#asknelson

1. I like that I'm very caring and I always try to do things with the best intentions.

1:Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.

I was really really young but I remember the first time I went to watch Mulan in the theaters. My family is poor so that was the first ever movie I ever got to watch on the big screen. And to see people that looked like me (ok animated people, but still) was pretty damn amazing because I wasn't used to it.

 I also remember the first time I watched lilo and stitch during a rainy day assembly in middle school and I started bawling my eyes out at the hammock scene with nani and lilo before they were about to be separated by the social worker.

2:Talk about your first kiss.

ahaha i kissed a girl i liked in 8th grade on the lips and ran away. it was just a peck, but yea.

its sad to say, but my first real "kiss" (one that wasnt at a party and one that I actually remembered the next morning) was during a hookup this year...

3:Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.

ahhh he and I didn't last long and we ended as quickly as we began, but I've never had feelings that strong towards anyone before. he's on tumblr and he probably knows who he is ;] hi baobao!

4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

I think hooking up. It feels like I'm pathetically trying to replace intimacy with sex. I'm realizing that it's a really bad and empty imitation of the real thing.

5:Talk about the best birthday you've had.

i think the year i turned 18. a bunch of friends and I went out to kbbq and just hung out and chilled.

6:Talk about the worst birthday you've had.

my 21st. it started out really fun but a "friend" i had, who also was supposed to be my dd got bored of the dinner and left early and basically left me stranded. my roommate had to take my car and have his other friend drive his car back to my place. it was a mess and I threw the biggest bitch fit ever at him. 

7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.

Physically, I'm really insecure about my teeth and especially my underbite. Mentally, I'm super insecure that my lack of motivation in life right now will continue for a very, very long time. And I'm also scared of being lonely.

8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

physically? my ass haha i love my booty :3 I'm also proud of my capacity to care for my friends. I'm also proud of the way I know what I want in the future, or at least have a good idea of what I want to do.

9:Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.

haha I kind of talked about this number 8. but expanding on that, I love how tall i am and how I can be really cuddly and protective when I hug people. I also love my lips :]

10:Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.

I remember one time my mom and I were arguing about money back in high school. I needed a lot to cover some expenses for school like books and art supplies and she kept telling me how expensive of a son I was and how it seemed like other kids didnt ask their parents for so much money. She kept comparing me to her friends' kids (the same kids I knew spent 100s of dollars on clothes and other things) and how she thought they never asked their parents for money. we kept going back and forth about my expenditures.

I just got really frustrated because I really only asked her for money for school, and sometimes food or some change to hangout with friends. So I just asked her if she knew how expensive it was to raise a child, that she should have just aborted me when she had a chance and kept the money for herself. 

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?

SMILES holy crap. right off the bat i always notice a smile on someone first. favorite thing? how their eyes light up when they smile around me.

24. Hugs or Kisses?

i like hugging people. i need to work on that, i tend to forget about personal space sometimes and I always assume people like hugs. 

but ayyy i love kissing too 

41. Have you ever loved someone?

I've had moments when I thought I was in love with someone, but I realized that I was just heavily infatuated with them. I really don't think I know what true, mature love is. 

50. Anybody on Tumblr that you'd go on a date with?

oh heyyy i almost never get these! yay :3

2. Outgoing or shy?

I like to think I'm outgoing. I'm always willing to talk to people. But I get my moments when im shy too.

3. who are you looking forward to seeing?

hmmm maybe my best friend that lives in davis. OH AND THE GUY WHO ASKED ME THIS. we were supposed to hang over spring break bruh ;c

4. Do you think you are easy to get along with?

I'd like to think that I am. I don't like getting hung up on drama. But truth be told, I've been told that it can be hard to get a long with me since I can be weird, abrasive, aggressive and a bit too affectionate haha. 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? 

Describe my dream home...

I've thought about my dream home almost as obsessively as some girls dream of their wedding day.

I actually have 3 dream homes (I KNOW, I CANT PICK THEYRE SO AWESOME)

1. The first one is a super modern, technology laden house. Everything is sleek, white/silver/black and modern. It's a bit on the minimalist side but there are subtle hints of luxury in the details. It's spacious and has a lot of room for entertaining. And it has a huge kitchen so I can cook a lot of food!! This is the kind of house I want when I'm in my 20s and early 30s.

2. The second house is somewhere between an upper east side apartment and a 19th century southern mansion. Not as blantantly luxurious as versailles but it's extremely stately and classy. Wood paneled floors, eggshell blue or warm grey walls and high ceilings. There's a huge iron chandelier in the front porch and you can hear the ocean just outside your windows. There are classical paintings on the mantel and bookshelves in every room. There might even be secret rooms, secret staircases and hidden nooks all over the house for my kids to play in. It's the kind of place you would name something like "Briarwood" "Everton House" "Winchester Hall" or something along the lines of that. This is the kind of house I want when I'm raising a family.

3. This one is very humble. A two bedroom brick cottage with a sunlit backyard. The house is cozy and has jasmine vines growing around the exterior. The rooms are a bit on the small size but the furnishings are extremely comfortable and subtly fashionable. There are objects from my travels all around the house. Its the kind of house you want to wake up to on a sunny sunday morning with a cup of coffee. This is the kind of house I want when I'm old and it's just me and my husband/wife.

Hmm omg im one of your favorite followers??? im so honored <3

1. I like that I'm getting better at photography

2. I like that I'm always ready and willing to help out my friends as much as I can

3. I like that I love art and love to study art history

4. I like that I'm slowly starting to learn more about myself.