#anna writes

He's the dragon reborn, there's no fucking way his scent mate would be a lowborn from Flea Bottom. There has to be some mistake.

Meanwhile, Dunk, who's never been taught about scent mates or how this thing works, just thinks Aerion smells better than the other omegas he's met. But he also knows his place, so he doesn't pursue him in any way.

As the weeks pass, Aerion starts getting more restless because Dunk is there all the time, spewing that amazing disgusting scent of his everywhere around the castle as if purposefully taunting Aerion and shoving their bond on his face. And at the same time, he doesn't move a muscle to claim Aerion, never breaks the proper, honorable knight façade.

✒︎a bridgerton au starring suguru geto

pairing: suguru geto x female reader (zenin)

general summary: dearest gentle reader yet another season containing utmost pride, pretense and pursuit descends upon us. after only mere hours of entering society, you make sure to leave a lingering impression behind as you are caught wandering far from the masquerade ball by no other but suguru geto. lord geto, whom is heir to duke geto and prides himself as such, is certainly more than displeased to find you far off the ballroom and has his opinion on the matter at hand already set regardless of your desperate tries to explain the misunderstanding. as your identity is about to be revealed by him, a sudden commotion bares you the opportunity to slip away. following the rather unpleasant beginning of the season, you pray that suguru geto may not find pursuit in uncovering your pretenses. 

content/warnings: bridgerton au, regency era au, angst, fluff, eventual smut, misogyny, bullying, jealousy, mentions of alcohol and explicit contents, mental health issues, death,  academic themes, breaking society’s norms and expectations, geto is as prideful as ever, reader pretending to be someone else, both being a pain 

author’s gossip: bonjour, my name is anna and i’m this season’s host. behold as this is my first time hosting in general - so please bear with me. quick disclaimer: indulgence and interactions are deeply appreciated. please enjoy :) 

What strange schemes life has woven. Yet the heart's deepest wishes have been fulfilled.

My life hasn't always agreed with what I want from it. It's stubborn in that sense. Yet, it has fulfilled the demands of my heart. I wonder if those wishes were what my life wanted me to ask for. I wonder if it was truly my choice or an illusion of it because:

what are wishes that life easily grants?

what are wishes that life easily gives?

what are wishes that life readily accepts?

True wishes are those that even life longs to shatter.

माँगी दुआ एक तुझ तक जा पहुँची - परवर दिगारा परवर दिगारा कैसी सुनी तूने मेरी ख़ामोशी- ओ परवर दिगारा

A prayer I whispered has reached all the way to You— Oh, Lord Divine, Lord Divine. How You heard the silence of my soul, Oh, Lord Divine.

When I finally found the strength to ask for a wish I knew could never be, I sent this prayer to you, my lord, (my parvardigara), with painful awareness that what I seek is out of reach, that my obsession is unjustified, that my desire is illicit.

How did you hear the words I refused to speak? How did you understand the meaning behind my silence, the reasonings held in my breath? Even when I asked for what's forbidden, you found a way to hear my heart. You granted me the boon I was too afraid to ask for.

ये फ़ितूर मेरा लाया मुझको है तेरे करीब- ये फ़ितूर मेरा रहमत तेरी, ये फ़ितूर मेरा मैंने बदला रे मेरा नसीब- ये फ़ितूर मेरा चाहत तेरी, ओ परवर दिगारा परवर दिगारा

This obsession of mine has drawn me close to You ; This obsession of mine—it is Your grace. This obsession of mine has changed my destiny; this obsession of mine—it is my longing for You. Oh, Lord Divine, Lord Divine.

This obsession of mine, this longing, has brought me closer to you, even when I know it's wrong to be granted, even when I know it's not what my life wanted. This obsession of mine is my lord's way of showing mercy. This obsession of mine is my lord's way of forgiveness. He's given me grace to still long for what my life refuses to give into, to have yearnings greater than what my destiny provides for.

This obsession of mine, this longing, has changed my fate in the universe. He has shown me mercy by allowing me to hope. I've changed what my life wanted me to settle for, I've rebelled against everything my fate wanted me to believe in, only for you. My lord has allowed me to yearn for you. This fire that is keeping me alive is the claim on you. To be devoted to you, my devine.

