#angry pixels

I'm bad at colouring things. Especially when it comes to a pictures drawn by hand - with markers, pencils, whatever else... And I know - "WHAT? No, you're good."\"Oh look who's trash talking himself to get a compliment, ugh..." No. That's not it. The point is - I'm never satisfied complitely, with HOW pictures turn out. (Not only when it comes to hand drawn stuff, but a PC made pictures too...) Usually I make some mistake - like picking a colour which I won't like afterward, when it's all done (you can't Ctrl+Z your way out of this one, son, U can not. It's permanent. (haaahaaa... like markers... uuuuhhhhhh)). So, I used to say that I'm bad at colouring stuff. It's not the "Ugu i'm bad, tell me the opposite of what I say, pls *sadface*". It's "Yeeeah, I'm making mistakes, and I seem to not like what I do. It doesn't turn out as I want it to be, so it's bad (or just "meh")." And lately I wasn't feeling like that, about the way I colour things. In my sketchbook, or on my laptop in SAI. I draw, and I LIKE what I drew... Like, I look at it, and it's pleasant to see. Sometimes I'm at awe, because it suddenly hits me - THIS THING, RIGHT HERE... I DID IT. I did. I made it out of a blank paper and painting sticks. And it came out of my brain. I MADE IT. WITH MY BRAIN. Out of mostly NOTHING.