Almost Mine: Chapter 7
Pairing: Gojo x y/n, Nanami x y/n
Theme: Drama, Angst
Taglist: Open Warning: Use of curse words, sexual tensions (a bit), Minors Do Not Interact
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Two hearts once bound by quiet ache, Now fracture under what we break. Your sorrow echoes deep in mine, A mirrored hurt, a twisted line. Where comfort lived in gentle strain, Now pulses sharp, our shared, dull pain.
We carried wounds the world ignored, Bruises hidden, souls outworn. You bled in silence, I bled too, A tether forged from all we knew. No blame to cast, no peace to claim, Just you and I, and all our pain.
You were relieved when Gojo didn’t come to school the day after the date. Relieved because you couldn’t have looked him in the eye without remembering the heat of his hands, the taste of his mouth, the truth pulsing beneath every stolen breath. Relieved because you needed space,distance,to stitch yourself back together, to convince yourself that the night in the car wasn’t gnawing its way into your ribs.
The second day, when his seat stayed empty again, you shrugged it off.Typical Gojo. Maybe he was sleeping in, maybe he was bored. That his absence was a blessing. A small mercy in a world where everything between you had spiraled into complication and heat and pain.
But by the fourth day, a strange tension curled its fingers around your spine. A prickling unease. A whisper of dread in the back of your mind. Because Gojo didn’t skip this long.
A week. An entire week passed, and no one had heard from him.You told yourself you didn’t miss him. You told yourself you didn’t care. That you didn’t lie awake at night replaying the kiss you swore you’d erase. But every morning when his chair stayed empty, something inside you tightened,an ugly, heavy coil of worry sinking into your stomach.
It wasn’t longing. It wasn't a heartbreak. It was fear.
The bell rang, shrill and sharp, cutting through the low chatter of the classroom. You didn’t even gather your books. You didn’t think.. Your feet moved on instinct, carrying you straight to Ayaka’s desk.
She sat stiffly, arms crossed, eyes narrowed at nothing in particular,until you stopped in front of her.
“Where is he?” you asked, voice steady only on the surface.
Ayaka didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. Didn’t even bother pretending to be polite.She lifted her gaze to yours, glared, then deliberately looked away as if the question didn’t deserve an answer.
Your patience snapped.“Ayaka…” you leaned down, planting both palms on her desk with a quiet thud, forcing her to meet your eyes, “I’m asking you something. Where is he?”
Her expression twisted, annoyance blooming into something uglier,resentment, bitterness… maybe even fear. She let out a scoff, loud enough for a few students to glance over.“Why aren’t you ever satisfied, y/n?” she spat. “You have everything. You’re the school captain. You have a perfect team. Why do you care?”
Her words hit you like a bucket of ice water,shocking, sobering, uncomfortable in the way only truths wrapped in lies can be.Why did you care?
Because he was your co-captain? Because you needed him for competitions? Because it was your responsibility? No. None of those answers felt real. None of them explained the tight knot in your stomach that had been pulling tighter with each day he didn’t show up.
Still, you forced the lie out, smooth and practiced. “He is the school captain,” you said, straightening your posture slightly. “And we have work to do.” It sounded hollow even to your own ears.
Ayaka’s expression softened for the first time,not with kindness, but with something closer to pity. She looked down at her hands, twisting the edge of her sleeve, then finally back up at you. “Please, y/n,” she whispered, the scoff gone, replaced by trembling honesty. “You don’t need him.”
You froze.
Ayaka’s eyes flickered,pain, fear, a kind of desperation you hadn’t expected. “If you truly want what’s good for him…” she hesitated, swallowing hard, “then stay away from him.”
Your heart lurched.
Ayaka looked directly into your eyes, and for once, she looked… terrified. “Please,” she added softly, “just… stay away.”
Something cold curled in your chest. You slowly straightened up, stepping back from her desk, “I see,” you said quietly.
One week ago…
Gojo stormed down the hallway with the kind of fury that made the paintings on the walls tremble in their frames. His fists were clenched so tightly his knuckles were white, veins standing out like blue lightning against skin that burned with purpose. His jaw was locked, teeth grinding, breath sharp and uneven,not from exertion, but from everything he was holding back.
Tonight…You…That kiss…The breath you shared…
It played in his head in an endless loop, taunting him, haunting him, igniting something reckless and desperate inside him. He felt your warmth still imprinted on his skin, felt the soft tremble of your mouth, felt the moment your breath caught against his,
No. There was no forgetting it.He wasn’t going to forget it ever.
You wanted freedom. He could give you that. You wanted him to choose something real. He would.
He marched straight for his father’s study, each step a declaration. He didn’t slow down. Didn’t rethink. Didn’t second-guess.He slammed the door open without knocking.
His father looked up slowly, gray eyes narrowing, his hand poised above a thick ledger. The room smelled of old leather, ink, and cold authority. “Satoru…” Mr. Gojo said, tone dripping with disapproval. “What is the meaning of this?”
Gojo took a breath that shook with determination. “I’m dropping out of NSB,” he said, voice steady. “I don’t want to do it anymore.”
Silence.
Mr. Gojo stood from behind the desk with calculated calm, reaching for the black lacquered cane beside him. The click of it against the wooden floor felt like a threat in itself as he walked around the desk and stopped directly in front of his son. “What,” he repeated, voice soft and deadly, “did you say?”
Gojo felt the weight of what was coming, but the memory of your lips against his gave him strength he didn’t know he still had.“I’m dropping out of N,”
He didn’t finish. The cane cracked against the bone just beneath his knee. The pain was sharp, blinding. Gojo buckled, his leg folding under him, but he forced himself upright again, spine rigid, chest heaving.
“You can hit me all you want but I won’t do it. You want it not m-”
The cane struck again. A brutal snap of wood meeting flesh.
Gojo staggered, grit scraping against his teeth, but his eyes stayed on his father with something fierce, something unyielding. “Dad, pl,”
CRACK.
The third strike was merciless. Pain detonated through his leg, shooting up his thigh and lancing into his hip. He gasped, nearly dropping, but pushed himself up with shaking arms.This time, he didn’t get fully upright.
Mr. Gojo’s breathing was calm,eerily so,as he glared down at him. “I gave you everything,” he spat. “EVERYTHING. And I asked for NOTHING in return.”
Gojo clenched his fists against the floor. “That’s not tr,”
The cane came down across his back. The sound was sickening,thick, dull, final.
White-hot agony exploded through Gojo’s spine, stealing his breath. His arms collapsed under him and he hit the floor hard. His ears rang. His vision wavered. The world blurred at the edges like ink bleeding into water.
“You will NOT disgrace this family,” his father roared, cane raised again. “Do you hear me?!”
Gojo tried to move. Tried to speak. Tried to breathe. But the pain tore through him like fire, swallowing everything.He felt the floor against his cheek. Felt the cold. Felt his body stop answering him.
And right before consciousness slipped from his grasp, one thought burned through the haze,
Y/n…
Then everything went dark.
When he finally opened his eyes, the room swam into focus slowly,too slowly. Sunlight poured in through the tall windows, bright and warm, but it felt cruel against the ache sitting heavy in every inch of his body. His limbs felt like stone, his spine throbbed with a deep, pulsing pain, and even breathing sent sharp, electric stabs through his ribs. A low groan escaped him before he could stop it.
