are there any other angels (or, really, anyone with something to remember can respond to this post) who don't care to remember what it was like for them before?
i remember many things about my time in heaven, and frankly it does me no good to dwell on it. i used to try to remember all i could about my time up there, but it unironically made my mental state worse and worse. i eventually decided to distance myself from my time up there, as clearly its not something that i gain any benefit from remembering other than the pleasure of having knowledge. its traumatic, to say the least, and has very little impact on the life i lead now. hell, i can't even remember my old name, but i really don't care. i was given a new name 18 years ago and im quite fond of it.
often times i see posts from others with memories about wishing for more and more, and i feel that with another one of my kintypes, but as for my existence as an angel i will be happy if i never remember anything else about it ever.
