धीमे धीमे जल रही थी ख्वाहिशें- दिल में दबी घुट रही फरमाईशें बन के धुआँ वो तुझ तक जा पहुँची- परवर दिगारा परवर दिगारा दीवानगी की हद मैंने नोची- ओ परवर दिगारा

Desires were smoldering slowly, Wishes lay stifled and suppressed within my heart; Yet, turning into a prayer, they reached all the way to You— Oh, Lord Divine, Lord Divine. I have pushed the limits of this madness, Oh, Lord Divine.

My desires were burning down, and without this hope from god, I probably would have given you up way sooner. I never asked for my desires. He heard them himself. They were safe inside of me. They died on my heart, and I was going to burn them in there, but he heard me. He understood the smoke that was going to kill me from the inside, I wouhave been nothing but a walking corpse without you waiting to rot. What have I done, making my almighty go against everything? What was I thinking. I have crossed the sane ground long ago, and on the insane side of things, i believe in nothing but my desire to be devoted to you. That is how much I love you. My lord understood that, and he went against everything for you because my obsession is my yearning for you.

ये फ़ितूर मेरा लाया मुझको है तेरे करीब- ये फ़ितूर मेरा रहमत तेरी

ये फ़ितूर मेरा मैंने बदला रे मेरा नसीब- ये फ़ितूर मेरा चाहत तेरी

ओ परवर दिगारा ,

परवर दिगारा परवर दिगारा परवर दिगारा परवर दिगारा

This obsession of mine has brought me close to You This obsession of mine—Your grace

This obsession of mine—I have changed my destiny This obsession of mine—my longing for You

Oh, Lord and Cherisher,

Lord and Cherisher Lord and Cherisher Lord and Cherisher Lord and Cherisher

~stfuanna

From my latest fanfic, Peripeteia! It's inspired by @thicctails Broken Pantheon AU. You can read the first 6 chapters of Peripeteia here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/67831911/chapters/175391326

The Olympians do not have a good time.

Written for @klainesecretsanta2025 and betaed by the lovely @lilacdaisyrose . Thank you so much !!

What's In Your Read?

Summary:

When spending your Christmas with diviner friends meant getting answers for the questions deep inside you, who would say no to it?

It started with Journaling my thoughts so I don't lose my mind and soon turned into my getaway from the world around me.

I'm mostly into impromptu writing.

It means that I write about what a quote, lyric or words make me feel and how those feelings affect my life. Most of my work is not rehearsed and almost all of them are completed in one sitting. I do interpretations, poetic replies, talk about issues or explain my opinion thru my posts. I also write poetry sometimes but rarely post them because after I'm washed with the feeling, the ink on the paper is too close to the blood in my veins.

Sometimes you may like what I write and sometimes you may not like what I write and that is ohkay. What I want you to understand, my love, is that I'm not writing for the sake of doing it ; I write so that it gets a little easier to breathe. I write so that I'm not suffocated by the thoughts in my mind that die on my tongue.

You can give me prompts to cover, share your favorite writing blogs, give me word prompts or ask me talk about anything and everything you like. I would love to do that. My work is highly inspired by: ocean, blood, rain, sky, and many other things that are windows to my soul.

#stfuanna : all of my original work

#anna writes : works where I've taken some inspiration.

even now there's an afterglow

the kind of warmth that lingers in empty concert halls and summer evenings.

Your hand, warm against my shoulder

You tapping out a rhythm on my shoe

Buttons I hadn't discovered till you pushed them - accidentally?

Accidentally. But your fingerprint is still worn into them.

did I leave marks on you?

His brothers', his sisters', even his mother's. Scents that always brought him comfort now make Aerion's eyes water from how bad they smell.

Except Duncan's, Aegon's rugby coach.

For some reason, Duncan's scent is the only one that doesn't turn Aerion's stomach or makes him gag.

Actually, one would say that Duncan's scent works as some sort of soothing balm to Aerion's senses. When he's in the alpha's presence, the other scents don't bother him so much and Aerion can finally breathe without fear of getting overwhelmed by the sour scents he's always smelling.

Maekar has no idea why, all of a sudden, Aerion is being so nice and offering to pick up Aegon after his rugby practices so much, but he doesn't question it. At least the kids are getting along better.