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My extremely extroverted friend who often tells me "it's do or die" is about one more event in our interwoven lives from being yeeted off this planet because bitch, I am no 'it's do or die' girlie. It's the "do or don't" for me, you know?
I wanna sleep. Go away. But like pencil me in again next week.
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Me: I am so lonely I wanna go out and talk :(
Friends: Hey, let’s hang out
Me: Wait no
Me: *sees otp doing couple-y things (cuddled together in bed, holding hands, giving each other little kisses, etc.)*
Me:
Also me, knowing I need to get out and meet people if I want that for myself:
Pleeeaassseeee I’m bored, tense and lonelyyy
My social life is spiraling down and I don’t even mind. 😬
I’m an ambivert. I shift between introvert and extrovert depending on my level of energy, mood, and surroundings of people. There will be times I reach out first, start conversations, and genuinely enjoy that true connection with people. I simply love people because of God’s love.
Then there are days, when I find myself very withdrawn and would rather just listen and stay quiet. And interacting with numerous people for long periods of time will drain me.
I found myself slip into a depression for the past 3 months of my life. It changed me drastically. It changed the way I interact with people. I used to go to bible study and music fellowship twice a week in addition to church. I used to say “yes” to weekend hangouts and actually went out. But... for the past month or so, people ask me to come out and I say yes... then back out at the last minute. I’m sorry. 😔
I’m working on it... I’m working on myself. I’m working on my life, my mental and emotional health, and doing the best I can. I realize that I cannot be present for people if I am not mentally present myself. Someday, someday soon... I’ll come out again. Just today, I am purely an introvert.
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Haha this whole week I've been hella starved for human contact.
Like. I just really wanna converse with people?? Not about anything in particular, but just chat!! Preferably about something positive but it doesn't have to be!!
But all my friends irl have been hella stressed and not chatty. That's understandable and ok, we all go through moods!! I just wanna talk someone's ear off about literally anything lol
Problem is, I'm not good at actually starting conversations so there is just a lot of me sitting there thinking "Wow! How nice would it be to chat?!" But not having a clue what to say, so I say nothing.
Hate it when my extrovert self makes plans on the same day my introvert self shows up.
Why I *MAY* not answer you.
I am drunk.
I am low energy or stressed.
I was afk and your message got lost.
I don’t even know you, literally just met you, and just saying “HI” and nothing else besides that is kinda awkward. Please try asking something more along the lines of what got your attention towards me in the first place, like “Cool character concept!” or “You like that band, too? My favorite song is X, and I thought Y of their Z album, how about you?” or “That douchebag was trolling me, too. What a tool, huh?” It’s more engaging.
You’re asking questions that are too personal or assume a closeness that we so do not have.
You’ve pulled that same old BS that I’ve heard before about being “too anxious” to sit in a text-based chat group of other people with me and swear that you can only handle chatting and messaging with me one on one - thereby removing yourself from the accountability of having to BEHAVE yourself in front of other people when you talk to me, which has gotten pretty gross before, bub.
You’re making me uncomfortable.
I am fucking tired.
I am fucking my boyfriend.
I am in the shower or asleep or WORKING right now, so please bear with me that life comes first.
It is NEVER because I am stuck up or #TooGoodForYou. I have layers of feeling secure and safe (or not) with other people, too, and you need to respect that, especially if you want MY respect in return.