“Satoru!”
His mother’s voice cracked with relief as she rushed to his bedside. She sat at the edge of the mattress and pressed her palm against his forehead, her touch trembling. “Oh god… thank god you’re up.” Her voice broke on the last word.
Gojo blinked, trying to steady his vision. The room smelled faintly of antiseptic and lavender,the signature scent of his mother’s hand cream. Tubes were attached to his arm, leading to a drip. Bandages wrapped tightly around his torso. He felt… wrecked.
“How long have I been asleep?” he muttered, his voice hoarse and unfamiliar.
“Two days,” she whispered shakily. “Two full days. The doctors gave you a drip,painkillers, fluids… everything. God, I was so worried.” She sniffled, trying to hold herself together, but her eyes were rimmed red.
Gojo tried to sit up,but the moment he shifted, pain seared through his back like fire. He sucked in a breath, teeth clenching. “Fuck,! It hurts!”
“I know, sweetheart, I know… oh god…” His mother covered her mouth, trying to stifle another sob. “Why did you tell him that? You know his temper. You know what he becomes when he’s pushed.”
Gojo let out a hollow, humorless huff as he stared at the sunlight beyond the window, blinking hard against the sting in his eyes. “I meant it,” he said quietly, voice raw. “He can break all my bones… kill me… I don’t care.”
Mrs. Gojo’s composure shattered. A tear rolled down her cheek as she cupped the side of his face gently. “I know why you’re doing this, Satoru. I’m your mother,I see more than you think. But please… I can’t see you like this.” Her breath hitched, and she looked away before the sob slipped out anyway.
Gojo turned his head toward her, expression softening despite the pain. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. “For putting you through this. This isn’t your fault.” He reached for her hand and squeezed weakly.
His mother exhaled shakily, gripping his hand like she was terrified he might disappear again. “I know you’re doing this for y/n,” she said softly. “ I know your heart.”
Gojo froze. “No,no,” he said quickly, panic threading through his voice. “Please don’t blame her. She doesn’t know. She had nothing to do with,”
Mrs. Gojo shook her head firmly. “This isn’t about blame. I don’t care about the competition, or NSB, or the stupid traditions your father clings to. I care about you.” She brushed her thumb across the back of his hand. “If you drop out, your father will make sure you never see her again.” Her voice cracked. “Please… if you must lose, lose. If you need to fall, fall. Just don’t…end up like this.”
Gojo’s breath caught.Because he knew. He knew she was right.He leaned his head back against the pillow, swallowing hard as a thick lump formed in his throat. His vision blurred,this time not from pain, but from the crushing realization pressing down on him.
Ayaka stood in front of the Gojo estate on the second day of his absence, her breath fogging in the chilly air as she stared up at the towering iron gates. She clutched the strap of her bag so tightly her knuckles turned white. The worry had been gnawing at her since the moment she learned he hadn’t been at school,not irritated, not sulking, not showing off somewhere else,but absent. Truly absent.
She swallowed, stepped forward, and knocked gently on the estate door. “I’d like to see Satoru,” she said, voice steady even though her heartbeat thudded painfully in her ears.
The house manager,a stern-looking woman Ayaka had never met before,opened the door just wide enough to speak. “I’m sorry,” she said politely but firmly, “no visitors are permitted. No one is allowed to see him.”
Panic surged. “No! No, I must see him,please!” Ayaka’s voice cracked as she stepped forward. “Tell him it’s me. He’ll agree, I swear he will,just tell him!”
Two guards moved instantly, blocking her path as she tried to push through. “I must see him!” she cried, desperation bleeding through her voice.
The commotion drew another figure,a softer one. Mrs. Gojo walked over with concern etched into her features. “Ayaka?” she asked gently. “What’s going on?”
Ayaka turned to her, eyes already filling. “Mrs. Gojo,please,please, I want to see him. Just for a minute. Please.” Her voice trembled.
Mrs. Gojo’s expression shifted,something like sadness flickering through her eyes. “Ayaka… he isn’t well,” she said softly. “He needs rest.”
“I won’t disturb him,” Ayaka insisted, voice shaking harder now. “I swear it. I won’t talk to him long. Just one minute. I won’t leave until I see him,I’ll stay right here. Please.”
Mrs. Gojo pressed her lips together tightly, pain and pity merging behind her eyes. “Wait if you want,” she said finally, “but you cannot see him.” And without another word, she turned and walked away.
Ayaka stepped outside the entrance again, the cold wind whipping at her uniform skirt. She sank down onto the stone steps of the estate, hugging her bag to her chest. She would wait. She would wait all day. All night. However long it took.
One hour stretched into three, the sky darkening as storm clouds rolled overhead like bruises. Still she didn’t move. Not when the temperature dropped. Not when the courtyard lights clicked on. Not when the wind picked up into sharp, relentless gusts.
Then came the rain,cold, heavy sheets that soaked her within seconds. She gasped at the shock of it, teeth chattering violently as her hair plastered to her face and her clothes clung to her skin. But she stayed. She wouldn’t leave.
Hours passed. The rain only grew heavier, pounding against the stone like a punishment. Ayaka’s lips turned pale, her fingers numb, her whole body trembling uncontrollably,but she remained fixed in place.
Finally,just as she thought her legs would give out, the heavy door behind her opened with a groan. Ayaka scrambled to her feet immediately, hope flaring painfully in her chest.
It was the house manager, her expression stern but… changed. Softer. Concerned. She looked Ayaka up and down,soaked, shivering, stubborn to the point of collapse,and sighed. “Come in,” she said at last, stepping aside.
Ayaka didn’t hesitate. She grabbed her bag with frozen fingers and followed her inside, water dripping onto the polished floor as the doors closed behind her.
Ayaka’s breath hitched the moment she stepped into the room.Her heart plummeted. Gojo lay pale and half-conscious on the massive four-poster bed, a drip threaded into his arm, bandages peeking from beneath his loose shirt. The sight of him,strong, untouchable Gojo Satoru,reduced to something fragile and still… it felt like a punch to her stomach.
Her eyes flicked to the side and landed on Geto, who sat in a chair pulled up to the bed, elbows on his knees, expression grim.“Satoru…” she whispered, barely able to force out his name.
Gojo turned his head weakly toward her. Even now,even battered, even exhausted,he managed a faint smile. “Hi, Ayaka… is everything okay?”
Ayaka’s bag slipped from her fingers and hit the floor with a dull thud.Her soaked hair clung to her forehead, water and tears sliding down her cheeks in thin, trembling streams.
“No,” she choked as she stepped closer, voice breaking. “No, everything is not okay! What,what happened?” She looked desperately to Geto. “Tell me.”
Geto held her gaze for a long moment. For the past two hours, he and Gojo had argued,quietly at first, then fiercely. Geto told him he was being reckless. That loving you was hurting him. That he needed to let go before he destroyed himself for someone who wasn’t even by his side. Gojo had refused. Over and over, even through the pain, he refused.
Finally, despite Gojo’s weak protests, Geto exhaled sharply and told Ayaka everything.Every bruise. Every blow. Every reason why Gojo was lying here barely able to sit up.
Ayaka’s eyes widened. Her mouth fell open.“I don’t believe this,” she whispered, voice trembling with anger and disbelief. “I, I don’t believe this!”
