#aquariusculler

You wake up in bed screaming. Then you scramble out, trip over your sheets, and end up on the floor, but that feels too much like the dream so you struggle to your feet as fast as you can.

The window is whole, but you still have to touch it to make sure, run your fingers along every pane and the frame. It’s whole and it never hasn't been but when you look through to the darkness outside, you still feel a shiver of cold down your spine.

Get it together. It was just a dream, the same kind of bullshit dream you've been having since you showed up here, and you are not this uncool. Your fingers keep trembling anyway.

It takes a shower and a meal before you feel like more than a few wrangled thing anymore. By then, you’re too awake to try sleeping again (and fuck those dreams, fuck them so hard) so despite it being before ten in your internal clock, you settle to see if anyone’s contacted you.

Your computer thinks it’s nearly four in the afternoon, but last night a minute had dragged for an hour and three hours had been counted for less than one, so you know there’s no reason to trust it. You’d trust the ticking clock in your own head before anything else anyway.

Enough moping. You’re going to be social if it’s the last thing you can do. 

There are more chums on your chumroll today. You wonder where they’re coming from but frankly, it’s less weird than the rest of the stuff that’s been happening to you. Shaking your head, you hope these poor chumps are in better straights than you are. But hey, more people to talk to. That’s always a good thing.

-- talismanGallant [TG] began pestering at 15:38 --

aquariusculler started following you

"8abe. 10/10 vwould bang..."

"VWait I don't talk to him."