#anonsys

We met a wonderful person who we can now happily say is our partner, and thankfully they took the news about us being a system very well. They've actually been with a system before, so it wasn't a big deal.

Our last exam for the semester is today, and a five year old has been the only one studying for it. :')

We're going to try and see a psychologist sometime this month or next month to get a psychological evaluation and potentially try and see a specialist who specializes in dissociative disorders. Our mother is finally listening to us which is, thankfully, making all of this possible.

Our communication lately has been amazing clear. Knocking on wood so I dont jinx it, but seriously! Usually it's like trying to listen to what another alter is saying while underwater and behind a glass wall, but recently we've been having full blown conversations, completely clear and understandable.

The only things we can't all seem to get a hold of is what to eat literally any time of day, but that's fairly normal for us anyways.

The last time we opened up about being a system to someone who wanted to date us, they reacted very negatively and gave up on us there and then. Because of this, I'm nervous to bring up the fact that we are a system. It's so hard to relive a situation that has a 50/50 chance of being good this time, or being as bad as last time.