She shook her head violently, her wet hair whipping water onto the floor. “You, you’re CRAZY!” she cried, pointing at Gojo with a shaking finger.
“Ayaka, ple,” Gojo tried to lift himself, but the motion sent a stab of pain through his back.
“No!” she shouted, stepping forward like a storm. “No, you listen to me!” Her voice cracked under the weight of everything she’d held in.
“Is she worth all this?!” she demanded, chest heaving. “Do you ONLY care about her now? Did you even think,did you ever think,how your friends would feel seeing you like this?”
She gestured at him wildly, tears mixing with rainwater on her flushed cheeks.“Satoru, you didn’t even vote for me, and I’m still here! STILL HERE!” Her voice faltered,hurt bleeding into anger. “Where is she? Huh?! What kind of choice did she give you? Who in their right mind does that to someone who loves them?!”
“I gave her the same choice…” Gojo murmured, gaze fixed on the ceiling.
“No,” Ayaka snapped, voice slicing through the room. “No. Don’t you twist this, Satoru.”
She pointed at him again, closer now, voice trembling with righteous fury. “You gave her a choice: do it with you or without you. And she chose to do it without you. She CHOSE that, Satoru. Nobody forced her.”
Gojo winced,not at the physical pain, but at her words. At the truth lodged inside them.
“You need to move on,” Ayaka whispered, suddenly exhausted. “This,” she gestured at the drip, the bandages, his fragile form “,isn’t worth it.”
“She is…” Gojo mumbled under his breath, eyes fluttering, pain twisting his face.
“Oh really?” Ayaka let out a harsh, bitter laugh. “Where is she then?”
She stretched her arms out wide, rain-soaked sleeves dripping onto the rug. “Where is she, Satoru? I waited THREE hours outside in the rain just to see you, and she’s going about her day like NOTHING has changed!”
Her voice cracked, softer now. Ayaka stepped forward and knelt beside his bed, lowering herself until she was level with him. “It hurts me,” she whispered. “It hurts me to see you hurt. Please… look at what’s right in front of you instead of chasing a fantasy that will never come true.”
Geto leaned back in his chair, nodding slowly. “She has a point,” he said quietly, his voice stripped of its usual smooth confidence. “You need to move on, Satoru. You have a life outside of this. Outside of… her.”
The room fell silent.Except for Gojo’s shallow breaths. The drip’s steady hum. And the unspoken truth weighing down on all three of them…
You sat wedged between Nanami and Kitay, chewing absently on the end of your pen while Shoko paced in front of the whiteboard, laying out strategies for the upcoming debate round. Her voice was sharp, confident, precise,the perfect rhythm of someone in her element. You should have been hanging onto every word. You barely had three weeks to prepare. Normally, you would be scribbling notes, asking questions, and throwing counterpoints.
But today your mind drifted in and out like a faulty signal.
Debate was Shoko’s battleground. She always took the lead. And you trusted her completely. But the words blurred together, dissolving into white noise as your thoughts circled elsewhere,
Gojo. His empty seat. His absence. The gnawing knot tightening in your stomach with every day he didn’t show up.
You were so lost in your thoughts you didn’t even hear Shoko call your name,only snapped back when Kitay jabbed your shoulder with the end of his pen.“Oi. Earth to y/n.”
You jerked upright, blinking. “Sorry… I… zoned out.”
Shoko’s shoulders dropped,not in annoyance, but in something heavier. Tiredness. Understanding. Disappointment. She knew you didn’t zone out. She knew exactly what,or who,your mind was stuck on.
When you told her what happened between you and Gojo that night, she lit into you. Not out of cruelty, but panic. Shoko fought tooth and nail to get you here. She wasn’t about to watch you throw it all away over a boy,especially that boy.
“It’s been a long night anyway,” Shoko sighed, snapping the cap onto her marker. The exhaustion in her voice wasn’t from strategizing. It was from worrying,for you.
“You okay?” Nanami asked gently as he closed his notepad. His steady presence grounded you in a way you desperately needed.
“Mmhmm.” You forced a smile.
“Run tomorrow morning?” he asked.
You nodded. “Yes.”
“Good.” He patted your back once, firm and reassuring, then headed out with Kitay.
Shoko watched them leave, then called softly, “Y/n, can you stay back for a minute?”
Your stomach dipped. You lingered at the desk while she cleaned the board, wiping away words that, in truth, you hadn’t processed at all. When she finally finished, she came over and sat next to you,close enough that her shoulder brushed yours.
“What’s wrong?”The question was simple. The answer wasn’t.
You shrugged weakly. “I,he hasn’t been to school in five days, Shoko. Five. I just… I’m concerned.”
“Why?” she pressed, lowering her voice.
You swallowed, blinking through the tightness in your chest. “I don’t know. What if something happened to him? What if something similar to…” You trailed off, sniffing once. “I just… I just want to know he’s okay.”
Shoko stared at you for a long moment, then tilted her head, her voice firm but not unkind. “So?”
The word hit harder than expected. “Y/n,” she continued, her tone steady and deliberate, “he has done far worse things to you. You can’t let one night,one kiss, one moment,undo all the work you’ve put in. You can’t lose focus now. You have so much more riding on this competition than he ever has. You have everything to prove.”
Your throat tightened.She was right. You had a reputation to rebuild, a future to secure, a thousand whispers to silence.
But still, “I just need to know he’s okay,” you whispered.
Shoko exhaled sharply. “He is okay. Because he’s Gojo. Because he always ends up okay. Because nothing ever touches him,not really. He’s probably sulking or throwing a fit because for the first time in his life, he didn’t get what he wanted.”
Her words were harsher than she intended, but the truth in them stung more than the delivery.
You inhaled deeply, gathering every scattered emotion, shoving each one into a mental drawer and slamming it shut.“You’re right,” you said, straightening up, meeting her gaze with renewed resolve. “You’re right. I can’t let this get to me.”
Shoko nodded, relief flickering in her eyes.You pushed yourself to your feet and turned to her, determination settling like steel in your chest. “Let’s win this.”
The morning air was crisp, the sky still tinted with the soft gray-blue of dawn as you jogged beside Nanami. The early dew clung to your hair and eyelashes, cool against the heat rising in your cheeks from exertion. This was your routine,your quiet escape. Every Saturday, like clockwork, the two of you ran the same looping trail, then stopped at the small secluded café tucked behind an ivy-covered alley.
Usually, you fill the space between footsteps with light conversation,Nanami grumbling about workload, you teasing him about his overly structured planner, both of you laughing at Kitay’s ability to catastrophize even the smallest details. But today the silence between you wasn’t uncomfortable; it was heavy. Purposeful.
Your mind was somewhere else entirely,circling strategies, arguments, research points, the angle your team needed to take to beat the competition. Team 7,your team,was entering the same sector as Team 4: sustainable farming systems. That meant one inevitable outcome: you would face Gojo head-on in the debate round. You would either have to match him or beat him. Either way, you would have to stand across from him. Look him in the eye. Confront everything you were trying desperately to bury.
Nanami jogged quietly beside you, his breath even, his rhythm steady. He didn’t need to ask what was wrong. Ayaka had already filled him in on what happened between you and Gojo,the fight, the kiss, the aftermath. He knew enough to understand that your silence wasn’t about strategy alone.
