It was a stormy day at the boarding school, making the building tremble slightly at every gust of wind that were just a bit too strong. Darkley's Boarding School for Bad Boys was an old establishment, after all.
Lloyd was doodling away on a piece of paper during his evil genius class. Despite his love for evilness, he despised what essentially was a math class. Hence, he always seemed to drift away into his own mind.
Unfortunately, his teacher never liked that. And he had to pay the consequences.
Word count: 794
Character(s): Lloyd Garmadon, Minor Original Character(s)
Read here or on AO3!
Warning tags:
Childhood Trauma
Trauma
Corporal Punishment
Whipping
Past Child Abuse
Past Torture
Other tags:
Lloyd Garmadon Angst
Lloyd Garmadon-centric
Lloyd Garmadon Needs a Hug
Traumatized Lloyd Garmadon
Darkley's Boarding School for Bad Boys (Ninjago)
Boarding School
Nightmares
Minor Original Character(s)
Childhood Memories
Memories
Short One Shot
[Cross-posted on my main blog @ani-is-my-username]
There was a leak on the schoolâs rooftop that would often let water droplets drip down in the classroom when it rained.Â
Drip.Â
The teachers would place down a bucket in the corner of the room where the pipes were to prevent an eventual puddle.Â
Drip.âŻÂ
Because of the buildingâs old structure, the water got soaked into the walls, leaving a permanent smell of musty, rotten wood. Of course, they didnât have the budget to fix it.âŻÂ
Drip.âŻÂ
Thunder rumbled in the sky, making Lloyd jump out of his evil scheming daydreams as a flash of light pursued.Â
âLloyd Garmadon!âÂ
Drip.âŻÂ
His math teacher, Mrs. Crudelis, roared in the classroom when she noticed his inattention. âWhere are your notes?âÂ
âUhm, Iââ Lloyd abandoned his mindless doodles and began fidgeting with the aglets of his hoodie, ââI dropped my notebook in a puddle earlierâŠâÂ
Drip.Â
The rain became heavier and the winds stronger. The sound of metal pipes creaked through the walls at every gust that hit the school.Â
Mrs. Crudelis made her way to his desk, alongside the stares of his classmates.Â
She gave him a look. Her wrinkly eyes squinted, her nose scrunched, and her mouth twisted in a scornful manner. A look Lloyd knew all too well. âI will be seeing you after class.âÂ
Quiet snickers and pretentious whispers filled the boyâs ears. He let his head fall into his hands as his breath hitched.âŻStupid, stupid, stupidâÂ
Drip.Â
Tears fell down.Â
The bell rang, and a sense of dread surged through Lloydâs body. Students rushed out of the classroom, excited to play their new video game, read the latest issue ofâŻStarfarer, or simply write letters to their parents about their day.Â
Maybe with luck, he could blend in with the other kids and his teacher wouldnât notice his escape. It was wishful thinking, but Lloyd had decided to take that chance, nonetheless.Â
He shoved his pencils in his bag and sprinted towards the hallwayâÂ
âAhem.âÂ
Lloyd abruptly stopped in his tracks.Â
Both stood silently in the room, staring at each other. Lightning occasionally disturbing the tormenting tranquility.Â
âSit.â Mrs. Crudelis finally spoke up.Â
The kid obeyed, walking towards the desk set up front, next to the blackboard that showcased many complex equations he never got to understand. Why did he have to take these stupid, evil genius classes, anyway?Â
His teacher headed to her file cabinet.Â
Everything started to move in slow motion and Lloyd was losing focus, again. He looked at the bucket and then the water. His throat began to itch.âŻWater. He sure could go for a glass of that right now.âŻAnd what is that smell? This school should really invest in perfumed mist.âŻÂ
His body trembled ever so slightly. Was it the cold? Maybe. These past few days werenât the warmest. Or maybe, it was the fact that Mrs. Crudelis was now standing in front of him, with a small, familiar whip at hand.âŻÂ
âYou know the procedure by now,â she scowled. âTake it off.âÂ
Lloyd silently took off his hoodie, leaving his purple tee on.Â
âAnd the shirt.âÂ
If he wasnât trembling because of the cold then, he sure was now.âŻÂ
Before he could take a deep breath,Â
Snap!Â
Lloyd shut his eyes hard, trying his best to hold back the tears that were forming once more.Â
A burning sensation grew on his back at every hit he takes.âŻIf it were any other, theyâd be screaming in agony!âŻThe kid tells himself.âŻI, Lloyd Garmadon, son of Lord Garmadon, could take on even worse pain!Â
However, truth be told, he was muffling his squeals in his hand. He had learned the hard way that being too loud or protesting would lead to longerâŻcorrectional measures.Â
Unfortunately, the body of an eight-year-old could only take so much before an excruciating shriek would find its way out.Â
âFor someone who claims to be Lord Garmadonâs son,â she whipped him again, âyou sure are pathetic.âÂ
Before long, Lloyd felt a warm liquid slowly leaking from his freezing skin.Â
Drip.Â
Lloyd woke up in a cold sweat, panting heavily as he regained consciousness.âŻAnother nightmare. Great.âŻAt least, it seemed like he still had a couple of hours before daytime.Â
Drip.Â
He immediately sat up and held his breath, panic crawling its way through his senses.Â
Drip.Â
He scanned the dark room, looking for the source of the sound.Â
Wait. He was in his room. The room he had claimed in the monastery. Not the rotten room his childhood had been trapped in.Â
Drip.Â
Lloyd released his breath, his gaze landing in the corner of the room, where droplets formed on the ceiling.Â
Drip.
He would have to tell Wu about the leakage in the morning.Â
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It was a stormy day at the boarding school, making the building tremble slightly at every gust of wind that were just a bit too strong. Darkley's Boarding School for Bad Boys was an old establishment, after all.
Lloyd was doodling away on a piece of paper during his evil genius class. Despite his love for evilness, he despised what essentially was a math class. Hence, he always seemed to drift away into his own mind.
Unfortunately, his teacher never liked that. And he had to pay the consequences.
Word count: 794
Character(s): Lloyd Garmadon, Minor Original Character(s)
Read here or on AO3!
Warning tags:
Childhood Trauma
Trauma
Corporal Punishment
Whipping
Past Child Abuse
Past Torture
Other tags:
Lloyd Garmadon Angst
Lloyd Garmadon-centric
Lloyd Garmadon Needs a Hug
Traumatized Lloyd Garmadon
Darkley's Boarding School for Bad Boys (Ninjago)
Boarding School
Nightmares
Minor Original Character(s)
Childhood Memories
Memories
Short One Shot
[Cross-posted on my Ninjago blog @ani-is-not-my-username]
There was a leak on the schoolâs rooftop that would often let water droplets drip down in the classroom when it rained.Â
Drip.Â
The teachers would place down a bucket in the corner of the room where the pipes were to prevent an eventual puddle.Â
Drip.âŻÂ
Because of the buildingâs old structure, the water got soaked into the walls, leaving a permanent smell of musty, rotten wood. Of course, they didnât have the budget to fix it.âŻÂ
Drip.âŻÂ
Thunder rumbled in the sky, making Lloyd jump out of his evil scheming daydreams as a flash of light pursued.Â
âLloyd Garmadon!âÂ
Drip.âŻÂ
His math teacher, Mrs. Crudelis, roared in the classroom when she noticed his inattention. âWhere are your notes?âÂ
âUhm, Iââ Lloyd abandoned his mindless doodles and began fidgeting with the aglets of his hoodie, ââI dropped my notebook in a puddle earlierâŠâÂ
Drip.Â
The rain became heavier and the winds stronger. The sound of metal pipes creaked through the walls at every gust that hit the school.Â
Mrs. Crudelis made her way to his desk, alongside the stares of his classmates.Â
She gave him a look. Her wrinkly eyes squinted, her nose scrunched, and her mouth twisted in a scornful manner. A look Lloyd knew all too well. âI will be seeing you after class.âÂ
Quiet snickers and pretentious whispers filled the boyâs ears. He let his head fall into his hands as his breath hitched.âŻStupid, stupid, stupidâÂ
Drip.Â
Tears fell down.Â
The bell rang, and a sense of dread surged through Lloydâs body. Students rushed out of the classroom, excited to play their new video game, read the latest issue ofâŻStarfarer, or simply write letters to their parents about their day.Â
Maybe with luck, he could blend in with the other kids and his teacher wouldnât notice his escape. It was wishful thinking, but Lloyd had decided to take that chance, nonetheless.Â
He shoved his pencils in his bag and sprinted towards the hallwayâÂ
âAhem.âÂ
Lloyd abruptly stopped in his tracks.Â
Both stood silently in the room, staring at each other. Lightning occasionally disturbing the tormenting tranquility.Â
âSit.â Mrs. Crudelis finally spoke up.Â
The kid obeyed, walking towards the desk set up front, next to the blackboard that showcased many complex equations he never got to understand. Why did he have to take these stupid, evil genius classes, anyway?Â
His teacher headed to her file cabinet.Â
Everything started to move in slow motion and Lloyd was losing focus, again. He looked at the bucket and then the water. His throat began to itch.âŻWater. He sure could go for a glass of that right now.âŻAnd what is that smell? This school should really invest in perfumed mist.âŻÂ
His body trembled ever so slightly. Was it the cold? Maybe. These past few days werenât the warmest. Or maybe, it was the fact that Mrs. Crudelis was now standing in front of him, with a small, familiar whip at hand.âŻÂ
âYou know the procedure by now,â she scowled. âTake it off.âÂ
Lloyd silently took off his hoodie, leaving his purple tee on.Â
âAnd the shirt.âÂ
If he wasnât trembling because of the cold then, he sure was now.âŻÂ
Before he could take a deep breath,Â
Snap!Â
Lloyd shut his eyes hard, trying his best to hold back the tears that were forming once more.Â
A burning sensation grew on his back at every hit he takes.âŻIf it were any other, theyâd be screaming in agony!âŻThe kid tells himself.âŻI, Lloyd Garmadon, son of Lord Garmadon, could take on even worse pain!Â
However, truth be told, he was muffling his squeals in his hand. He had learned the hard way that being too loud or protesting would lead to longerâŻcorrectional measures.Â
Unfortunately, the body of an eight-year-old could only take so much before an excruciating shriek would find its way out.Â
âFor someone who claims to be Lord Garmadonâs son,â she whipped him again, âyou sure are pathetic.âÂ
Before long, Lloyd felt a warm liquid slowly leaking from his freezing skin.Â
Drip.Â
Lloyd woke up in a cold sweat, panting heavily as he regained consciousness.âŻAnother nightmare. Great.âŻAt least, it seemed like he still had a couple of hours before daytime.Â
Drip.Â
He immediately sat up and held his breath, panic crawling its way through his senses.Â
Drip.Â
He scanned the dark room, looking for the source of the sound.Â
Wait. He was in his room. The room he had claimed in the monastery. Not the rotten room his childhood had been trapped in.Â
Drip.Â
Lloyd released his breath, his gaze landing in the corner of the room, where droplets formed on the ceiling.Â
Drip.
