#ascention

Day 316-

Jahoda. She's fun to draw, and her design is easy to remember.

いつかの日と今日の日 /722

Location: 111

Happy Mother’s Day! To all you moms out there: I love you, you’re doing wonderful, and you deserve so much more love than the world will give you credit for. :)

All 12th house placements can take time to revel themselves. It's the nature of the 12th house to remain hidden until you're ready to face it. But Jupiter is a free spirt. Many people with jupiter in the 12th may, at least on the beginning of their lifes, not know how to feel joyful and expansive. That's because they have a very important mission of discovering the light that is within themselves.

When jupiter in the 12th finally accepts that the happiness they so much wish for is not on the external world, they need to face their own shadows. That's the beginning of some kind of enlightment. Many Jupiter in the 12th people incarnate with the soul purpose of reveling deep inner and spiritual truths about themselves and reality that would ultimately facilitate the awakening of humanity. Many jupiter in the 12th are what we would call lightwokers.

Lightwokers usually need to go through many inner awakenings to finally accept who they are. That's because lightworkes are souls who have had to hide their true nature for many lifes on earth. They can forget completely that their most profund desire is to serve the higher realms and to help people. They can try to numb their sensitively. But when they have the courage to go through a journey of self-knowledge, they will see that they have the mission to hold light. And that's their deepest joy.

Jupiter in the 12th is the signature of someone that finds joy in being of service and connecting with benevolent sprit guides. Know that you have this within you, dear soul. Dig deep into your inner healing and find the precious gold that was seeded in your heart ❤

She realised as Percy guided her hand to the small of his back, the pair shivering in unison, they were truly connected now.

The binding of the Styx extended further than she thought it would, latching onto the empathy link between her best friend and her boyfriend. Annabeth and Grover could identify eachothers emotions and get a bearing on their direction, but it was nothing compared to the totality of Percy, engulfing her some says, lapping at her feet others. He as always there.

She woke in a sudden sweat late November feeling a strange absence. She wept at cabin number three till daybreak.

Her search was frantic. Percy wasn’t dead, but she couldn’t truely convince herself until she gasped at the sudden shiver. Percy had touched his mark. He was alive and fighting to stay. Her search intensified, never mind the son of Jupiter.

She sobbed when Percy held her again. So did he. If the romans saw it as a weakness they were each more than skilled enough to instil that respect again.

She laughed with Percy as they lay in the stables and he told her that Juno believed their blessing, their binding, stripped away. They immersed themselves in each other till morning came and morning went.

They were engulfed in eachothers misery as they crashed into tartarus, the river of false water reaching out for them as they fell, caressing them in a cruel facsimile of the oceans embrace. In the back of her mind annabeth felt sorry for Grover, the satyr who would collapse and scream in tune with them. They escaped, despite the rivers wishes.

Twice, she choked as she lost Percy’s connection. First to her own curse and then to Percy’s own. She calmed a fraction when she saw his rising chest, ragged as it was. With the curse of the gorgons blood Percy must’ve cut her off, instincts as sharp as ever. The silver Titan looked at her knowingly, she preened, calypso would suffer.

She didn’t stop Percy when he grabbed Misery’s poison. She didn’t stop him when Her tears rolled arround Her neck. She didn’t stop him as the living emotion *screamed and writhed*. They would survive.

The Pit adored them, as they journeyed to its heart. Adored them as they brought Devine reckoning on the monsters they passed, both mortal and more. It clung to them jealously as they stood at its doors, but it let them leave, knowing they were a part of it as their veins flowed copper in equal measure. She could feel the rivers of tartarus just as well as Percy these days. But she could only sense, no more and no less. It wasn’t her path. They could only stare at themselves as they rose through hell.

They had been so careful. Not a mark on them. Percy couldn’t even bleed. That didn’t stop the sudden jerk as their noses cracked and flowed with unison. Gaia had risen but that wasn’t important to them. Empathy links hadn’t been used in  millennia, and never with ones such as them. They were discovering its limits, and once they discovered who harmed their satyr they would suffer.

Gaia crumbled to dust as annabeth secured the primordial and Percy can led his power through the blades Protruding from her chest and abdomen. They were promptly ejected. Gods unaffiliated with the Olympians couldn’t stand with ing the boarders of camp half blood.

2021 is a 5 year and is ruled by Mercury, the scholar, the intellectual and the one who makes things happen quickly. Mercury opens up communication and travel, gets things moving. It is a planet of resilience, adaptability, convincing others, interaction, communication, scientific advancements, healthcare, healing, service, and making plans. It rules the Nakshatra star constellations of Ashlesha (vaccines and homeopathic medicines, DNA, the wounded healer), Jyeshtha (becoming victorious over that which tries to defeat us, rising out of adversity), and Revati (the shepherd who shows the way, surrender, nurturing, charity, being the example for others to follow).

2022 will be a 6 year, ruled by Venus. It governs reconnection, resurrection, collaboration, new beginnings, wellness, and is the bringer of life, growth and abundance. It rules the Nakshatra star constellations of Bharani (transitions from death to life, ending of the old and beginning of the new, birthing new things, bearing the responsibility of something, personal breakthroughs), Purva Phalguni (creativity, pleasure, self-expression, social events, rest, renewal, and finding comfort) and Purva Ashadha (invincibility, pride, travel, power, influence, fearlessness, improvement, discrimination, purification and upliftment). I feel this upcoming year will be a good one of much needed relief.