go, or used to go, when you feel overwhelmed or just want to get away for a bit? Describe it for me and why you like it, please?

8. If you could only change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

9. Let's say you win the lottery, what's the first thing you do with the money and why?

10. If you could become a character in a tv show/movie/anime/book, what would it be and what tropes do you think would apply to you? Would you be human? Would you be a villain?