And yet… the knowledge comforted him too. Ayaka’s account confirmed something he had suspected: you weren’t in love with Gojo. You had moved on. Good. That meant there was room for you to move forward, to rebuild, to choose better.
After a few minutes of heavy silence, Nanami finally spoke. “What’s on your mind?”
“Oh… just the debate round.” You forced a small laugh.
Nanami offered a calming smile. “Don’t worry. We’re in a strong position.”
“I know, but so might, I mean… other teams could be strong too.” You chuckled awkwardly, trying to shake off the slip. But Nanami noticed. His brow twitched, though he said nothing.
A cold gust of wind swept through the path, raising goosebumps along your arms. Before either of you could react, fat droplets of rain began to fall,soft at first, then suddenly heavier.
“Ah,come on,” you muttered, and the two of you darted toward the nearest tree, huddling beneath its thick canopy as the rain thickened into steady sheets.
You leaned against the trunk, breath sharp from the run, trying to calm the pounding in your chest. Nanami wiped sweat,and now rain,off his forehead with the back of his hand and let out a quiet laugh.
“Ahh, what terrible timing,” he chuckled.
You laughed too, feeling some of the tension slip from your shoulders. “Yes. But honestly? It’s such a relief from the heat.”
As you spoke, a small leaf,stuck to your damp forehead,caught Nanami’s eye. He stepped closer, raising his hand with gentle hesitation.
“There’s… a leaf,” he murmured, brushing it off delicately.
“Oh,thanks.”
“Y/n…” Nanami’s voice softened. His hand lingered in the air for a moment before he pulled it back. “I know it was hard for you to leave your old group. To start a new team. I just… I wanted to thank you for trusting me.”
Your heart pinched. Because you did trust him. And you also betrayed that trust the moment you accepted help from Gojo and Geto.
“You don’t need to thank me, Kento,” you said, your voice quieter than intended.
He shook his head, something earnest shining through his usually reserved expression. “You’re the strongest person I know.” He looked at you fully now, his gaze unflinching. “You’re still standing, still fighting, after everything you’ve been through. I was wrong about you, y/n. Very wrong. And I’m sorry.”
A nervous chuckle escaped your lips. “Please, Kento,what’s gotten into you? What’s with all the thank-you's and sorrys?”
He shrugged lightly. “I admire you. I seriously do.”
You scrunched your nose. “Then I deserve a treat, no?”
Nanami laughed,a real one this time. “Absolutely you do. What do you want? Your wish is my command.”
You grinned, nudging him with your shoulder. “If you really want to thank me, then win that interschool badminton championship. Your match is next week, right?”
Nanami straightened, a spark of determination lighting his eyes. He had been practicing,hard. But his coach always said he lacked fire. Now he found it.
“You got it, y/n.” He winked,with the smallest hint of confidence you’d ever seen on him.
“Good,” you nodded. “Also, Kitay’s hackathon final is the same day! I swear, I’m going to faint from stress for both of you!”
“Don’t be,” Nanami said simply. “We’ll win.”
The two of you laughed, the tension easing. But neither of you noticed the black sedan rolling slowly down the road, tires slicing through the rain-soaked pavement.
Inside, someone did notice.
He saw the two of you standing under the tree, the way your hair clung to your cheeks,the way you smiled at Nanami, the way Nanami leaned in to brush the leaf from your forehead, the way you laughed, soft and warm, like the past week hadn’t torn you apart.
He saw you drenched, shivering slightly, looking… happy. Unaffected. Unaffected by his absence. Unaffected by his pain. Unaffected by the nightmare he’d endured.
And the realization hit him with a force that stole his breath: You were moving on. Without him. So effortlessly it made something inside him break.
But you didn’t see the car. You didn’t see the anguish twisting his features.You didn’t see Gojo watching you as the rain blurred the world outside the window, his hand clutching his side, his breath shallow, his eyes burning with something sharp and unbearable.
You didn’t see him the moment he whispered to himself, voice trembling, “So it really doesn’t matter to you.”
You moved briskly down the hallway beside Shoko, flipping through your notes as you spoke, forcing your mind,your voice, your focus,to stay tethered to the competition and nowhere else.
“I need a full list of all regulations around this technique,” you said, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as you scanned your ipad. “Even if they fall under adjacent areas. Check with Geto,he’ll know where to look. I’ve finished the preliminary research on feasibility, and I’ll catch up with Kitay later to… access some solid data sets.”
Shoko snorted, bumping your shoulder.“Access?”
You looked down and laughed softly. “Yes. Access. But Kitay’s access.”
She rolled her eyes, and you were smiling,light, easy, almost normal,until you lifted your head and the smile died instantly.
Gojo was walking through the entrance. With Ayaka. Side by side. Close. Too close.
Time stuttered for a moment, your breath freezing somewhere in your chest as your steps faltered.Ayaka caught your gaze first. Her eyes widened with recognition,then sharpened. She slowed her pace just slightly and, with a bright, intentional smile, slid her fingers through Gojo’s.
Worse, so much worse, Gojo didn’t pull back.He didn’t even flinch.He let her hold his hand.
Your heart slammed once, hard, against your ribs. Then again. Then it sank. A laugh,bitter, breathless,escaped your throat before you could stop it.
Of course. Of course he was fine. Of course it meant nothing to him.The car. The kiss. None of it mattered. Not now. Not enough to keep him from walking in with someone else on his arm.
Shoko shot you a sharp, worried glance,but then she saw something shift in your posture.
You straightened your back. Lifted your chin. Hardened every soft place inside your chest into something immovable. And without breaking stride,without a flicker of hesitation,you walked past them as if the two of them were invisible.
Shoko exhaled slowly, relief softening her features. She followed your lead seamlessly.
“Anyway…” she continued, her voice a little too bright, “Nanami and Kitay are both gone for the first half of the day. They’ll be back after lunch,we can regroup then.”
“Yes,” you replied smoothly. “Let’s do that.” But your voice felt like glass,clear, sharp, fragile. “And let’s pray they win!” you added with a laugh so convincing even Shoko nearly believed it.
Nearly.She didn’t miss the way your fingers tightened around your ipad, knuckles paling. She didn’t miss the stiffness in your smile. And she didn’t miss the pain flickering through your eyes before you blinked it away.
You kept checking your phone even though the screen never lit up. Every few minutes your thumb hovered over the refresh icon, begging for an update,from Kitay, from Kento, from anyone. You didn’t want to bombard them with messages and distract them on the most important day of their competitions. Still, with every passing hour the knot of anxiety in your stomach pulled tighter.
It was impossible to focus. Not with two storms twisting inside you.First, the nauseating sight of Gojo and Ayaka acting like a couple. Laughing. Whispering. Walking side by side like nothing had ever happened. Like he hadn’t practically bled for you. Like you hadn’t fallen apart for him.
Second, the tension of knowing Kitay and Kento were both in their final rounds today. Nanami would return after lunch, but Kitay was competing across the city,you wouldn’t see him until much later.
When the bell rang, you let your shoulders sag in defeat. “Sho, I’m going crazy,” you muttered, rubbing your temples.
“Don’t worry. Nanami’s fine,” Shoko said immediately, not even pausing long enough to consider that Nanami wasn’t the only one you were worried about.
