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I constantly forget that being asexual isn’t really the “typical” experience, until I get back into literally any fictional character, start scrolling through tags, and am abruptly reminded that yall are all allo. Jump scared by sexy thoughts. I don’t know how you guys cope with them ALSO in your heads??
Well written fics, tho. 👍
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Today's Thought: Marriage
I am convinced that I'm either going to end up in a lavender marriage or a sapphic marriage.
Just based off experience: I don't think a man is ever going to love me without being sexually intimate. And as an ace person, that's not something I can give them. I've come to terms with it, mostly, but it still hurts sometimes. When I'm only a viable option because I'm a body.
Not because I have a heart, or a soul, or interests, or hobbies. Not because my eyes are the brightest blue you've ever seen. Or because my laugh is never the same but is still infectious. Not because I can be really passionate about things that interest me. Because they were never interested in me.
Only in what they thought I could offer them, without realizing that it wasn't on the table to begin with.
If I married a man it would be for safety. It would be an independent marriage. I do not like moving or starting new jobs, and I don't expect anyone else to uproot their life for me either. It would be safety in legality only. In the eyes of society. It's unlikely there would be any love there. Not in the way either of us deserve.
If I married a woman, it would be for love. I'd marry my ace wife (one of my really really good friends). It would also be independent, but I would love her with everything I had. I'd marry my ex-girlfriend. Independent and calm and easy. It would feel right.
But it wouldn't be safe. I don't know that it ever really will, legal or not.
I just want to be loved and I'd kill to be married one day. But I don't think that's in the cards for me. And I guess that's okay.
Staring at people I concider attractive is the same as watching an asmr slime video and I will not elaborate further
i want somebody to call me pet names but like in a platonic way.
I find fictional characters sexy. I find Trickster, Alucard, Soma, and the new Survivor attractive. But it doesn't go much further than that xD I find you sexy but I want nothing to do with you uX I might give you a scalp massage if you lie down and put your head in my lap uX No lewd thoughts. No lewd intentions. I think you're sexy but that's all xD;
I'm that type of Asexual.
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After my latest adventure in flirting that backfired I realised something. It might be obvious to everyone, and it was kinda to me too, but realising it made me actually feel better.
The reason I fall for people that are either gay or already in a relationship or both is I feel safe with them. I'm asexual and being desired in a sexual way makes me feel hunted, I hate it and I don't want to be seen as a prize, a trophy or a slab of meat for someone else's pleasure.
I know it's not every man and Blabla, but truth is in the dating world it seems to me that sex is one of the main drives. Looking at you, tindr, which I nicknamed Fleischbeschau, meat inspection.
So, yeah, I feel like me being asexual and just wanting to feel safe sets me up to run into this problem by default. *Sigh*
What makes me feel better is that apparently my tendency to self harm via bad relationships because I think I don't deserve better has almost vanished. My inner compass is working to keep me safe. That's a reassuring thought, even if that means I'm probably going to adopt more cats soon.
No perversion survives contact with reality.
highkey how I feel sometimes watching heated rivalry as an asexual person