He would have to tell Wu about the leakage in the morning.Â
Summary: Steve sees an ad on his phone, and now he canât stop thinking about it. After all, gender norms have changed since the forties and heâs all for exploring it. And hey, his boyfriend seems more than happy to get on board too
Word Count: 3k | crossposted to ao3
Itâs been a long few years since Steve got Bucky back, since Wakanda helped him heal and theyâve settled into life in Brooklyn again. It took even longer for them to relearn their relationship in a place where it was allowed
And heâs grateful for all that, he really is â who can blame him? Heâs dating his sweetheart of a century, teaching art in parks and learning to retire while Bucky makes amends and does therapy. And obviously, the sex is great
It feels very different in this century, all these options. For one, the lube has improved⊠and despite now being taller, Steve still is a bottom. How he could have gotten almost more submissive is a mystery for the ages, and theyâve tried anything and everything.
Bucky isnât sure about bondage on him, but Steve loves the thrill, vibrators and a good selection of toys are always fun. Flavored lube confused him conceptually but heâs always happy with the new sets of gags people have designed, way better than a balled up shirt.
But lately, one thing keeps sticking in his mind. Ever since some advertisement came across his screen, his mind has been fixated.Â
Lingerie. Made for men.Â
Some of them are made of leather, more traditionally masculine. But when Steve looks online, thatâs never what he comes back to over and over again
Itâs always lace
Pink, blue, red, any of it. He loved the florals, the way itâs meant to cup pecs in photographs on the listings and how he can imagine the panties holding him just so. He keeps denying it but heâs hooked, desperate to try it.
He wasnât planning to spit it out while Bucky was balls deep in him, letting off steam after a long day, by any means. How would that have been the plan? Half of him was inclined to keep it a dirty secret but they wasn't going to last, and well⊠when Bucky asked in that voice what dirty thoughts heâd been having while he was off on a missionâŠ
âI-I wanna wear lace for you, sir⊠I was imagining pretty lingerie and being all dolled up for you,â he practically whimpers in admission, trying to keep his mind focused as Bucky steadily hits everywhere but what will push him over the edge. âI-I thought about it so much sirâŠâ
âIs that so?â Bucky croons, holding his chin as Steve nods pathetically. âMy pretty sub wanted to be all prettied up for me? You couldâve just said so, dollâŠâ
Doll. Of course Steveâs been called it before, but from Bucky itâs a rare treat, half of him is sure Bucky just didnât want to make him uncomfortable. But especially after a week of fantasiesâŠ
âS-sir Iâm gonna-â
âAww, just cause of that, doll?â Bucky drawls, stopping his hips instantly.
âN-noâŠâ
âTell me more about this lace,â he orders simply, and Steve absolutely canât refuse as heâs teased and touched
âI-I saw this as for menâs lingerie and I-i swear I closed the tab! But I kept thinking about it sir, and- and I went and just looked and they had so many options and⊠and I kept seeing these pretty lacy panties and they were built for men and they had bras and everything and⊠and I really wanted it and kept thinking about what youâd do to meâŠâ he mumbles softly, eyes tearing up anxiously, the whole moment so vulnerable. And always so attuned to him, Bucky changes he whole mood like magic, something heâs always been good at. He doesnât even have time to think before heâs being laid on Buckyâs lap and they snuggle up, his tears wiped away and his ass still full.
âOh babydoll⊠youâve wanted this for a while, huh?â Bucky coos, and Steve canât help nod, his head so floaty heâs having trouble thinking entirely. Just how he likes things
âY-yes⊠Iâm sorry I should have told you b-butâŠâ
âShhh, no, thereâs no âshould havesâ around here,â Bucky assures him gently. âItâs okay that you werenât ready and Iâm just glad you felt ready⊠youâd really like that stuff huh? Being all dolled up?â At Steveâs tearful nod, he smiles. âItâs okay baby⊠I get it⊠and honestly that doesnât sound bad at all⊠bet youâd like it so much and so would Sirâ
âR-really?â
âYes, doll,â Bucy purrs to him. âTrust me, I canât help but imagine it now⊠my sweet subâŠâ
âWould I be a girl, then?â Steve asks nervously. Lace is usually a girlsâ thing, right? Would⊠no, no Bucky isnât like thatâŠ
âNot unless thatâs what you want sweetheart⊠letâs be honest youâve always had a twinkier side,â he chuckles, and Steve canât help but agree with a shy smile. âHow about we pick some out together?âÂ
Steve grins at that. This whole conversation has gone so well, this whole unplanned confession might just be one of the best things to ever happen to him. âYes, please.â
-
Two weeks of impatient, anxious, needy waiting follow as Steve continues his fantasizing. Bucky isnât immune either as far as he can tell, and he has to breathe once or twice to stop from getting too worked up.
He canât believe how lucky he is â Bucky keeps calling him Doll, and more names make their way into the mix. Prince. Sunshine. Babydoll. Sugar. Sweetheart. All of it makes his heart race, makes him fall more in love. Theyâre closer than ever, and he canât believe that he ends up saying that every few months these days
Finally, finally, finally the package arrives when theyâre cuddling on the sofa, watching some movie Peter put them onto. But when Steve hears the packages set outside the door he gets up to them, and he spots the return address on the inconspicuous package⊠the company who made his new outfit, and he practically bounces into the room, grinning like an eager puppy.
âGuess what came?â He grins, sitting back down on the couch with the package in hand.
âWhat?â Bucky smiles, clearly already aware of whatâs earned this reaction as he hauls Steve into his lap
âThe stuff,â he answers eagerly, looking to Bucky for permission before tearing open the wrapping. Inside heâs instantly met with soft pink lace, gentle on his fingers in nice florals, little ribbons and pretty stockings. Heâs not sure heâs breathing, as his boyfriend unfolds the garments to examine them
âVery nicely made,â Bucky comments with the low, richer voice he uses whenever he wants to dominate Steve.. as always it works perfectly, as heâs left trying to hide his reaction. âLooks like it should fit you perfectly⊠tell me again, what did you want?â
âI wanted to be all dolled up⊠and try being more feminine in bed,â he whispers shyly
âDo you want to borrow some makeup?â Bucky offers softly, and Steve smiles. Buckyâs loved playing with makeup as an art form since they settled in here, almost as much as he does. âI bet youâd like it.â
âY-yes sirâŠâÂ
âGood boy.â Steve blushes at the title as Bucky captures his lips in a kiss. âCome hereâŠâ
He obediently shifts to straddle Bucky facing him, nuzzling in close. âY-yes sirâŠâ
âSo sweet⊠I bet you wished we couldâve had that in the fortiesâŠâ
âI do.. I kind of miss having the smaller bodyâŠâ
âItâs okay, shhh⊠you get to be feminine as much as you like here⊠youâre sweet as it comes, doll..â
Steve smiles softly. âDo you want to wear it now or⊠or should I surprise you?â
Bucky smiles at him mischievously. âSurprise me, babydoll.â
-
It takes a few weeks for Steve to work up the courage for the surprise, but while Bucky is doing paperwork in their home office he slips into their bedroom and pulls out the carefully tucked away lace. It fits perfectly, like a second skin as he slips it over his body, smiling at how his length is perfectly cupped in the panties and how the shape of the bralette highlights his pecs. He does try the stockings but decides he doesnât like how they feel, a bit too snug on his thighs for comfort, so he leaves them to the side. Another time.
