"Hey everyone, apologies for being away for so long. Truth is, I am so, so tired at the moment. I got to enjoy a lovely trip last week which helped me relax, but I've admittedly not been doing so hot lately. I look forward to getting back to answering your inquiries soon, but I might require some more time because I am just... Exhausted, for now. Mentally and physically. Overwhelmed, underwhelmed, antsy, anxious, you name it, I'm currently feeling it. I'm receiving some support for my current state and I hope for it to improve soon, but until then, please, bear with me. I just need to take it easy for a while, I think."
[OOC] I say that all in character, but it applies to me irl. My social anxiety has pretty much tripled in the span of about two weeks and I am constantly exhausted because my body cannot properly rest. Some of my worst social fears have kinds come true unexpectedly and I'm working through that very slowly now. I miss this blog so much and I want to get back to business soon, but I first need to talk to my psychologist a bit more and get some more support so I don't feel so tired 24/7. It gets lonely sometimes, I'll admit. It sucks to feel like I can't lean on anyone anymore because I'm too afraid. But I hope to make that better and become better myself, too. Sorry for the vent/rambles, I just want to keep you all in the loop of what's going on behind the scenes. And maybe it does feel nice to blow off a little steam like this. But I disgress. I can't wait to get back to work here and I'm sending you all so, so much love! Much love, Adrian
