9, 44, 51, 58, 75, 82, 100 :*
random character development questions / not accepting
009. do they believe in happy endings? â he does now. astor used to be entirely hopeless, always expecting the worst, nothing âgoodâ or âhappyâ in his sights. he was never upset about it, just a factual acceptance of how life went. but that was when he was alone, & had to fend for himself. that was the safest way to be. then he let people in, morrigan, ashton, a few others in the beginning. that changed him, & his views on so many things. especially hope. hope that a happy ending could actually be coming his way. so yes, iâd say now, he does. without a doubt.
040. what is their obsession? â .... god the list of things heâs not obsessed with would probably be shorter. he basically hyper-fixates, but forever. cleanliness. control. forcing people to be honest in uncomfortable situations. ashâs skin beneath his fingers. anybodyâs blood in his mouth. he struggles with that one the most. violence, group sex, pain. these things heâs able to keep himself from acting on, but itâs not without great effort.
051. if they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? â tell morrigan, ash, & lili that it was family day. have a big breakfast, a picnic lunch. a feast for a dinner. maybe a movie or game night afterwards. heâd want to play his piano with lili. heâd get as much alone time with ashton as he could manage, while doing everything else. heâd make sure morrigan knew he loved her, & that she was perfect. the little things, really.
058. what is your characterâs idea of a perfect day? â a day with ashton, in a new city, parking their cars & exploring on foot. eat the local food, talk with the people. just be with him, & soak it all in.
075. is your character ticklish? â NO.
082. what are your characterâs sleeping preferences? â on his back, hands folded elegantly over his chest. naked. on egyptian cotton sheets.
100. does your character dream? â If so, what do they dream about? â this is actually something iâve put a lot of thought into. . . & no, he doesnât dream anymore. itâs always bothered him, but he stopped dreaming a little bit after he was turned. when he was human, dreams came from the gods. heâs always figured that because he lost his faith after being turned, the gods took his dreams away.