“Sho,” you sighed, ready to correct her, ready to admit how frayed you felt.
But she already knew. Because behind you, the unmistakable sound of Gojo’s laughter drifted through the room,light, carefree, infuriatingly unbothered,followed by Ayaka giggling beside him.
Shoko’s gaze hardened. “Relax. Focus on yourself.”
You nodded even though every muscle in your body protested the lie. You couldn’t sit still. You couldn’t even pretend to.
You pushed away from your desk and stretched your arms above your head, trying to force the suffocating tension out of your muscles. Then you paced back and forth in front of your desk, flexing your fingers, trying to breathe through the growing panic. You kept thinking of Kitay’s anxious rambling the night before, of Nanami’s determined smile, of everything they had poured into this day.
You needed good news,desperately. Something to cut through the mess in your head, something to ground you, something to remind you that the world wasn’t falling apart in every direction.
“Y/n!”
Nanami’s voice boomed through the classroom.
You froze mid-step. Every head turned. But Nanami wasn’t looking at them. His eyes were fixed solely on you,bright, charged, unreadable.
You raised a brow. The question was written on your face. Did you…?
Nanami shook his head solemnly.Your heart dropped into your stomach. A quiet exhale escaped you, your shoulders falling in disappointment.But then, Nanami’s lips twitched. Just slightly.
And with a sudden grin, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a gold medal.
Your eyes widened,then exploded into joy. “Oh my god,YOU DID IT!!” you screamed, launching yourself across the classroom. You practically collided with him, jumping up and throwing your arms around his shoulders. Nanami caught you with ease, laughing as he spun you once,something so unlike his calm, reserved demeanor that your heart swelled even more.
“You did it! You did it!” you cheered, gripping the medal as he set you back down. “Wow! Congratulations, Kento! This is amazing!”
Shoko rushed over, grinning. She patted him firmly on the back. “Good work! She was going crazy all morning.”
Nanami chuckled, his expression softening in a way that was unmistakably tender. He was proud of himself, yes,anyone would be.
But what lit him up inside wasn’t the medal.It was you,your joy, your belief in him,
You were proud of him and to Nanami Kento, that meant more than winning anything at all.
The scream you let out hit Gojo like a physical blow. The joy pouring out of you,the raw, unfiltered happiness,was something he hadn’t seen in weeks. Not directed at him. Not because of him.
And then you ran. Straight into Nanami’s arms. Gojo’s breath hitched painfully as he watched Nanami catch you effortlessly, lifting you, spinning you. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders with ease. Your laughter was bright and whole and unguarded, the kind of sound Gojo used to chase just to hear again. He felt Ayaka’s fingers laced through his own, but they suddenly felt like restraints instead of comfort. He didn’t pull away,he just… couldn’t move.
His heart twisted sharply. Because he remembered. He remembered when you used to look at him like that. When you used to run to him the moment he won anything, when you used to throw your arms around his neck, legs nearly lifting off the ground from the force of your excitement. He remembered being the reason you smiled that big, laughed that loud, glowed that brightly. He remembered the pride in your eyes,pride he thought belonged to him.
Seeing it directed at someone else felt like a betrayal. A punishment. A consequence.
Jealousy surged through him, hot and violent, so intense he had to clench his jaw until it ached. But beneath the jealousy was something worse,hurt. A deep, hollow hurt that settled in his chest like a bruise spreading slowly beneath the skin. You looked happy. Happier than you had been with him in months. You looked stable. At peace. Whole. Meanwhile he was barely standing, his body still aching from injuries you didn’t even know existed, his heart still raw from words he couldn’t say, from a night he couldn’t forget.
Ayaka said something beside him, laughing lightly, squeezing his hand. He didn’t hear her. He was watching the way Nanami leaned in to show you something on the medal. Watching the way you tilted your head, smiling softly in response. Watching the way the entire world seemed to shrink to just the two of you.
And the realization hit him so hard it nearly winded him, you didn’t need him. Not anymore. Maybe not ever again.
He swallowed, but the lump in his throat didn’t budge. You looked like someone who had moved on,naturally, effortlessly, without hesitation. He looked like someone who had fallen behind, still reaching for a hand that was no longer reaching back.
But Gojo wasn’t going to give up this easily. No,he had never been the type to surrender, not even when the world cornered him or when his own family beat him into the ground. He had a plan,one crafted slowly, painfully, in the hours he lay awake on bruised ribs, feeling the burn of betrayal and longing twist together in his chest. A plan that grew sharper with every breath he struggled to take. If he couldn’t give you the reality you wanted, then he would bend the reality around you, reshape it until you finally saw what he had been trying to show you all along: he had yearned for you with a devotion that bordered on madness. He would make you understand—through gestures, through sacrifices, through a relentless, consuming loyalty—that no one would ever match the way he wanted you, protected you, bled for you.
People around him feared God. They lived their lives trembling before divine judgment, whispering prayers for mercy, begging for forgiveness from an invisible being they hoped was listening. Gojo had never understood it. He had never believed in the holiness his parents forced on him, had never felt the presence of any divine protector hovering over him. He wanted to laugh,bitterly, cruelly,when he saw his mother kneeling at his bedside, fingers clasped in prayer, pleading with her god to heal him. Where was her god when his father struck him hard enough to bruise bone? Where was her god when he curled into himself at night, biting back sobs because crying made the pain worse? Where was her god when he drowned in loneliness in a house full of servants too scared to look at him? Her god had done nothing—brought nothing, saved nothing. Gojo had learned early that no higher being would ever come to protect him.
He chose his god, But his god was far away from him, untouchable, unaware of the depth of his devotion,but a god nonetheless. And if worship required sacrifice, then he would offer it without hesitation. If devotion required pain, he would bear it gladly. He would show you the extent of his loyalty, his suffering, his ability to bleed if it meant proving that no prayer, no deity, no force on earth could match the religion he had made out of you.
The news had shocked you at first—shattered you, really. It split open the quiet, predictable rhythm of your day so violently that your mind still struggled to stitch the pieces together. You remembered sitting in class between Nanami and Shoko, half-listening to the lecture, half-doodling absentmindedly in the margins of your notebook. It had been such an ordinary day. A painfully normal day. The kind of day that lulled you into believing nothing catastrophic could possibly happen.
You were blissfully unaware of the storm brewing outside those classroom walls.
Then the announcement rang through the corridors,sharp, urgent, trembling at the edges. It wasn’t the usual monotone reminder about assemblies or club meetings. It carried weight. A pulse of panic beneath the words. The kind of announcement that froze conversations mid-sentence, that made chairs scrape back as everyone in the room instinctively looked up at once, eyes wide, breath caught halfway in their throats.
After that, everything blurred.
You couldn’t remember the walk,no, the stumble,down the hallway toward the dean’s office. Nanami’s steady hand on your back. Shoko muttering curses under her breath. Students whispering as you passed, their voices muffled, distant, like you were underwater. Your heartbeat roared too loudly in your ears to hear anything clearly.
You couldn’t remember what the dean actually said when you arrived. Their words dissolved into static the moment you entered the room. All you remembered was the shape of their mouth moving, the grave sympathy in their eyes, and then, the way your world simply dropped out from under you.
