#also study

i keep making accidentally #edgy edits and its like eloise lighten up??? stop making your edits so apocalyptic girl come on

I feel like I keep forgetting something, like I've got a device on half battery and vaguely need to remember to charge it later in the day. That niggling feeling that you've forgotten something. And then I keep coming to the realisation that I'M the thing that is a half-charged battery, and I need to remember to eat less and eat healthy and exercise because, God forbid, I could become 70 kg and move into a healthy BMI area.

Should i go to church today? i never miss. i go every sunday with my uncle except those rare weekends i go out of town. my uncle has to go into work today. he's been working more now because end of the year stuff he's got to help finish. i dont mind going alone but im lazy. it starts in an hour and my church is only  a 5 min walk away and i havent even showered yet. i have this feeling tho. like when i was tired and didnt want to go to class cause i thought it probably wouldnt even be a good class. i should have just followed my instinct that day cause my group members didnt go and i was awkwardly alone. im kinda having that instinct now. i hate interacting with ppl at my church anyways so i might as well stay home.

I've some Vikings episodes to catch up to yep.