Slowly, he brushes some blush over his cheeks and a little mascara, careful and neat. He likes this, as he pads into Buckyâs office, after being sure heâs not on a video call. Slips his arms down over boyfriendâs chest from behind, kisses his neck slowly.
âHey there, dollface,â Bucky chuckles, not fully looking up as he reaches to rub Steveâs cheek. âSomeoneâs feeling needy?â
âYes, Sargent,â Steve practically purrs, trying his best seductive voice. Like some dame in the forties trying to get with the handsome soldier.
And of course it works⊠there's no secret in the fact that James Buchanan Barnes has a title kink. Just loosely calling him âsargeâ in a meeting once led to Steve to getting his mouth fucked in a bathroom five minutes later
The switch is flipped. Bucky immediately swirls around in his chair, already hard. The sight of Steve in lingerie seems to make him flip a switch, and heâs already pulling Steve into his lap, stroking his fingers over every bit of Steveâs body.
âHey, baby,â he purrs softly, and Steve all but whimpers, melting in as Bucky traces his fingers over the lace. âYou look real pretty tonightâŠâ
âYou think, sir?â
âI know, babydoll,â Bucky promised. Who knew validation would really make him melt like this?
âItâs all for you, Sergeant..â
âYeah? I like that, baby,â Bucky drawled seductively, slipping a finger through the waist of the panties. âYou gonna be a good toy?â
âY-yes sirâŠâ
âGood,â Bucky nodded. âUnder the desk.â
Instantly, Steve obeyed, crawling under the desk and making sure his bulky frame mostly fit, smiling at the blanket wrapped around his shoulders.
âKeep my cock warm while I finish up work baby, then we can take you to bed.â
A soft moan passes Steveâs lips as he obediently unzips the fly of his domâs jeans, settling the length in his mouth, sinking into subspace slowly but surely, soft and fuzzy as a hand cards through his hair, and he suckles contentedly.
Half an hour later he whimpers as Bucky slips out and tucks himself away.Â
âYouâve done so well already,â Bucky praises, lifting him up in a bridal carry. âSirâs all done working so he can spend all night taking good care of his pretty doll⊠you like the sound of that?â
Steve nods softly, letting himself be laid out on the bed, his panties slipped down and hips propped up. The telltale snap of the lubeâs cap opening and the sound of his boyfriend squirting a generous amount of lube, the shivering sensation that runs over him as he gets the first few touches. Itâs tender, but also needy.
Bucky doesnât rush though, not when heâs got Steve vulnerable and pretty like this. Especially when he knows itâs driving Steve insane. Which it is.
He canât think, which honestly he thought was a bar he had long since passed. But apparently his boyfriend has a talent for making the bar move, making him more and more submissive as he moans, trying to push into the touches only to be firmly held back.
âPatience, doll..â Bucky croons softly, slipping in one finger. One finger which in Steveâs useless, fuzzy head is both too much and not enough.Â
âB-but- but sir- SargentâŠâ he whines, eyes glazed over as he wiggles. âI-I-âÂ
âBe good, sweetheart⊠Iâll handle all of this..â
By âhandle all of this,â Bucky clearly means âdrive you insane and to the brink of orgasm over and over until I get bored with it.âÂ
Unfortunately, Bucky does not get bored easily, particularly when Steve is stuck making the sounds he is in pretty lace, and whenever he starts getting bored he can just adjust his motions or go back to marking Steve up, or teasing him
âYouâre just so pretty doll, I mean really should we have gone a size up? Youâre really straining in there, if you know what I meanâŠâ he coos, stroking Steveâs prostate. âYouâre such a pretty boy like this, when youâre all pathetic⊠aww, stop trying to get more, you know Iâll get to it..â
âAh, I know thatâs the best spot doll.. Maybe I could make you cum like this all night huh? Not fill you up?â
âShhh⊠Itâs okay, I know you can wait a bit longerâŠâÂ
Teeth grate over Steveâs neck and shoulders, biting and kissing until heâs dizzy again, and only then when heâs straining are soft cords used to restrain his wrists above his head to keep him in place, and heâs rolled onto his back to gaze up with hazy eyes.
âS-sirâŠâ
âShhh..â the thumb that brushes over his cheek feels perfect, all of this does. Itâs fulfilling. Heâs just a doll, a pretty toy for his Sargent. Heâs not going to make choices, no one is asking him too.. Heâs pretty.. Heâs so pretty just for Bucky⊠just for his Sir..
Somewhere in the middle of his thoughts, he feels Bucky nudging up against him, his hard cock positioned carefully to fit nicely, to not hurt but rub up wherever Steve will want it most. His lover knows his body so well.. Heâs really going to make this all perfect, he knows just how to please him..
âDoll, câmere.. You ready?â that soft, dreamy voice lures him up for a minute as he gazes up, opening his eyes fully. Bucky is over him.. Holding him.. âI know⊠youâre real deep huh? Iâm glad, just come up to me for a sec⊠need you to say youâre ready..â
Steve cracks a bit of a smile, a sweet, subby, hazy one. âYeah, I am.. Been ready sir..â
âI know you have been, doll,â Bucky chuckles, and Steve canât help smiling. Stretching in his restraints as he feels Bucky slip in, so easily. Thereâs a reason he spent so long prepping him, and itâs this, itâs the sheer ease and little sounds Steve lets out, the sweetness and cuddling. Because tonight is clearly not a night to be fast or rough or intense. Itâs a sweet night, and theyâre both in agreement.
âD-donât go too fast,â Steve whimpers out as their lips meet. âPlease, sirâŠâ
âI wonât baby,â Bucky assures him gently. âI want to take my time⊠aww, i can feel it⊠real gentle tonight okay? Cum whenever you need, as much as you feel like.. Cry, cuddle, just wanna take care of my sweet boy..â
Oh god. Itâs too perfect.. too, too perfect again. He doesnât fully process for what feels like hours, but then again who knows how long. For him, right now, itâs just kisses and orgasms and rainbows, really. Heâs probably crying for some of it, he keeps doing that.. Who cares.. Bucky doesnât so why should he? It feels good..
Restraints come off, heâs basking in the feeling of riding Bucky while his neck is caressed again, marks dark enough to maybe last for tomorrow⊠he canât help but do the same in return, that soft skin is practically calling to him and heâs in what feels like it must be heaven, or something close. Pure bliss.
-
He doesnât surface for a while, after. Heâs decently sure he fell asleep after, because when he comes to heâs been cleaned up and given a too-big tshirt to wear and it laying on Buckyâs lap in a clean bed.
âB-buck..?â
The look of pure love in Buckyâs eyes makes him melt even deeper as he speaks.
âHey, baby.. You went pretty deep, huh?â Bucky all but coos, stroking his hair. âCâmon.. Youâve had your nap, water time..â
âMhmmâŠâ Steve mumbles noncommittally, letting some water be lifted to his lips. âNever felt like that beforeâŠâ
âNeither have I,â Bucky admits softly, and Steve smiles.
âLiked it,â
âMe too, doll⊠I canât even explain whatever that was. But it was good.â
âReally good,â he agrees softly, gazing up. âYou look gorgeousâ
âMm, yeah?â Bucky cracks a smile. âAnd what about you?â
Steve laughs softly at that. He doesnât have a mirror but heâs probably still a sweaty mess even with his boyfriendâs usual wipedown that he can assume took place while he was resting, and thereâs literally no chance his hair isnât sticking up at all angles from being pulled on.Â
âI highly doubt that the description would fitâ
The eye roll is all it takes for him to want to ask Buck out all over again. âYouâre gonna tell me that I look like Michelangelo painted me, in this state?â
âYes, actually,â Bucky states, grinning a little bit. âLemme see⊠all muscles.. Post-sex glow, all prettied up for me, still somehow with your pretty lingerie intactâŠâ
âIt is?â Steve chuckles. âIâm impressed. I think I pretty much assumed you ripped it off of me like a rabid animalâ
âIt did cross my mind,â Bucky chuckles. âBut then it wouldnât be good for another wearâ
âThat is⊠a fair point.â
âAnyways, whatâs the order for post-sex snacks? Iâm thinking cookies from that twenty-four hour cookie delivery place..â
I've always wanted to write, itâs the only way I can get my feelings out into the world. However I've never had the courage to write anything for others to read. Recently I finally decided I would start my writing journey with fanfics.