Like the floor had vanished. Like gravity failed. Like you had stepped off a cliff without warning.Everything after that felt like falling.
But you remembered the sound your heart made,like paper tearing. You remembered the cold rush in your veins, like someone had poured ice water straight into your chest. You remembered Shoko’s sharp gasp, her hand flying to her mouth. The way Nanami had gone so pale it looked like the life had drained out of him, too.
You remembered the three of you leaving campus. Shoko holding your wrist. Nanami taking your keys because your hands wouldn’t stop trembling. The silent car ride,no music, no words, just the hollow ringing in your ears that wouldn’t stop.
You remembered the hospital doors sliding open and how sterile the place felt,as if grief wasn’t allowed to breathe there. His parents were outside the room, crying, sitting hunched in chairs they looked too dignified for. Doctors hovered nearby, murmuring soft consolations that felt mechanical, rehearsed,too small for something this enormous.
“What happened?” Nanami had asked, his voice poised between anger and disbelief.
The doctor explained. Kitay had been on his way home from the tournament, taking the usual route, when a drunk driver had sped through a red light. They called it a drunk driving accident,“accident” as though it were something gentle, as if the word could soften the brutality of it. And the culprit? Never caught.
You remembered that detail specifically,how it made something hot and violent unfurl inside you.
“He’s unconscious,” the doctor had added. “But not dead.”
Not dead. Not dead,as if that was supposed to console you. As if those two words were enough to stitch your breaking world back together.
You remembered walking into the room. You remembered the beeping machines, the smell of antiseptic, the way the curtains swayed though the windows were closed. You remembered seeing him,Kitay,lying there with tubes and wires everywhere, a cruel parody of the boy you knew.
You remembered your knees giving out. You remembered Shoko’s arms around you. Nanami standing frozen in the doorway, fists clenched so tight his knuckles were white.You remembered crying,loud, ugly, breathless sobs that wracked your whole body. You remembered falling to the floor, unable to get up, unable to stop. And everything after that dissolved into white noise.
You walked into the meeting room with puffy eyes and a heaviness in your chest that made it hard to breathe. You were their leader,the captain of the team. And yet, for the first time, you wished you weren’t. You wished you could disappear under a blanket, shut the whole world out, and just grieve. But the pain didn’t stop time. Grief didn’t pause responsibilities. There were decisions to be made.
“Hello,” you muttered, your voice thin and raspy. You sank into your usual seat, though nothing felt usual anymore.
Nanami and Shoko didn’t say anything at first. They simply watched you with soft, worried eyes,eyes that held the same fear, the same exhaustion, the same grief.
You took a shaky breath. “Look… I know we’re hurting. I know none of this feels real. But we need to make a decision…”
Nanami nodded slowly, swallowing hard. He could see how much you were struggling,how the weight of leadership and the weight of loss were crushing you from both sides. He knew how close you were to Kitay. How much that bond meant. “I understand,” he said gently. “I’m with you. Whatever you decide… I’m with you.”
Shoko nodded too, though her lashes were wet. “Me too,” she whispered. “Don’t even question that.”
You pressed your lips together, trying,failing,to stop the tears burning your eyes. You turned your face away so they wouldn’t see, but your voice cracked anyway. “But… I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry. I just… I don’t know.”
Nanami reached for your hand,slowly, as if giving you time to pull away. You didn’t. His fingers curled around yours, warm and steady. “Y/n,” he murmured, “if you want to continue, we won’t judge you. Not for a second.”
“Kento is right,” Shoko sighed, stepping closer. “I want to continue. For Kitay. When he wakes up…” Her voice trembled. “When he wakes up, I want him to feel proud of us.”
You smiled,a broken, watery smile. “But… I can’t replace Kitay.” Your voice wavered again. “And we can’t go ahead without a fourth member.”
Nanami squeezed your hand, his thumb brushing the back of it in small, grounding circles. “We’ll figure out a way, y/n. We always do.”
You shook your head violently, gripping your knees like you were holding on for dear life. “I emailed them,” you choked out. “I begged them to let us compete as a three-person team, I,” Your breath hitched. “They said no. They didn’t even consider it.”
You hung your head, burying your face in your hands as sobs tore out of you. “I tried everything! I tried,I really tried!”
Shoko stood so fast her chair scraped the floor. She moved toward you and wrapped her arms around your shoulders, pulling you against her chest. “Hey, hey,shhh,” she whispered, her voice trembling as she stroked your back. “It’s okay. Please don’t do this alone. We’ll find a way. We always find a way. You can’t give up now. We have to be strong. We must be strong.”
Nanami stood and knelt beside you on the floor, bringing himself to your level. His expression was steady, grounding. “Shoko is right,” he said softly. “You have to be strong, y/n. And Kitay… Kitay is stronger than any of us. He’s fighting, and we need to fight too. For him.”
He rested a firm, comforting hand on your shoulder.“And we’re not leaving you. Not now. Not ever.”
Gojo listened quietly as Ayaka breathlessly filled the group in on what happened to Kitay. Her words tumbled out in frantic rushes,accident… drunk driver… unconscious… hospital. Utahime’s eyes widened; she slapped a hand over her mouth and began firing follow-up questions, her voice pitching higher with each one.
But Gojo’s peaceful gaze didn’t waver. He kept his expression schooled,soft, concerned, perfectly appropriate. He even frowned at all the right moments, even pressed his palm to his chest like he was shocked.
On the inside, he was glowing. The pleasure simmering under his skin was almost unbearable to hide.He hadn’t expected it to be this effective. He hadn’t expected everything to fall into place quite so beautifully.He tried to act horrified, tried to mimic Ayaka’s panic, tried to look distraught,but it was so, so hard when he was so damn pleased with the outcome of his plan.
He never intended to kill Kitay. He wasn’t a monster.He just wanted him gone,rendered useless, irrelevant. A piece removed from the board. A small sacrifice in a much larger game.
And to him, that wasn’t evil. Kitay was just a pawn anyway,collateral at best, a nuisance at worst. Someone who stood too close to you, too close to everything Gojo and Geto wanted to protect and possess.This accident was only the first part of the plan.
Gojo’s gaze drifted lazily to Utahime. She stood there, trembling, eyes glassy with fear as she clutched Ayaka’s arm. His eyes then slid over to Suguru.Geto caught the glance instantly. He knew that look.Their eyes locked, something silent,and sick,passing between them.
Geto nodded. It was time for the next part.
When Gojo had told Suguru about his intentions,about how certain pieces needed to be moved, removed, or manipulated,Geto hadn’t been shocked at all. Not even a hint. He listened with unnerving calm, arms folded, gaze darkening with every detail.
Maybe he was just as desperate. Just as twisted. Just as willing to burn the world down for the people he couldn’t bear to lose.
Because the thought of Shoko ever belonging to someone else made his skin crawl, made his blood boil. It rotted him from the inside. He needed her close,needed to keep her orbiting him, to make sure no one else ever occupied the space meant for him.
And with every passing day, he felt her slipping. Laughing with Nanami. Comforting Kitay. Offering pieces of herself to the wrong people.Gojo’s plan was brilliant. Merciless. But brilliant.
Geto had already started laying the groundwork long before the accident.Cruel words whispered at the right moment, harsh comments dropped when Utahime was already fragile, subtle comparisons that chipped away at her confidence.
