Mar 11
For once I’d like to go on a date that goes well so much so that i want to go on a second one
#*siiiigh*#another dud#he actually made me feel horrible about myself and i cried to my mom talking about it#at the time i was just uncomfortable by the things he was saying but i didnt realize how horrible it made me feel#he wasnt trying to make me feel bad to be fair to him but#he did#he’s kinda self righteous and kept asking me questions that put me on yhe doot#*spot#and made me feel like i was a terrible person and terrible disciple of Jesus Christ if i didnt know the answers#i was also really tired#idk#made me feel bad about myself#and i was telling my mom it and started crying cuz I never want to feel like I’m not worthy of His love or blessings#which isnt ok#Jesus loves me and he wants me to try my best i know that#but this guy made me feel like i wasn’t good#again he didnt mean to but he fi#*did#gosh i cant type#he’s painfully an RM so it’s not gonnawork out#oh well#he didnt ask me out again which im glad for#vent#smiles rambles#religion talk#anyways isnt religion so much fun when you’re dealijg with people#that’s why you gotta make it personal and not let others make you waver#whatever#im just disappointed#i was actually excited for this