My most recent obsession is Lestappen. I'm forever fascinated by their lore in real life, it makes you feel like they're actually star crossed lovers destined to always cross paths in every lifetime. In short, they're very easy to build off of.
If you're interested in reading any of that, feel free to check out the links below of my fics:
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To say that Arrden was in trouble didnât even begin to describe his situation right now. He was screwed, utterly screwed, in deep doo doo. Deep.
Heâd lost track of his little sisterâs favorite doll again, a third strike on his record for being responsible. Not only that, but heâd lost it out in the city--where he and his sister werenât even supposed to be in the first place! There was no way he would be able to explain himself to Mom and Dad without getting himself in trouble!
So there was only one solution. Heâd have to go back out there and hunt it down, before either of them noticed it was gone.
âArry! I want my dolly back!â his sister whined, but Arrden quietly shushed her.
âIf you stay quiet, Iâll go get it and bring you some sweets!â he said.
Daisy hummed, her lip poking out into a powerful pout as she crossed her arms. â...gimme good sweets. From Junebugs!â
âJunebugs?!â what was he supposed to barter to get some of Junebugsâ candied fruit?! He was already pushing it just going out again, let alone bringing something to trade! âI canât get anything from Junebugs, how about Missy Anneâs?â
Daisy responded by tilting her head back and yelling. âDaddyyy!â
âOkay, okay, okay! Iâll get you something from Junebugs, just donât tell Dad yet!â
Daisy harrumphed, but nodded. At that same moment, their Dad came rushing up the stairs. âWhatâs going on up here, is everything alright?â
âI want uppies!!â Daisy beamed, reaching up with her little arms. Their dad laughed and reached down to pick her up, holding her close to his chest with a squeeze that made her giggle. While he was distracted, Arrden hurried downstairs to grab his bag and his skateboard.
âHey, Arrden! Whereâre you going?â his father called out.
Arrden froze in his tracks. Shit. âUh! I wanted to go hang out at the library, maybe get more books!â That wasnât entirely a lie--he did have to go to the library to check if theyâd left the doll there during their earlier visit. And he did want to check out a book too.
âAlright, but can you get me some eggs from the Ferns on your way back? Weâll need them for breakfast tomorrow, bring her a few cuttings from the garden!â
Score! If he could take a few extra flower cuttings, he might be able to trade something for some Junebugs! âOkay, Dad! I wonât be too long, promise!â
Before his dad could ask any more questions, Arrden slipped out of the front door and hurried into the garden, picking the trimmers and two glass jars from the gardening table to set to work. Calendulas, rudbeckias, zinnias, and a few stems of milkweeds all found their way into the jar, which he placed into his tote as he slung it over his shoulder. He hopped over the fence, onto his skateboard, and was cruising out towards the rest of the town in a matter of moments.Â
Gliding through the town on his board, he took a moment to appreciate it all--it was home, so he was used to it, but it really was so pretty. In school theyâd been studying how things were just a few decades ago--an era he remembered faintly, but had no real fond memories for. He was younger than Daisy is now when their town started being remade into what it was, solar panels on every rooftop, gardens big and small bursting out of every crevice one could fit dirt into. Stained glass adorned practically every building, murals of suns and moons and plants and animals on any blank wall that wasnât already overgrown with vining flowers. Maybe it was because he was old enough to ride around on a skateboard by himself, but things felt⊠smaller, than they did before. On bad days, it could be stifling, but on good days it was cozy. Most days were good days.
It didnât take too long to get to the market plaza. He didnât even have to look up to know heâd arrived, the light changing to pinks and oranges and yellows as he passed under the mess of fabric tarps overhanging the entire square. There were quite a few stands out today, some offering little baubles made of recycled plastic, or carved wooden statues of deer and bears and foxes, and the instrument maker was even offering a new guitar or two. Ooh, heâd have to save up for that. If he could prove himself responsible enough to maintain a spinning wheel, his friend Azzy had a few sheep, and they were always willing to give him wool to spin into yarn. Or better--if he could keep bees, to make honey and beeswax, that made for good trades.
Being responsible enough was the one thing he probably wasnât today, since heâd lost his sisterâs doll.Â
Technically, Daisy had lost the doll, but it was still Arrdenâs fault because heâd taken her out of the house while Dad was away at book club earlier. Oh, theyâd explored the town together, gone everywhere Arrden knew she enjoyed, to cheer her up. Sheâd been stuck inside for days now--battling a nasty ear infection--but now that she was feeling better, sheâd been begging to be let outside. Their parents said to wait just a few more days, to make sure sheâd truly beaten it. Unfortunately, Arrden was weak to Daisyâs puppy dog eyes, and had whisked her away to explore all their favorite stomping grounds, getting her back home just before their dad got home. And apparently sheâd dropped the doll somewhere on their adventures, and now here he was.
He stopped by the seed stand--Daisy always loved looking at the mystifying colors of Mister Petersâ glass gem corn, or reaching into the big bags of beans and letting them run through her little fingers. Theyâd definitely stopped here today--after all, Mister Petersâ son Kendall was working the stand, and he and Arrden had always been buddies.
âHey, man!â Kendall beamed, reaching over the desk to tousle Arrdenâs afro. Arrden mock-whined and nudged the taller boy off of him, rolling his eyes before sending him a grin. âYou back again already? Did your Ma tell you to pick up more flower seeds? We're almost out of Liatris for the season.â
âNah, itâs Maâs working season. She doesnât get back home till just before sunset. Did you see my sisterâs doll anywhere around here? She lost it while we were out,â Arrden asked.
Kendall tutted at him, bead-adorned dreads swishing back and forth as he shook his head. âCâmon, man, youâre never gonna get those hives if you keep losing your sisterâs stuff.â
âItâs not my fault she keeps dropping it! If she cares about it so much, youâd think sheâd keep track of it better!â
âYeah, and if you cared about getting those hives and that spinning wheel, you wouldnât keep riskinâ it by taking her out with it.â
âLike she goes anywhere without it!â
âYou know thatâs not what I meant.â Kendall arched a brow at him.Â
Arrden sighed. âI know, I know. But Daisy was so sad! I couldnât not take her with me!âÂ
âWell, letâs just hope you get that doll back. Oh! Mrs. Fern wants me and Dad to plant a garden near her chicken coops next week, Dad said I can invite any friends I want. Next Saturday, nine AM, her place?â
â...wonât the chickens just eat all the seeds again, like they did last year?âÂ
âOh, of course theyâre going to, but Mrs. Fernâs gonna make us a big apple pie for all our hard work, and I know you want in on it.â
âYou shouldâve lead with the apple pie, man, Iâm in! But Iâve gotta get going, text me about it later?â
âYou know it! Good luck on finding that doll!â
Arrden left him with a final wave, hopping back onto his skateboard and wheeling off further into the market place.
Unfortunately, no other stands had his sisterâs lost doll. He tried every other one theyâd gone to--the bead and jewelry stand, the stand for the Wattersâ farm selling baby chicks and a lamb, the one for the new artist that had moved to town a few months back--no such luck.Â
The next best bet was the big, round, blue and yellow tent at the end of the marketplace. It was where Luna sang songs to entertain kids while their parents browsed the wares at the market in peace. It was never really Arrdenâs thing growing up--he preferred poking his nose into his parentsâ business, seeing what they were getting and running around making trouble for himself. But his sister loved the tent and olâ Luna, and would beg to stop there even when it was just the two of them. So he ducked inside to check the seats.
Fortunately, Luna wasnât performing right now. Instead, there was a younger girl, just tuning up the guitar in anticipation for the next batch of kids. She looked up with a bright smile as he stepped in. âHello, there! Anything I can help you with?â
Arrden froze. That was not Old Lady Luna. That was Pretty Girl Sasi, the girl who sat in front of him in class. He definitely didnât have a crush on her! Absolutely not, no matter how much his friends insisted he turned red as a tomato around her, he did not have a crush on her! She was just. Really pretty! And he didnât know how to handle that!
âO-Oh, Sasi! I--I wasnât expecting--I thought--Old Lady Luna--â he stammered, feeling his neck get hot.
