#apple pay

Apple fucked you over. They showed you who they were. You do not matter to them because they are artificially supported by the financial and political apparatus globally but especially from the imperial core. They needed your happiness to get your money but they have been such a huge corporation for so long with so much influence, they are beyond that.

Do not let them keep victimizing you. You deserve better. You are smarter than they think and you are more capable than you realize. Many people suddenly were unable to pay for groceries, kids unable to get a ride home, people stranded while traveling. Why weren't you warned?? Because it was an ambush to force your hand: give apple your credit card number (because apparently the ID stuff isn't working half the time, conveniently) and all your personal info, FOR THE CHILDREN. Apple has never been good about privacy, and never will be.

You must fight back! Stop supporting this system! Get a fairphone, use a custom operating system like LineageOS, use Fdroid or Obtanium instead of google play store, support open source free software, start sharing files by torrenting, and decentralize as much as you can. Do not roll over and take this. You deserve tech that works. You deserve privacy. You deserve dignity.

There are tutorials for all this online. Please practice the skill of asking for help, reading documentation, using Ctrl+f on pages to quickly find stuff by keywords, and don't forget: it is propaganda that some people are smart and thus techy/mathy and that some people are just stupid. If other humans can do it, you can too. If you care to. Please do not let them tell you who you are and what you are incapable of. I don't come from a techy background AT ALL and I'm completely degoogled and decentralized.

i’ve been staying in a cheap motel with some people i barely knew before this. they didn’t have to help me, but they did. i keep thinking about that. how strangers were kinder to me than someone who said they loved me.

i don’t really have a plan yet. i don’t have income right now. i’m trying to figure it out, trying to keep my head above water, but it’s hard. everything feels unstable. i’m tired in a way that sleep doesn’t fix.

if you’ve been through something like this, you probably know the feeling. the quiet after chaos isn’t peaceful at first. it’s just quiet. and you have to learn how to exist in it.

if you can, please consider supporting me right now. even something small helps more than i can explain. you can donate or buy something from my shop. it would mean a lot while i try to rebuild something that feels like a life again. plus food and essentials would be nice. i left with the clothes on my back so some laundry would rock. need a toothbrush pads etc sorry for tmi. anything would help.

apple pay: 828 266 8648

I’m taking a leap of faith.

I deferred a lot of my bills to next pay day.

I’m going to go see my girl in Florida.

It’s been 4 years.

My parents have died.

My uncle died.

I’ve lost and found multiple jobs.

I had three jobs in 2025 alone.

I know I’m in debt and I don’t have much.

All I know is, I need to be held on Mother’s Day in only the way that she can hold me.

So, if ya’ll have a few bucks to spare. I’ll take ‘em.

I have all the apps you can have.