an extremely long, painful snippet from my upcoming fic re: Arna's coup/Wendell's exile
Notes: I've named Wendell's siblings (in age order): Rian, Caragh, Orrin and Odrin (twins), Myrna. This is the last scene Wendell has with his father and Arna before things come crashing down. In this scene, Wendell's father is super angry and just hit Wendell, and Arna intervened.
Father glared at me. âYouâre right, my dear. Heâs a child. I keep forgetting that, donât I?â
âAnd children make so many little mistakes,â my stepmother murmured. âEach one a lesson to learn from. Now, Rian is another matterââ
âDo not speak to me of that one, wife. We are overdue for the council. Before you join us, I want you to send for Myrna. You and I will speak with her afterward and by the bloody oaks, she is going to listen this time. Where do you think youâre going?â
That last eruption was directed at me when I began to follow him up the steps. Everyone but Lady East Wind, who was busy shooing away Fatherâs storm cloud, darted out of sight.
âTo the council, obviously.â
âNo, youâre not. You're going straight to those farms to make yourself useful for once. And take that ridiculous makeup off before tonight.â
âTonight? Whatâs tonight?"
He turned, clenching the rail in his fist like he wanted to throw it somewhere. âThe family picnic, Liath. The one weâve been planning all summer. I told you we would have it once everyone was home. We were just talking about it at breakfast."
I rolled my eyes. âFather, be serious. âFamilyâ? Hardly any of us can stand the sight of each other right now. Which of us do you think is going to enjoy an entire night of mandatory family togetherness? Rian and Caragh are practically at each otherâs throats. Iâm mad at Orrin and everybodyâs mad at me. Myrna hasnât spoken one word to Odrin ever since he nearly killed whatâs-his-name, that mortal harpist. Wasnât that a riot.â
âI think you mean my brother-in-law,â my stepmother added tersely. âAnd Myrna barely speaks to anyone anyway.â
âBecause you donât let her! You see what I mean? This picnic is a recipe for disaster, and Iâd rather not be a casualty.â
"We always have this midnight picnic before the harvest markets get going!" Father said. "And your stepmother has been planning this for months. It means the world to her, having everyone together for once. Itâs been ages.â
My stepmother shook her head. âNo, it's all right. We can all have a late breakfast together tomorrow at midday. Iâm sure some heads will have cooled by then. The council, darling.â She darted her eyes meaningfully up the steps, where spectators were gathering again. No doubt they were wondering if this thing was ever going to get underway.
"Fine." Father pointed a finger in my face. âBut you listen to me, boy. If [too spoilery]
Now I was the one whose face was growing hot. âAre you quite finished, Your Highness? Am I dismissed?â
âYou are. Get out of my sight.â
He turned and stormed up the steps, nearly colliding with Lady East Wind. She fizzled out of existence and whooshed out of his way.
I turned on my stepmother. âWhatâs this about Myrna? Are you trying to marry her off again?â
âCalm down, Liath,â she said smoothly. âYour face is all red, just like your father. And Myrna can take care of herselfâitâs just a discussion. Marriage is a perfectly normal diplomatic tool on both sides of the door.â
âOh? Then why arenât you marrying off the twins?â
âNobody wants them, dear. Iâve tried.â
She pressed her lips together in a tight line. âHeâs gotten plenty of offers. Most were before I came to serve your mother. As I understand it, the interested parties always became uninterested parties as soon as they actually met him.â
I snorted my agreement. âGod, can you imagine?â
âNot really, no. I can scarcely imagine him surviving long enough to wear the crown, much less a wedding ring. He really does seem determined to provoke your father, doesnât he? Only he canât seem to decide whether to do it via incompetence or treason.â
âWhy doesnât Father ever hit him?â
âHeâs afraid Rian might hit back. With an army. Donât trouble yourself about it, dearâlet me see that cut."Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
Well, I thought, this is different. My cool, distant stepmother had never been the maternal sort, but perhaps having a child of her own was changing her mind about a few things. I held still while she turned my chin this way and that to examine the damage. She summoned a little splash from the nearest fountain into her handkerchief and began to dab at the bloody cut.
âMyrnaâOw!âdoesnât want to marry anyone,â I reminded her. She just wants to be left alone.â
âWe all have to make sacrifices. And nobodyâs going force her; who could? Itâs just time that she grew up and contributed, thatâs all. We each have our own little roles to play. There.â She backed away, looking pleased. âGood as new.â
âNo it isnât. I just finished working on this thing and now itâs ruined!â
âNonsense.â She examined the stained velvet. âHave one of your servants drop it off in my dressing room. My sewing is nothing compared to yours or your fatherâs, but I am a fierce enemy when it comes to bloodstains. Iâve had plenty of practice.â
âThanks,â I said warily. âOnly donât try anything with the sleeves; theyâre temperamental. And I am sorry, you know. About the picnic, and all the rest of it.â
âDonât give it another thought. Your father keeps forgetting how much younger you are than the others.â She reached up and gently touched my hair this time. âPromise me you wonât grow up too fast?â
I laughed. âDonât worry.â
I hadnât been fair to her, I decided in that moment. In the past few months she had been kinder to all of us, or at least more patient. Of Fatherâs moods in particular. And her forbearance with the mud this morning was almost revolutionary. Feeling very awkward, I put my arms around her delicate shoulders. She was tense too; weâd never been particularly affectionate with each other.
âOh, Liath.â She gave me a little squeeze before retreating. And then, to my utter astonishment, she brushed away a tear. âDo you know? Youâve always been my favorite.â