meeting new person: i like your shoes laces
my aphasia induced response: oh? thanks! <- no thoughts empty head only a feeling that iβve left the stove on with no one home
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meeting new person: i like your shoes laces
my aphasia induced response: oh? thanks! <- no thoughts empty head only a feeling that iβve left the stove on with no one home
three-five days later:

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What Iβm trying to say: βMom, is the door supposed to still be open?β
What comes out of my mouth: βthe hole in the front of the house is too big.β
Good morning, my lovely muses. This post and the following comic are very personal, so it would mean the world to me if you'd take a moment of your time to read all of this.
Two months ago, my mom had a stroke. When it happened, and for several days after, she could only form and say the word "no". She knew in her mind what specific things she wanted to say, but couldn't physically get any of the words out. slowly, she re-learned how to say "I love you". Today, she's able to speak in slow, sometimes slurred, but complete sentences! With patience, she is able to slowly sound out difficult words after only a few tries!
My mom has told me personally that her aphasia has made her feel changed. Broken. Like a failure. She gets very frustrated at times when she can't get certain sentences out. She gets justifiably upset when extra sounds in a room confuse her train of thought. She struggles to spell a lot of words she used to know. We've shared many tears and moments of vulnerability together when she expressed her fears that she may never be the same again. She works hard every day to heal her brain bit by bit and practice all the words she can to expand her vocabulary, and I couldn't be more proud of her. This comic is basically about my mom herself.
Aphasia isn't something to be ashamed of, but it's a very frustrating and scary experience to go through. It's being trapped in your own mind, knowing what you want to say, but being unable to physically make the words come out right. It's knowing that the words "and", "if", & "or" are simple words you've known all your life, but now you don't know how to spell them; now it's a struggle to put those specific letters together in your mind, much less on paper or text. It's having to train your mouth and throat to purposely form sounds and syllables in specific ways to make halfway coherent speech. It's feeling vulnerable CONSTANTLY because your condition is on full display every time you open your mouth.
I went to an aphasia support group with my mom (and dad) and we learned a lot while we were there. She didn't want to go at first, but when we got there, she was able to speak freely at her own pace to feel truly seen and understood by the others there. One of the things discussed was how a multitude of sounds (like at a concert, a party, or any social gathering with multiple people speaking at once) can confuse, upset, and overwhelm those suffering with aphasia who are trying to form thoughts and communicate with others.
There are actually specific ear plugs you can buy online (Loop ear plugs) that purposely muffle specific types of sound so that focus and communication are easier! Even as someone on the autism spectrum myself, they're meant to help *anyone* with issues having too much sound around them!
This comic highlights a few things:
1) The struggle to focus on saying certain words when one has aphasia
2) The importance of practicing PATIENCE and EMPATHY when communicating with a person who has aphasia
3) The importance of offering genuine assistance and SUPPORT to those who have aphasia
I truly hope with this post, this comic, and this insight, that you all are able to learn a bit about this condition and how to respectfully communicate with and support anyone with aphasia. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to anyone who's taken the time to read all this. please feel free to share this comic to spread awareness. β€οΈ You never know who in your life may one day be affected by aphasia.
Hilarious examples of how aphasia has affected my daily life:
Excitedly pointing to a car with a menorah on top and telling my boyfriend (Jewish) "There's a Hanukkah on that car!" and not realizing I'd said something stupid until I saw his confused face
Just mixed up "circumcision" and "bar mitzvah" apparently
Alogia
The Alogia is a term that refers to a lack of spontaneous language when speaking. It usually appears as one of the main symptoms of schizophrenia; and in this context, it is classified within the negative symptoms. Among other drawbacks, it makes the normal development of psychotherapy very difficult.
In general, allogia is considered a form of aphasia; this term refers to any impediment for a person to express themselves adequately. As such, it can occur due to brain problems, mental retardation, or dementia.
Aphasia makes social relationships very difficult for the person and any form of psychological help that they want to be administered. In this article we will study why it occurs, what are the characteristics, and if there is any way in which this phenomenon can be combatted.
Symptoms and characteristics
Lack of spontaneous language
The main symptom of alogy, or at least the easiest to observe, is an impoverishment . . . To learn more - go here.

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Congrats, I can read again! (Had my first experience of migraine aphasia today - could not read words or even certain letters for a bit there, but could still speak mostly coherently. very strange.)
Gosh man. I wish people understood. Aphasia is no joke. The frustration is out of this world for me. Can you believe people speak a million miles a minute jumping from topic to topic. Me trying to follow along feels like a twig in the ocean during a hurricane. I can't breathe I want to scream or cry sometimes just suddenly outburst yell shut up! But of course the nice person I am and have always been sits there all panicked stunned into silence trying to nod or force a smile to not make them upset or feel as if I'm uninterested. This most definatly is some kind of ingrained trauma response I need to get out of quick because their talking literally can throw me into crisis. How do you say please stop talking nicely in the middle of a run on sentence or excited explanation another person is giving you? No one but a fellow sufferer would understand. Any tips -Disabled me
I found some more of my new people.