He was precise. Strategic. The quiet kind of cruel that barely left fingerprints.
Gojo had initially suggested getting rid of Ayaka first,“weeding her out,” as he’d put it, voice dripping with distaste. But Geto had disagreed. Ayaka’s fixation on Gojo made her predictable, easy to steer. She was ambitious, desperate,useful.
Utahime, though…Utahime was perfect.Soft. Doubting. Hungry for validation. Too easy to push, too easy to break, too easy to mold into exactly what they needed her to be.
The plan was already in motion and neither Gojo nor Geto felt even a drop of guilt. This was all for you. All for Shoko. All to keep the world aligned exactly the way they wanted.
And if a few people had to be destroyed along the way…So be it.
The sharp, clipped echo of the dean’s heels cut through the corridor like a warning bell. Her strides were brisk, purposeful,almost militaristic. Her gaze was cold enough to freeze the air around her, lips pressed into a single unforgiving line. She stopped at your door, barely sparing you a second of eye contact. “Team 7. Conference room. Now.” Her voice held no softness, no room for questions. She didn’t wait for your reply; she turned and continued down the hall, leaving a trail of dread in her wake.
You exchanged nervous yet hopeful glances with Nanami and Shoko. Hope was fragile, trembling at the edge of your ribs.
“Maybe the board agreed to our plea,” Nanami whispered as he stood, straightening his jacket. You didn’t want to cling to that hope,but you did. Desperation made you reckless.
You stood quickly, heart pounding, and made your way to the conference room at the end of the hall. Every step felt heavier than the last.
You opened the door,and froze.
Gojo. Geto. Ayaka. Sitting on one side of the dean like a panel of judgment.
Your breath stilled.
“Have a seat,” Mrs. Gojo said with a polite, unreadable smile.
You walked forward mechanically, Shoko and Nanami behind you, and sat down. Something was wrong. Wrong in the way the air felt tight, wrong in the way your stomach twisted. Your gaze met Gojo’s for a brief second,he shook his head subtly, pretending to be confused. Pretending to know nothing. You wanted to believe him. You couldn’t.
“Now that everyone is here, let me begin,” Mrs. Gojo said as she adjusted her glasses and opened the file in front of her. “I communicated your request to continue as a three-member team to the NSB board. The request was denied for both teams.”
Shoko scoffed loudly. “Both teams?” Her accusing eyes shot immediately to Geto.
“Utahime quit yesterday,” Geto replied. His voice was even, but there was a calculated neutrality to it. A mask.
“Why?” you asked sharply.
“Mental health,” Ayaka said, her tone edged with stress. She was still shaken from last night’s chaos at dinner,Utahime refusing, crying, trembling, insisting she couldn’t do it. The fallout had been messy. Loud. Ugly.
You turned back to the dean, your voice barely above a whisper. “What happens now?”
Mrs. Gojo sighed and laced her fingers together atop the file. “Since both teams had selected the same category of business to compete in, my suggestion is that you team up if you wish to continue. A six-member team is allowed under NSB rules, and the board has approved the merge.”
Your stomach dropped. Blood drained from your face.
“Can we… discuss?” you managed to ask, voice tight.
“Of course,” the dean said with a smile far too pleasant for the situation. “You may step outside. I can only allow ten minutes. I must give the board a final answer before 3 p.m.”
You nodded quickly and strode out with Shoko and Nanami. The moment the door shut behind you, you clenched your fists so hard your nails dug into your palms. You began pacing, breath ragged.
“Fuck,” you spat. The panic tasted bitter on your tongue.
Shoko shook her head violently. “This is too much of a coincidence, y/n. Kitay. Utahime. Both teams down to three? Something is wrong.”
Nanami ran his hands through his hair, the most distressed you had ever seen him. “We don’t have time to investigate. We need to decide now. If we want to continue, we have to team up.”
You stopped pacing and squeezed your eyes shut, willing the universe to offer mercy. But of course it didn’t. You were right back where you had started,forced into alignment with Gojo. Forced into the one situation you dreaded most.
“Y/n?” Shoko called softly.
You opened your eyes and took a shaky breath. “I’m not making this decision. I’ll do whatever you two decide.”
Shoko looked at Nanami. “Kento?”
Nanami stared at the floor for a long moment before lifting his head. “I say we do it. We have to go on,for Kitay. If we drop out now, then everything he did… everything he risked… it would mean nothing.” He turned to you, voice gentle. “Y/n, I know it’s hard for you. But Kitay fought for us. We should fight for him.”
Shoko swallowed hard, pushing aside her fear. “How about we vote unanimously? Flat palm means yes and closet fist means no, but we go with the majority and no questions asked”.
You nodded, “Okay on the count of three then”, you drew your hand behind your back, “One.. two.. Three”.
Mrs. Gojo flipped through the files with the calm deliberation of someone who already knew the ending of the story. The soft shuffle of paper contrasted with the low murmur of conversation coming from the other end of the table. Gojo, Geto, and Ayaka huddled together, whispering like conspirators,though their tones were laced with very different motives. Mrs. Gojo didn’t bother listening. She knew where this would land. Of course they’ll accept. Both you and Satoru were too stubborn, too hungry for victory, too ambitious to let emotions derail the competition.
Ayaka gnawed anxiously at her nail, tapping her heel restlessly against the floor. “We can recruit a fourth person,” she insisted, voice rising an octave. “We don’t need to team up with them.”
Gojo shook his head without even glancing at her. “It’s in our best interest to collaborate with them. Their team is strong. And y/n is exceptionally smart.” His tone carried an unspoken and you know it, but he didn’t need to say it out loud. Everyone knew.
Ayaka scoffed loudly. “So are you. We don’t need her.”
Geto clicked his tongue softly, amused and condescending all at once. He leaned forward, elbows on the table, eyes gleaming with something wicked. “But we do, Ayaka. We could recruit the next three smartest students on campus, and y/n and Shoko would still make them taste dirt.”
Ayaka’s nostrils flared as she leaned back, crossing her arms tightly over her chest. “You give them too much credit.”
Mrs. Gojo chose that moment to clear her throat,light, polite, but carrying the weight of authority that instantly silenced the room.
“May I ask,” she began, sliding a form to the center of the table, “what your scores were out of one hundred in the aptitude test? I need to complete these details.”
Her tone was pleasant. Her smile was polite. But her intention was razor sharp.
Gojo answered first,unapologetic, utterly confident. “Ninety-nine point five.”
Geto followed with a lazy shrug. “Ninety-seven.”
Both boys turned to Ayaka, and even Mrs. Gojo raised a brow in expectation, her eyes glinting knowingly.
“Well, Ayaka?” the dean prompted gently. “Your score?”
Ayaka’s gaze darted between them. She swallowed. “Uhhh… sixty-five.” She barely managed to whisper it.
Mrs. Gojo hummed, the corner of her mouth lifting into a satisfied little smile. “I see…” she murmured, scribbling nothing of importance onto the form.The message had landed. Hard. Exactly where she aimed it.
The three of you walked back in,Shoko first, then Nanami, and finally you. Your steps were slow, controlled, but your heartbeat thundered in your ears. You kept your eyes on the floor, refusing to meet the one gaze you could already feel burning into you.
Mrs. Gojo looked up. “So?”
