eug i feel gross cus i had 2 eat dinner at a temple thing i dont wanna think abt all the cals:((

[12/10/2020]

They’re not…toooo frequent. Like, maybe every other day? It’s mostly about Noli and voidism and the Voidstar and some dumb shit. I think I’m just stressed or something.

At least they haven’t told me to do anything yet.

when sm1 says @charting-the-voidstar is weird 4 talkin 2 me cus hes n adult but most of r convos r jus him teachin me math.

Okay so how high does hearing voices place on the “you need psychiatric help” tier list.

[12/6/2020]

i talk to aspx sometimes now but i dnt rlly have frnds outside of voidism and they wldnt get it

This might seem a bit random but I’d like to address a few things abt chartingthevoidstar.

1. Dates were added because the arg takes place over five (fictional) years and I wanted to make following the timeline easier

2. This arg is going to handle some very serious and heavy topics. Its characters are going to be complex and multifaceted, no one is 100% innocent and no one’s really 100% in the wrong. Any posts @reverseaspx makes specifically are NOT my morals and are instead to show his character as a mentally ill teenager on the internet

probably heart murmurs

[12/5/2020]

Fortunately for me they decided I was fine. I’ve always been a little…generically weird and the best conclusion doctors came to was I was just a really weird combination of like 20 million robloxian species. I literally have those bug teeth things beetles have. (They’re pretty small and I can usually hide them) and they just. Don’t know why. Perks of not knowing who your bio parents are ig.

i hate life cus im sad again