âLunaâs my aunt, Iâm helping her for the weekend in exchange for more guitar lessons.â Sasi said, standing to her feet and brushing long, silky black hair over her shoulder. âIâm sure sheâd love to teach more people, if you wanted to do lessons together sometime?â
Honestly, Arrden had never had much interest in learning guitar, but now he was half-tempted to trade the flowers in his bag for that pretty new guitar at the instrument sellerâs stand. âOh! Uh--I--maybe! Iâll see if I can--ah--â his brain went numb for a second, and Sasi sent him an amused look as he briefly opened and closed his mouth like a fish. Wasnât he here for something? Right! âHave you seen my sisterâs doll? I--my sister was here earlier, and she lost her doll, and I dunno if it mightâve been here or⊠yâknow. Yâknow?â
Sasi giggled, making her way over to a basket tucked away to the side. âWell, I dunno what her doll looks like specifically, but my aunt always puts stuff kids leave behind in this basket. Wanna check?â
Arrden nodded and got to his knees, sorting through the basket a moment. There were a handful of dolls there--some little brown bears or orange foxes, others moreso resembling people, but none of them were Daisyâs little flower doll. He had to wonder if there were tons of brothers ripping and running around town trying to find their little siblingsâ dolls today, or if these had been left for months and years with no owner. It made him a bit sad, and for a moment he missed his own little childhood doll, even though Black Cat still sat safely on a shelf in his room.
As he stood back up, Sasi frowned. âItâs not there? I hope you find it.â
âI hope so too. Iâve got a few more places to check, though, so fingers crossed!â Arden sighed, adjusting the strap of the bag on his shoulder. Sasi grinned, bangles clinking as she held up her own hands with their fingers crossed, prompting him to do the same. âOh! My friend Kendallâs dad is planting flowers at Mrs. Fernsâ chicken coop next Saturday at nine, youâll probably wanna ask him to be sure, but I think itâd be cool if you came! Weâll get apple pie after, too!â
âI wouldnât want to intrudeâŠâÂ
âI donât think youâd be intruding! I mean--Iâll text Kendall and ask if you can come, but I doubt heâd say no!â
Sasi awkwardly rubbed her arm, her shoe nudging a divot into the soft dirt under them. âIâve never really gardened before⊠I donât think Iâve planted a seed since I was little, none of my familyâs ever been good at itâŠâ
âOh! Between me and Kendall, youâll be a pro in no time!â
âThen⊠maybe Iâll try it. Oh, I think my mom wanted to ask your dad to plant some moonflower seedlings by our gazebo⊠unless you wanted to come and do it sometime? We could trade numbers and figure out a timeâŠâ
Butterflies danced in Arrdenâs stomach as he whipped his phone out of his pocket. âY-Yeah, sure, letâs trade numbers--â unfortunately, he whipped it out so fast the phone flew out of his hand and plopped into the dirt by Sasiâs feet. The girl laughed a bit, bending down to get it and offer it back to him, and he smiled sheepishly. âTh-Thanks, SasiâŠâ
In just a few moments, the two had exchanged numbers and sent the customary âhey this is Arrdenâ or âHi this is Sasiâ texts, well on their way to expanding their friendship. Sasi even watched him leave from the opening of the tent, waving him goodbye as he skated away.
Arrden found himself humming a love song all the way to the pet store.
Right, he and Daisy had come here for cat food! After all, Arrdenâs crime today hadnât been leaving the house, but leaving the house with Daisy. Heâd stopped to grab food and a new toy for their housecat, Shadow. Daisy had wanted to come along to see the adoptable puppies the Lees had raised, all ready to herd sheep on some other farmerâs land. Even though they didnât have a farm, the puppies were still little fluffy bundles that Daisy just couldnât resist playing with. However, he did send a few pics to Azzy, and had received some heart eye emojis in response. Who knows? Next time he went to their place, they might have a new bundle of joy bouncing around the fields.Â
When he saw the puppies playing tug of war, his heart sank, but he instantly relaxed when he realized they were playing with a bundle of rope and not a little doll. Arrden doublechecked the rest of their outdoor pen, and even tried to peek into their dog house, before he decided âno way it's in thereâ and instead made his way inside.
The shelves were well stocked with a variety of foods for a variety of animals, and all kinds of toys. There were even a few birds on display inside--he paused a moment to look at the fluffy-looking pigeons, and gently pat a couple of peachicks through the gaps in their cage. Tanks, leashes, training manuals, and treats were also available--a vast array of homemade cookies and biscuits with all kinds of berries and faux icing. âHuman made, dog approved,â the sign above them said. Heâd been dared to eat one, a few years back, and truth be told he understood why the dogs liked them. Personally? Arrden wasnât a fan.
He perused the entire store in search of his sisterâs doll, double and triple checking the toy shelves to make sure he hadnât missed it. God forbid, someone had traded for it thinking it was one of Mx. Millerâs handmade toys and already tossed it to the hounds. He tried to put that thought out of his mind.
After making one final loop around the store, Arrden approached the desk, where Mx. Miller was working on sewing up another pet toy out of scraps of old clothes and hand spun fabric. Right, a lot of people would donate their old and worn clothes to the shop so they could find new life as a beloved toy. At least, when they didnât donate them to a teen hoping to learn embroidery or make new patches for their jacket. In that sense, Arrden and Mx. Miller were staunch competitors in the last life of beloved fabric market, if his patch-adorned vest had anything to say.Â
âHey, there! Can I help you with anything?â Mx. Miller asked as they looked up from their work.Â
âHi, uhm⊠my sister lost her doll earlier today, and I was wondering if you saw it by any chance? Itâs about this big--â Arrden cupped his hand a little over a foot above the top of the counter. â--and looks like a white and yellow daisy, with green arms and legs.âÂ
Mx. Miller scrunched their nose--they mustâve seen all kinds of toys over the course of the day--and eventually shook their head. âI donât remember seeing a doll like that. But if anyone brings one like that in, Iâll keep it in lost and found, alright?â
Arrden nodded quietly. âOkay! Thank you, Mx. Miller.â Arrden made his way out of the store, pausing a moment to ruffle one of the puppiesâ heads a bit as it poked its head over the baby cage before he hopped back onto his skateboard and made his way off.Â
No luck at the market, no luck at the music tent, no luck at the pet shop⊠his last hopes were the library, Mrs. Kitterlingâs jewelry shop, or just⊠out in the street somewhere, stepped upon and dirty. Or worse. Someone had seen it and taken it, and Arrden was thoroughly screwed.Â
He couldnât lose hope. Heâd stop by the library, cross his fingers, hope to any power there was that he found it alright.Â
He felt the path change under the wheels of his board as he turned onto the Aster Town Libraryâs walkway. It was still old cobblestone, with a few cushiony low-growing groundcovers poking between the tracks. Comfy for shoes--or those who preferred to walk barefoot, like Sasiâs family--but not so great for itty bitty skateboard wheels, so he hopped off the board and tucked it under his arm and walked the rest of the way. To either side of the cobblestone path, there were gardens--to his left, an expansive meadow of wildflowers, almost like the garden at home, and to his right was a small pond with an array of koi and all kinds of other fish, their scales glittering like tiny drops of sunlight under the waterâs surface. Dotted across both landscapes were benches, for people to enjoy a drink and a book while taking in the perfumed scent of flowers, or listening to the gentle trickle of the pondâs small waterfall. He checked all the outside benches, but deep down he knew Daisyâs doll wouldnât be out here. These sitting spots were great and all, but Daisy spent most of her time in other spaces.Â
Arden entered the library and placed his skateboard on the designated skateboard shelf by the door, which already had a couple of other tenants taking up slots. They were all a similar color to his, but he knew heâd be able to grab the right one--his was custom painted with a big yellow sunflower, spinning wheels and bees along the edges, and a couple of stickers in the blank spaces. Heâd done everything but paint his name on the bottom of the board to mark it as his. Plus, everyone else had their boards painted--one had a bright big zinnia flower, with suns and moons both on the horizon, while another had a ferocious looking bear painted on with a wolf howling at the moon.
âBack again already?â Arrden turned to see one of the librarians, Mx. Kingsley, waving at him from the front desk. âYou already returned your books, if thatâs what youâre here for.â
âItâs not! Well, I do want more books, but--my sister lost her crochet doll, and Iâm retracing my steps to try and find it. Did anyone turn it in?â
Mx. Kingsley shook their head, frowning a bit. âNo, Iâm sorry, I donât remember any dolls being turned in today. Iâll go check the Lost and Found, why donât you go ahead and look around while you get your books?âÂ
âSounds like a plan. Thank you, Mx. Kingsley!â Arrden beamed, before heading off deeper into the library.
