#apollo-imagines

Summary: reader starts to lose herself being in piltover for so long she takes a visit home to find herself again

Modern/fwb!au viktor x Feral!read

He's yelling, I can tell jayce is yelling. I can't hear it though, it's all blurred together why is he yelling? I was standing up for myself it was the first time in awhile so why is he yelling? I don't want him to yell I don't deserve this. "God are you even listening y/n?!" Finally I focus glaring at him.

"No jayce I'm not why would I you're screaming at me even though I've not done anything wrong! I was fucking defending myself!" I snapped finally standing up to face him this isn't me I don't sit and quietly take it so why was I? I know better then that.

"You can't fight everyone who says something you don't like y/n! You aren't in the slums anymore! You don't need to act like street trash!" He froze, he knew he sad something bad. I just laughed, all I could do was laugh.

"Wow jayce why don't you tell me what you truly think? So what if I'm not the peltie skank you wanted me to turn into?! What if I'm not acting like street trash?! Cause I'm not! I made it clear from the first day we met I was garbage right?" My blood began to boil, how dare he? I started to step closer to him no one was allowed to speak to me like that. I stopped feeling someone grab my arm I whipped around ripping my arm away from viktor, no he couldn't yell at me to, he couldn't side with jayce after what he just said. "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" I quickly stepped away from them both curling into myself. Breathing is starting to get harder, why can't I breathe? I quickly stood straight holding the same air of confidence I always held, glaring at the two men before walking out of the lab slamming the door behind myself. Everything after that was a blur after that all I knew was I ended up back home, back on the streets in the old rundown bar my father owns. Sighing I made my way through the bar dodging people before I reached the stairs. I hesitated before beginning the walk up I was nervous to see him again I hadn't seen him since I moved to piltover, as I reached the door of his office I knocked before walking in smiling weakly at him as he stared shocked. "Hey dad…" he smiled at me inviting me sit. After that we talked and he offered me to stay and work in the bar for as long as I need, and from there I lost track of the time not realizing it bad been a month to he had pointed it out to me. Once he had pointed it out a guilt began to sink in, none of my friends knew where I was, if I was even alive. I still stayed I wasn't sure if they wanted me to come back, after debating for another week I decided to go back if not to see them to just pick up all my things. After saying goodbye to my father I packed the very few things I had and left pondering all the ways this could go wrong. As soon as I got back I went straight to viktors dorm hoping he'd be there, unsurprisingly he wasn't. I dropped my bag looking around his messy room, it was never like this he hated when it got messy, so why is it now? I shouldn't be thinking about this I need to go apologize. Sighing I quickly changed into some of the clean clothes I had in viks closet before heading to the lab anxiety building till I got there I carefully opened the broken door, I assume it's from when I slammed it. Taking a deep breath I walk in only seeing jayce staring at me with a dumb look. "Hey jayce…"

"Y/n!" Before I could say anything else jayce was hugging me so tight I could hardly breath. I roll my eyes but let him as he apologized

"Yeah yeah I get it jayce now let go you stupid monkey you're suffocating me" whining and pushing him away he let's go smiling.

"We didn't think you were coming back… vik just went to get coffee he'll be back soon… I'm gonna go see if Mel needs anything" he smiled at me before quickly leaving knowing I'd want to talk to vik alone. I looked around the lab looked tbe exact same as always I walked towards viks desk looking it over before hopping up to sit on it and wait. Why is he taking so long? He's just getting coffee, did he find out I'm here an decide to not come back? Before my thoughts go any further the door opened to reveal a very disheveled viktor if you could even call it that. To anyone who didn't know him he'd look fine but I could tell he was upset. "Vik what's wrong?" I quickly hop off the desk and walk over to him cupping his cheek feeling his warm tears on his cheek I quickly began to panic. "Vik what's going on?" I watched as he dropped his cane hugging me tightly leaning all his weight into me.

"You left… and I didn't know where you went… I didn't think you were coming back…" his shoulders shook as he sobbed flinging onto me, I hugged him back tightly before pulling away slightly to cup his cheeks gently looking him in his eyes.