#argh!!!

wait watch this haha [messes up my sleep schedule not even that badly and has to sleep for 20 hours two days in a row]

when me n my mutuals arw mean to armand its like yay yippee fun cuteness aggression world but when rhe dhow does it its like ohhhmyfuckinggod. not even the show s3 particularly 'his power to seduce was beyond his control' but theyre just pointingnlaughing at him & making fun kf him & telliing hum no one wants his ugly ass & its like omgggggggggggg. im sorry i keep thinking kf the lestat scene/big boss & jte like s2 made it rly clear louis WAS attracted to armand but it was armands actual actions tht made hum want to keep his distance which was fun to watch but here its like not only are yr actions bad but also u are ugly & disgusting & no one wants u (bc yr needy, bc yr molested, bc yr gross/tainted) & its sincerely just nauseating to watch. brown men r creepyrepulsive & being raped taints u. horrible combo & it feels like the show couldnt gaf bc look omg isnt lestat sooo cunty.

please. if you can. 420 blaze it in my honor right now

fucking sick in the head about two of my npcs and i CANT TELL ANYONE bc my players DONT KNOW

Do you know how damn difficult it is to re-find a fic where a character is getting haunted when one of the characters is NAMED FUCKING GHOST