The library had always been one of his favorite places. When he wasnât helping his parents with the garden, or hanging out with his friends after school, you could probably find Arrden tucked away somewhere on library grounds. He knew this place like the back of his hand--if he ever applied to volunteer here, no doubt heâd be let in, but he wanted to have a little bit more freedom before leashing himself to a formal volunteer position. Nevertheless, he was here all the time, and his sister Daisy was also becoming fond of the place. As Arrden perused the shelves, selecting a few books on beekeeping and wool spinning as well as a few novels, he took a moment to enjoy the pure library vibes. Small potted herbs grew on the shelves, bundles of mint to be snacked on, while posters for new books and fliers for town events adorned walls and bulletin boards all across the space. Every book in here was well-loved, the smell of old books mingling with the herbs and making everything just⊠heavenly. There were plenty of bright, sunny windows--some clear, most brightly colored stained glass works of trees and flowers sprouting out of open books--all with plenty of cushioned benches and rocking chairs and bean bags sprawled out underneath them. A few of the study rooms had been borrowed, a couple of kids studying in one, while the other had a handful of adults using the chalkboard to talk about something-or-another. Even still, Arrden knew his sisterâs doll wouldnât be in any of these places.
Instead, he stepped out the side door, and directly into the warm and cozy greenhouse area. A mix of colorful panels greeted him with spots of light on the ground, casting everything into an almost magical light. There were two large tables that were perfect for studying and craft sessions, potted herbs and even a few fruit trees along the sides of the walls, but best of all--a big, comfy chair, tucked into a corner with its own shelf of books nearby. This was his favorite spot in the library--and his sisterâs too. Arrden was half-tempted to just sink into the big chair, curl up with one of his books, and let the hours pass as he lost himself among the pages of a story. The library was open through the night, but heâd never been allowed to stay past eight, because apparently fourteen was still too young to be out on his own late at night.
But no, he was here for a reason. So instead of settling into the chair, he checked the cushions to make sure the doll hadnât been lost in the depth of it, but came up with nothing but a healthy dose of lint-fingers. Daisyâs doll wasnât sitting on any of the tables or shelves either, nor was it on the floor. This was the only room Daisy ever liked to hang out in, so the odds of it being anywhere else were⊠slim.
As he made his way back to the front desk, he passed a shelf of books and a title stuck out to him--something about playing guitar for beginners. Well⊠it wouldnât be so bad to do a bit of reading, would it? He took the book and tucked it under his arm with the others.Â
âFind the books youâre looking for?â Mx. Miller asked as Arrden arrived to the desk.
âI did! Did you find my sisterâs doll?â
The look on Mx. Millerâs face told him everything he needed to know, but even still they shook their head with a soft sigh. âThere arenât any dolls in the lost and found, kiddo. I hope you find it!â
Arrden sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI hope so too.â He placed his books on the counter, and Mx. Miller began scanning them out of the system.Â
âMore books on beekeeping and spinning? Iâd think youâd be one of the resident experts by now!â they said with a soft laugh.
âI just wanna make sure I know all I can! I still gotta get my parents to let me have the gear and all.â
âOh, I remember when I was trying to start with my crafts. It took ages to convince my parents I could run a spinning wheel without hurting myself, but one day one of my friends let me try spinning with the wheel she had at her place. When I came back with a nice bundle of finished yarn Iâd spun myself, and less bandages than they expected, my parents let me go get my own wheel the next day.â
Arrden hummed. âMaybe⊠but I dunno anyone with a wheel whoâd let me borrow it.â
Mx. Miller arched an eyebrow, gesturing with their eyes towards the craft room in the back. âYou know, I just dropped one of my older wheels into the tool space for borrow. How about the next time you come around, you put your skills to the test? Iâve got some hemp Iâve already combed out but I never ended up doing anything with it, Iâm more than happy to let you learn spinning with it!â
âYouâre for real?â Arrden beamed. âIâd love to! Oh, maybe I can come right after school Tuesday?â
âIâll be sure to bring it in, then!â Mx. Miller slid the books across the counter back to Arrden. âYou keep on reading until then, alright? I canât help you with the bees, after all.â
âOkay! Oh, did you want anything for--I mean, I can maybe bring you some of my momâs flowers, or--â
âOh, no, no! We donât have to trade for it! I just love helping young learners, you know? Now get going! Youâve still gotta find that doll!â
Arrden gasped and shoved the books into his tote. âRight! Thank you again, Mx. Miller!â at that, he rushed out of the door, grabbing his board and hopping onto it as he made his way down the path. He made his way to the last possible place the doll could be--Mrs. Kitterlingsâ place.
On his way there, though, he found himself stopping, hopping off his skateboard a moment to look at a garden. It was a small pollinator garden, the likes of dozens around town--but this one was special to him. Not because of the big beautiful mural of butterflies and bees stopping to drink on a giant Asclepias syriaca on the brick wall overlooking it all--though common milkweed was one of his favorites for growing and trading. But because he remembered, ever so faintly, helping to start this place.
This garden--the East Avenue Pollinator Pod Garden--was one of the first Pollinator Pods to be planted in the town, about eight years ago now. He was a little kid then, and didnât see the bigger picture--how this pod was the cornerstone that would help transform this town into the community he knew it as today. No, Arrden was just one of dozens of grubby little six year olds who were excited to get to play with dirt without getting into trouble for it that day. The adults had been working on clearing out the empty lot for ages by that point, transforming the place from some old tire-and-junk filled lot into safe, empty ground ready for planting. Not that Arrden was around to appreciate it when that work had started. He remembered following his mom around with a little plastic trowel, carefully digging where she instructed so she could help him gently place tiny little seedlings into the holes he made, or helping to scatter coreopsis, rudbeckia, and liatris seeds around while he played tag with Azzy and Kendall. His dad helped him try and properly pronounce the names, though there was still awhile where Asclepias were âSleepiesâ and rudbeckias were âRudy-Beckyâsâ. And he remembered coming down with his dad every week during his momâs working season to help water the plants and watch the life slowly fill into a place that had been so empty and barren for so long. He remembered coming to celebrate while his momâs work group added a paved walkway, and a fountain, and a bench dedicated to a Mrs. Lianne Kitterling--the mayor at the time who had started the initiative to green up their spaces and their lives in the tiny town of Charlesville (a few years later, theyâd rename the town Aster, and adopt the sunflower as their symbol). After this garden, so many more changes came--more solar panels and wind turbines floating high above the city, gardens spreading around every corner of the city, initiatives to clean the forest that bordered their townâs northern side and restore the prairie that used to be to its south. New people moved in, entranced by the changes taking place--like Sasiâs family, and his momâs best friend Miss Dianne--and helping to shape the town into the colorful place it is now.Â
It was honestly hard to remember what things were like before, but maybe that was because he was so little when the changes started happening. In second grade, they changed the school year--only four days a week, and about four hours for each day, instead of the five days and six hours that had apparently been standard for decades before. He couldnât imagine how heâd manage school and his friends and hobbies if he was spending five days in school, let alone six hours each day! His Dad said before he was born, the town switched to seasonal work--everyone could choose to either work from January to June, or July to December, at any job. Before that, everyone worked practically every day of the year, which Arrden could scarcely imagine now. Maybe all the changes hadnât started with this garden after all, but in Arrdenâs mind, watching the garden grow was the first time he realized things were changing and growing--just like the caterpillars who called the garden home. The city was in its cocoon, shifting and changing, and even now his mother said its wings were only just now unfurling.Â
âHey, Arrden!âÂ
Arrden was snapped out of his thoughts by the familiar voice calling his name, and turned in time to see his friend Azzy--and their friend, Flare--riding up on their own boards. Azzy pulled to a--somewhat clumsy--stop and hopped off their board to come join him. âWhatâs up? Looking at the old garden?â
âI donât think it's that old, Az. But, uh, guess I got lost in thought seeing it.â
âI feel you, man.â they took off their helmet, long blonde hair cascading to past their shoulders. âI was just here last week, getting a few volunteer hours in filling the empty gaps with more seedlings. Felt like I got rocketed back to the past for a moment. Crazy how well everything grew in, I coulda sworn we accidentally trampled half those seedlings but now look at it all!â
âYou trampled the seedlings. And I wouldnât be surprised if the adults came in a few days later to replace the ones you stepped on, but who knows.â
âAzzy and I were heading to the skate park,â Flare said, stepping over. âYou want in?âÂ
âOoh! Yeah, you should totally come hang! Thereâs even gonna be a band performing later tonight!â Azzy beamed, green eyes alight with excitement.
Arrden sighed. âI wish, but I still have that 8 o'clock curfew. And I lost my sisterâs doll. Iâve gotta find it before my parents find out, or else Iâm never getting that spinning wheel!â
âYou lost Daisyâs daisy?! Aw, youâre in for it, man!â
He groaned. âI know!! If itâs not in Mrs. Kitterlingâs place, Iâm done for! I dunno where else it could be!â
âFingers crossed for you, then! Oh, wait, Flare, you wanted to stop in Kitterlingsâ too, right?â
Flare nodded. âMy mom wants more decorations for her locs, and I might get some for when she twists my hair soonâ she groaned. âIâm gonna miss the puffs, but having to wash and dry it all every week is driving me crazy!!â
âAw, I donât find it so bad! When it's my hair care day, I just plop on the couch with some snacks and turn on some good movies!â
âI wish it were that simple, my mom expects me to do so much to it! I might end up liking the twists better, who knows until I get them in? I think some bee charmsâll help!â
âOh, you like bees?â
âHer dadâs the head of the beekeeperâs guild in town! He has, like, twenty hives!â Azzy beamed.
