#apologetic

You were such a high

I clung to your every word

Your voice intoxicating

Face that put me in daze

My mind became fixated

of that feeling

of that chase

You had me smilling

Laughing till my lungs gave out

I dreamt about you

Such a shame

Never got to properly hold you

A would be kiss lost in vain

A ghost of how we yearned

Wasn't our time or place

If we only spoke up sooner

Would it have worked?

Put our pride aside

though we came from different worlds

I tried to put on a front but

you saw right through

My imperfections I hated

were breathtaking to you

We tried to fight it

You never wanted love

Status was your drug

from one girl to the next was your thing

I no better but substances was my addict

Your vape , my weed

Your blue eyes to my green

Life of the party

to a person who rather sleep

I'm a floater well known

a friend to all but not caught up

in the group scene

To busy working to survive

You on the other hand had evrything

money no problem

That was our bridge

My vision was grey

Yours to bright

Blonde to my black

Funny to my serious

No one wanted us together

It's embarrassing how we held on

Your were caring one day

then cold the next

I try to move on and forget

I gave mixed signals not being honest

You yearned for me

I longed for you

This my letter to us

love seeking fools

What would be a better use of your time? Watching the entirety of Hazbin Hotel (including the Youtube pilot, because let's be honest, that is more or less required viewing), or watching Disney's Wish and The Little Mermaid (2023)? Because both clock in a little under four hours.

I've seen Wish, The Little Mermaid (2023), and all of Hazbin Hotel, and frankly, the simple fact of the matter is that one indie animator who clearly struggles with a lot of writing hang-ups was able to provide a WAY more entertaining four hours than THREE professional directors working for the most successful media company in history who've been doing this for decades.

These were Disney's two BIGGEST films of 2023. And Hazbin BLEW THEM OUT OF THE WATER. The characters were WAY more fun and engaging, the stakes were infinitely higher, the songs, oh my God the SONGS! Who even REMEMBERS any of the songs from Wish? And The Little Mermaid doesn't count, all those songs were basically just covers (and I've seen several people express that they weren't as good as the originals). Meanwhile, Hazbin Hotel's Poison and Loser Baby are a pair of absolutely stellar original pieces that are getting a ton of praise and deserving every ounce of it!

Is Hazbin perfect? Absolutely not. Is Hazbin good? Debatable. Is Hazbin the best we're currently getting, in terms of feature-length musicals that aren't just adaptations of something that was already successful before? One. Hundred. Percent.