#anyadvice

I'm not one that has friends. The two people I consider friends are internet friends. I have co worker friends but often feel like they just put up with me cause we are at work. Mostly because when I invite them to do things, most of the time they have plans.

I get depressed sometimes about stuff. And I always feel like I want to reach out and get help, but I also feel like if I told my friends/coworkers how I feel that they would just start hanging out and talking to me out of pity. And I don't want pity friends. But I want friends that call me. I want friends that text me when they know I've been down just to make sure I'm okay. I want friends that actually invite me places instead of me always trying to make the plans.

And I've thought about making new friends, but I don't know how. I suck at starting a conversation and keeping it going. I'm very shy. I get overwhelmed around big crowds. I get anxious around people I don't know. But I just want friends.

-Bag packed

-Car seat installed

-Baby clothes packed

-Nursing Pillow packed

-Jake’s bag packed

Okay Mama’s... what am I missing?!

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