#am not

I’m gonna start printing all of the things the captives make for/of/inspired by me on those artist trading cards, i need a physical way to cherish it because the demon is secretly sentime—yh-efihorgtihjyu

y'know sometimes im like yeah im autistic and I guess I get a bit isolated in social situations and all that, but like it doesn't really bug me or anything I'm totally content being by myself. and then I end up in a situation where I'm stuck with a group of people I'm pretty familiar with but Im not actually *part* of the group and I get hit with that profound sense of loneliness that comes when you're sitting on the outskirts of a group knowing you *should* be able to be a part of it, youre *supposed* to fit here, but you *aren't* and you *can't*- and then I'm like oh yeah. yeah this kind of sucks bad and has had devastating effects on my psyche