#always drawing

a peak 🌠 a vulnerable window

✧₊⁺ “being a quiet & curious creature is ok <3 it’s okay to care & feel deeply” ⟡ ݁₊ .

Here we are, going far To save all that we love If we give, all we’ve got We’ll make it through Here we are, like a star Shining bright on your world Today (Make evil go away)

WIP. Just drawing some explosive vomit this Saturday evening. As one does.

I worked at fedex for a bit and wasn’t very good at it at all. I was actually a very slow and inefficient package handler. In a very rare spur of downtime that happened, I found a pen and cardboard and drew the shaft the metal roll racks that reach from the shoot into the truck so the packages can slide into the vehicle. I drew the boxes. I remember a very calming sense of clarity and satisfaction with this drawing. This is such a lifestyle for me. Art first. That summer I’ll never forget having the best sips of yellow Gatorade that came out of water fountains after loading my first trailer or two. It was so refreshing and rewarding and I haven’t had some sort of cool, clear satisfaction like that in the form of a simple pleasure, since. That was a lot of willpower testing and overcoming for me. I always almost wish I could pause life and make a painting in a still, halted, unchanging world before hitting the start button after I’ve finished my painting. But that would ruin all the fun and challenge of swinging through tha vines of life. Tha balance. Tha game. The fun.