âYeah, heâs been teaching me how to manage hives since I was ten! I have two hives of my own, too!â
âOoh! Iâve been wanting to learn beekeeping for the longest while, but I havenât gotten any hands-on experience yet!â Arrden said âIâve checked out just about every book on beekeeping the library has, but my parents still donât think Iâm ready for a hiveâŠâ
âWhy not join the guild, maybe apprentice for one of the beekeepers? I know my dad loves teaching hands-on!â
Arrden blinked dumbly. âI can join the guild if I donât have any hives yet?â
âDude! Yeah?! How are you supposed to take care of a real hive if youâve never been near one before! Look--â Flare dug her phone out of her overall pocket. âWeâve gotta trade numbers, Iâll get you hooked up with Dad and maybe you can come over when heâs teaching Sasi Friday after school.â
âSasiâs learning beekeeping?!â
âYeah, I dunno, she didnât catch me as the type but she told me last week that someone sparked her interest in it.â
âOooh, wonder who that couldâve been?â Azzy laughed, nudging Arrden in the ribs. Arrden briefly remembered his last interaction with Sasi when Azzy was nearby, how theyâd nudged him into talking about his interests and he wound up infodumping about bees all lunch period instead of eating. Heâd thought heâd totally embarrassed himself! Was she actually interested in it now?
âUh! Well! L-Letâs trade numbers, then!â Arrden handed Flare his phone, and Flare handed hers to him. They plugged in each others numbers and sent introductory texts and then handed back the phones. âSo, you guys are going into Kitterlings?â
âYeah, câmon!â
Mrs. Kitterlingsâ shop wasnât very far--in fact, it was just a door away from the wall the pollinator pod was up against. The awning over the door and windows were a bit faded with age, the gold paint spelling out Kitterlingsâ Jewelry chipping off the brick surface they were painted onto. Well loved, his mother had always said, the buildingâs well loved.
Well loved it was, indeed, with a lot of the ladies in town. Mrs. Kitterling was one of the only jewelers in town, but she made lots of items--asides from necklaces and bracelets, she also made earrings, rings, loc decorations, hearing aid jewelry, and more. This was on top of her supposedly growing some of the best roses and daffodils for barter. Or maybe the ladies liked her so much because she used to be the mayor, and had relinquished her position to instead let decisions be made by a panel of citizens a few years back? After sheâd retired from politics, sheâd opened the shop and almost immediately was the talk of the town all over again.Â
Either way, Arrden wasnât much of a jewelry guy--he found it got in the way most of the time. But he had been here earlier to get a new bracelet for his sister, with a little daisy charm made out of recycled metal. So the odds of him having lost the doll here were fairly high.
Flare almost immediately got distracted by the loc decorations on display, little burlap baggies full of gold and silver ones on the shelf underneath, but Azzy accompanied him to the front desk. Mrs. Kitterling was talking to another woman--Mrs. Deere, one of the kindergarten teachers--about placing an order for a custom pair of earrings. Today, Mrs. Kitterling was wearing hearing aid jewelry that made her ears look like butterfly wings, adorned with a mix of wire and recycled glass gems.Â
Once Mrs. Deere had finished placing her order, Mrs. Kitterling turned to the two teens with a smile. âAh, young Arrden and Azzy! A pleasure seeing you here again, how can I help you?â
âHi, Mrs. Kitterling. I, uh, lost my sisterâs doll, did you see it by any chance?â Arrden asked.
âItâs, uhm, real important!â Azzy added, trying to back him up. Arrden appreciated the effort, Az.
Mrs. Kitterling hummed, adjusting her glasses. âWhy, what does the doll look like?â
âItâs got a green body, and a big daisy flower for the head! Right, Arrden?â Azzy turned to Arrden, who nodded quietly.
âAbout⊠eight inches big, I think. Something like that.â Azzy procured their sketchbook from their bag, and Arrden nodded again. âAbout that big!â
âI think I did see a doll like that! I bet it's in the lost and found box, give me just one moment!â Mrs. Kitterling smiled before wheeling herself to the back room.
Arrden beamed, bouncing up and down a bit with Azzy. âShe has it, she has it! Maybe I can get that spinning wheel after all!â
âThen we can team up and start making a buncha yarn! And you can learn how to spin hemp and stuff too!â they said.
âYeah, yeah, yeah! That dollâs practically her best friend, sheâs gonna be stoked!â Arrden gasped suddenly. âShit! I still have to stop by the Fernsâ place to get eggs for my dad! And I promised Daisy Iâd get her some Junebugs!â
âYouâre going to Junebugs?!â Azzy gaped. âHope you brought something good to trade!â
â...Iâve got some flowers?â Arrden opened his tote a bit to show the collection of cut flowers heâd brought. They were just a smidge wilted from spending the past hour or so traveling around town, but still fine to trade, right?
âThat might be enough for some of a batch, but I dunnoâŠâ Azzy reached over and pat him on the back. âFingers crossed for you, man.â
âOh, god, you donât think itâll be enough? I dunno what Iâm gonna doâŠâ
Azzy hummed, tapping their chin. âI think they like raising insects. Any of those milkweeds got eggs on em?â
âProbably a couple, the monarchs have been going crazy in the garden lately.â Arden took out the milkweed stems and peered closely at the leaves. âI swear, itâd be harder to keep them away than to attract them⊠oh! Whenâd this guy get here?â
âOoh, yeah, I see a caterpillar too! Right there!â Azzy said, pointing to a completely different leaf from the one Arrden was looking at. They then spotted the rather large caterpillar Arrden was staring at. âOh! Guess youâve got two! You might be good, then!â
âOh, thank god.â
It was about then that Mrs. Kitterling wheeled her way back out to the front desk, smiling brightly as she set a little doll on the counter. âLittle Daisy was still wearing a little necklace, too! Did you still want that, little Arrden?â
Arden huffed out a laugh, shaking his head. âNo thank you, maâam. Thanks for keeping Little Daisy safe!â It all made sense now--Daisy would always try and let her doll partake in activities, so she was probably taking necklaces off the shelves and putting them on the doll while Arrden handled the trade for the bracelet. Then sheâd gotten so excited about putting her new bracelet on, sheâd probably left the doll up on the counter. Then they had to hurry home to make it back before Dad finished with book club, and theyâd forgotten it entirely⊠well, at least he had it back now! Just a few more errands, and he could bring it back before Daisy got impatient and told on him.
âOf course, of course! Was there anything else you needed?â
âUhm,â Flare cut in. âI was actually wanting to trade for these bee decorations, if theyâre available?â
âOh, of course, Flare, dear! What did you have in mind?â
âIâve gotta run a few more errands, but Iâll see you guys in school?â Arrden said, already backing up towards the door.
âOh, definitely! See you!â Azzy beamed, waving goodbye as Arrden made his way out.
Truth be told, Arden was a bit fidgety the entire ride to the Fernsâ place. He was so relieved to have found the doll, but so anxious to let it out of his sight again, so he held it tight in his grip most of the way there. At least, until he decided he didnât want to risk dropping it, so heâd put it in his tote bag to keep it safe. But with all the flowers and jars and books in his bag at this point, the doll kinda half-hung out of it, and so heâd get paranoid that itâd fall out so then heâd clutch it tight in his hand again⊠what was usually a maybe twenty minute ride from Mrs. Kitterlings to the Fernsâ stretched to about thirty just because of his indecisiveness.
It probably didnât help that the roads up to the Fernsâ werenât all too great. They lived out near the fields--not too far from Azzy, actually--but it was a route better suited for bikes and wagons. Dirt roads werenât too good for skateboards, so Arrden ended up on foot a good chunk of the way. Not that he actually had to travel too too far up the road, as the Ferns kept a farm stand at the end of the long driveway to their house, stocked with cartons of the dayâs fresh eggs from their amassment of chickens, quail, and pigeons. Early in the mornings, you could even find a few glass bottles of milk down in the cooler, or a few blocks of cheese and butter, or baskets of whatever fruit was in season up on the table. All you had to do was leave something of worthy trade in the exchange basket, like flower cuttings, or seeds, or handmade jewelry, or⊠anything, honestly. His dad said the Ferns practically begged people to take their eggs from them in the past, and yet every year they were more than eager to get more chicks to add to their flocks.
Arrden placed a jar of calendulas and rudbeckias on the trade counter, gently placing a carton of chicken eggs and a glass jar from the âgivebacksâ counter into his bag. At least it gave him a safe place to sit Little Daisy--he imagined the doll felt quite comfortable, sitting nestled in a glass jar all to herself. After making sure everything was safe and secure, he made his way back down the dirt road, hopping onto his skateboard the instant it became a viable option.
The ride to Junebugs took him to basically the opposite side of town from his house back in the suburbs, not that it meant all too much to him. He liked the solitude he got from riding around on his skateboard, humming his favorite songs and feeling the wind in his hair. Still, the street lights might be coming on by the time he actually made it back. Heâd worry about that later, for now he had to hurry to Junebugs before they closed shop for the day. Fortunately, he made it just in time--the sign still read âOpen!â on their front door. He enjoyed the perfumed scent of the serviceberry and apple flowers as he rode under their reaching branches on the pathway, the colorful pink blooms of native rhododendrons growing in bright surges around their trunks. Junebugsâ front garden was always a wonderful sight to see, though part of it was because being there almost always meant leaving with something sweet.
The front window counter was still open, so Arrden stepped off his board and made his way over to ding the little bell on the counter. âJust one moment!â a voice called out from further inside. Of course, Arrden didnât mind waiting--waiting just meant getting to enjoy the scent of sugar syrups and honeys and glazes, the colorful sight of candied fruits and flowers alongside baked cookies and other pastries settled on drying racks. He could feel his mouth starting to water at just the thought of taking a bite of some. Unfortunately, he had to save all the candy for his sister, otherwise sheâd definitely pitch a fit.
It didnât take too long at all for Mx. Junebug to return to the counter. Their fingers were still stained with various colors from dealing with so many plants and candies, but they brushed it off on their apron and smiled. âHey! I like your patches, kid. How can I help you?â
âOh, uhm, thank you!! Uhm, do you have any candied strawberries? Or violets, maybe?â
Mx. Junebug leaned on the counter. âI have both right now, just finished a batch earlier today. Whatâre you wanting to trade for âem?â
âI! Have! UhmâŠâ Arrden set his tote bag on the counter and gently reached in to pull out the jar of flowers that remained--a handful of zinnias and milkweed, which fortunately the two caterpillars were still munching away on. âMy mom grows lots of flowers! And these ones had some caterpillars on them! I heard you like them?â
Mx. Junebugâs eyes grew wide, and Arrden knew he had a good trade before they even said anything. âI will absolutely take those little buggies off your hand! Give me a moment to get you all set up, alright?â they said, taking the jar in both hands before disappearing further into the house. Arrden leaned against the wall by the counter, lazily watching bees fly around the serviceberry blossoms as he hummed under his breath. Ultimately, it didnât take all too long for Junebug to come back with a small bioplastic baggie of candied strawberries and violets, tied off with a little bow of teal rope. âHere you go, kid! Hope you enjoy âem!â
âThanks so much, Mx. Junebug!â Arrden grinned, waving before he hopped back onto his skateboard and made his way back onto the main streets.
The ride back home was fairly uneventful. For Arrden, at least. Things in Aster slowed down, sure, but they never came to a full halt. Even now, strings of fairy lights were beginning to turn on amongst the marketâs awnings, powered by solar panels that had been collecting energy all afternoon. Though most stalls stayed closed through the night, the street instead became something akin to a giant party hall for those who preferred to be active through the night. Older teens and young adults danced to a collection of music--on one end of the street, there was a punk band performing, while on the other someone had brought a speaker and was playing party tunes from their phone. Arrden was half-tempted to join them--Kendall had been to a few night parties and said they were loads of fun--but if he didnât get home soon, his parents would be upset. So he had to muster all his self-control to stay on his board and skate past the festivities, skate past the cozy-looking library that was all aglow as late night readers nestled into beanbags and chairs. Once he made it past the nightly temptations, though, it was just softly glowing street lamps until he made it back home.
As he stepped back inside, he was greeted with the sight of his mother resting on the couch with Daisy in her lap, watching TV. His dad was in the kitchen playing rock songs on the radio as he sang and cooked.
âGlad youâre home safe! Took you a bit longer than I was expecting, was everything alright?â his dad said, peeking out from the kitchen doorway.
âA bit, but I got sidetracked talking to some friends. Sorry Iâm late, though.â he said, making his way into the kitchen to set his bag down before rushing back out to hug his mother. âHey, Ma! How was work?â
âOh, it was good! I was just telling Daisy about the new window weâre working on for the community centerâs new makerspace! Itâs going to be big and round, with a lovely big daisy!â
âDaisy! Like me!â Daisy beamed.
Arrden grinned and ruffled his sisterâs hair. âDaisy, like you! I bet itâs gonna look great, Mama, you can build anything!â
His mother leaned over to give him a kiss on the forehead. âYouâre a sweetheart, Arrden, you know that? So, whatâre you gonna do tonight?â
âUh, I checked out some books from the library that I wanna read! I left them in the kitchen, actually, let me go get them!â Arrden hopped up from the couch to duck back into the kitchen to scoop up his books--and Daisyâs doll, hopefully before his dad spotted it.
Unfortunately, he wasnât so lucky--the doll was sitting in the jar, out on the counter beside his stack of books. He froze at the sight of it, and his father turned from the cooking to send him a look. Uh oh.
âArrden? Letâs step outside a moment.â his father said, sliding a lid onto the simmering pasta sauce. âWe need to chat.â
Uh oh.
Arrden nodded wordlessly, following his father out the back door into the backyard. There were a handful of fireflies flitting about as they made their way to the bench swing under the treehouse. His father leaned back in the seat, while Arrden sat hunched into his own shoulders. The silence was agonizing, as they sat out there, Arrdenâs poor mind going wild with possibilities. Heâd always tried to avoid getting into trouble with his parents, and he had a significant feeling that he was in trouble with his parents right now. Oh, he was never gonna get that spinning wheel at this rate, let alone a beehive!
âYou went out to get Little Daisy back, didnât you?â his father finally said, but he hadnât looked away from the fireflies yet.
Arrden nodded quietly, then realized where his fatherâs eyes lay. âI-I did. I⊠wanted to bring it back before you realized it was gone, becauseâŠâ
âBecause you took Daisy out, even though weâd said she had to stay inside?â
âY-Yes⊠Iâm sorry, Dad, but she was being so sad, and I just wanted to cheer her up! We were safe the whole time, her ear didnât even hurt at all, and--but⊠I shouldnât have taken her, Iâm sorryâŠâ
His dad hummed. âI appreciate you looking out for your little sister, Arrden.â he let out a soft laugh, shaking his head. âLord knows my older brothers wouldn't've done the same for me at your age. And I understand why you wanted to find the doll before it became a larger issue. Iâm not mad at you for trying to find the doll.â Arrden let out a sigh of relief, but paused as his father turned to him and held up a finger. âBut. Iâm a bit upset that you took Daisy out into the town without permission. What would you have done if sheâd gotten hurt, or if her ear infection got worse while you were out?â
â...youâre right, Dad⊠does this mean I canât have a spinning wheelâŠ?â
His dadâs eyebrows arched, and his locs shifted as he tilted his head. â...not necessarily. I think you were irresponsible to do what I told you not to, but I can also see you were being responsible by looking for Little Daisy and owning up to your mistake. I do wish you would be more honest with me, though--I would have helped you look if youâd told me. And you wouldnâtâve had to get bribe candy for your sister, either.â
âDid she tell on me?â Arrden pouted. âShe promised not to if I got her candy.â
âI noticed she didnât have the doll, and she was honest with me when I asked.â another hum from his dad. â...Iâll talk with your mother about letting you have a spinning wheel, but if you break our trust again, weâll be pushing it back by at least a month. Alright?â
Arrden nodded. âAlright. Thanks, Dad.â
His dad laughed, ruffling his hair a moment as he stood to his feet. âYouâre a good kid, Arrden. Thereâs worse things you could be doing than taking your sister out to play. Now, come on in when youâre ready, alright?â
âAlright, Dad.â at that, his Dad made his way inside, closing the door behind him, leaving Arrden sitting alone on the bench outside. He sighed, looking up at where the stars were beginning to peek their way through the darkening sky. He stayed there awhile, watching the fireflies and moths dance around the meadow, listening to the rustling of the wind in the treeâs branches, the gentle creak as he swung slowly back and forth on the swing.
He was a pretty good kid, huh?
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Special thanks to @1wren and @105ttt for beta-reading this fic for me!
Imagine being a teenager living on an island where a idiot king like Polydectes forcefully tries to marry your mother Danaë and making impossible the live of your adoptive parents unless you accomplish a series of task that involve your death; with a sheer of luck you get rid of Medusa but then you have to rescue a princess whose mother is a pain in the ass from a sea monster, later, fighting the consort of said princess who doesn't give two shits about the well-being of Andromeda, and then rescuing your mother from Polydectes and thanking your adoptive parents with a powerful gesture of giving to them the crown of the island for the Tumblrinas to imagine you as a raging asshole and wanting you dead because D A D D Y Ovid and your pop mythology authors are always right.
What a bummer.