Shoko and Nanami turned to you at the same time, handing the moment to you. You inhaled, forced your spine straight, and raised your head.
The instant your eyes lifted, they collided with Gojo’s.The air shifted.He didn’t blink. His expression didn’t change. But something in his gaze tightened,hungry, sharp, almost relieved,as if he’d been waiting for you to finally look at him.
Your breath caught, but your voice stayed steady.
“We have terms,” you said, cold and deliberate. “If they’re accepted, we’ll agree.”
Ayaka scoffed loudly. “Are you even in a position to negotiate,”
But Gojo didn’t even glance at her. He leaned forward slightly, elbows on the table, eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that made your throat tighten.
“What are your terms?” he asked. Low. Smooth. Almost too willing. Almost too intimate.
You sat down without looking away from him, and Shoko and Nanami took their seats beside you. Shoko’s lips twitched,of course you wouldn’t just surrender. She knew you too well.
“First,” you began, folding your arms, “we get full control of the project plan.”
“But,” Ayaka started.
Gojo raised a hand, silent command, eyes still on you.“Agreed,” he said immediately. “Next?”
You curled your lip. This wasn’t normal. This wasn’t negotiation. This was,He leaned closer, eyes flicking down briefly to your mouth before rising back up.,something else.
“We get full control of the strategy,” you pushed.
“Agreed.” He smiled. Slowly. “Next?”
Your fingers twitched under the table. It was unnerving,how easily he was handing everything over. Like he wanted you to have power. Like he wanted you bound to him by it.
You pushed again.“We get full control over division of duties and responsibilities.”
Gojo leaned back in his chair, spreading out like he was settling in for a show.“Agreed,” he murmured. “Next?”
His gaze was too direct. Too warm. Too intrusive. You felt it across your skin like a touch.
You glanced at Shoko for reinforcement.Shoko straightened, clearing her throat with practiced confidence. “We want unlimited veto power.”
Geto’s chuckle was low, amused,dangerous. “Agreed,” he said, eyes resting on Shoko in a way that made her shift. “Happily.”
Your breath finally returned to you. You turned back to Gojo,who was already staring at you, pupils slightly blown, lips curved in a way that made your pulse stumble.
“In that case…” You held his gaze, refusing to look away. “We are happy to collaborate”
Gojo smiled,slow, soft, devastatingly knowing. The kind of smile that said he had predicted every move, every term, every breath you just took. Like he’d been waiting for this moment, for you to say yes,even under conditions that should have bruised his pride.
It didn’t. It thrilled him.
“Great then,” Mrs. Gojo said, rising to her feet. “I’ll leave you all to talk.”
She paused beside you, placing a gentle hand on your shoulder. Her voice softened. “Y/n… I know it’s tough. But make Kitay proud.”
Your throat closed. You nodded.
The door shut behind her.Silence swallowed the room,heavy, suffocating, charged.
Two rival teams. Two obsessive boys. Two broken alliances. One forced merger.
You exhaled sharply. “Alright then,” you began, taking control. “How about we meet on Saturday to share ideas and plan from there?”
Gojo nodded. “Where do you want to meet?”
“My place. Let’s start at 12 PM.”
“Sounds good,” Ayaka muttered, confusion and irritation lacing her voice. She still couldn’t understand why Gojo had ceded so much power to you. “But who’s the leader?” she asked, smirking like she had caught a loophole.
You raised a brow at Gojo,taunting him, daring him to challenge you.He didn’t break eye contact.“I say,” Gojo murmured, “y/n and I co-lead the new team. It’s only fair.”
Your heart skipped. You hated how much power his voice carried over you. You hated how natural it sounded,you and him.But you couldn’t show that.You sighed, collected. “Agreed. I’ll see you all at 12 on Saturday. Don’t be late. I will send over the link to our files, go over it and we can discuss it.”
You stood.So did he. And for a dangerous second… Neither of you moved.
Then you turned and walked out,the heat of Gojo’s gaze following you, sliding down your spine, clinging to you long after you left the room.
Shoko arrived at 10:00 AM, to discuss the way forward. The two of you sat silently next to each other in your library going over every possible reason why they would hand over everything so easily. Something about it didn’t seem right.
You chuckled as you played the little spoon in your cup, “I did everything to avoid this situation.. Now it seems it was all for nothing”.
“What do you mean?”, She asked, carefully keeping her cup down.
You sighed, “I left the group because I didn’t want to work with Gojo and Ayaka, I was put on house arrest and beaten because I refused to work with Satoru, I studied hard, gave everything up to be where I am and now.. Now I am working with Satoru and Ayaka.. I wonder what was the point of it all? Maybe I should have agreed from the start.. Could have saved myself from a lot of hurt”.
Shoko held your hand, “No, it wasn’t all for nothing. You proved to him,and to your parents, and his,that you were enough on your own. That you didn’t need him to stand, or win, or be who you are. You earned your independence. Think of it this way, y/n… even countries that fought bloody wars for their freedom eventually establish trade with their former oppressors. The point isn’t to avoid them forever. The point is that now you choose the terms. You decide the boundaries. You hold the power.”
You leaned back and nodded, “You’re right.. In any case there is no point in sulking over it..”.
The door to the library opened with a soft creak. A household helper stepped in, bowing lightly. “Master Gojo and Master Geto are here.”
Your stomach tightened. You glanced at Shoko, then at your watch,11:10 a.m. You weren’t expecting them for another fifty minutes.
“Let them in,” you said, smoothing the front of your blouse even though it didn’t need it.
Gojo and Geto entered with the ease of men who knew they didn’t need permission to take up space. Gojo wore a crisp white linen shirt and navy blue pants,effortlessly polished, sleeves rolled to his forearms. Geto wore his usual: all black, simple, sharp, dark.
“You’re early,” Shoko said dryly.
“So are you,” Geto countered with a small smile, his eyes sliding to her with unmistakable interest.
“Morning, girls,” Gojo said lightly as he took the seat directly across from you,of course he did. His eyes flicked over you quickly but purposefully, lingering just a second too long. “Wow. It’s been a while since the four of us hung out.”
Shoko scoffed. “Don’t let nostalgia get the best of you, Gojo. We’re here out of necessity.”
“Fair enough,” he said with a small laugh. “Doesn’t mean it’s not… nice.”
You ignored the way his gaze softened when it landed on you again.
“So…” Geto drawled, settling into his chair. “What’s new with you two?”
You met Shoko’s eyes,she already knew what you were thinking. “Well,” you began, tone cool, “our close friend is in the hospital, as you might’ve heard. And we were just discussing how to manage with new team members.”
Gojo leaned forward and removed his sunglasses, setting them on the table with a soft click. “I heard about Kitay. I’m… extremely sorry. How is he doing now?”
His voice was gentle, but his eyes were too steady,too observant,for comfort.
“Better,” you replied. “Still unconscious, but the doctors are hopeful.”
Gojo nodded slowly, something unreadable shifting behind his eyes. “That’s reassuring.”
Geto leaned in slightly. “Look, I know the situation isn’t ideal for your team, but we’re grateful you agreed to collaborate.”
“Why did Utahime quit?” Shoko asked immediately. “What went wrong?”
Geto pressed his lips together, exhaling through his nose. “I don’t know everything. But the pressure… the pace… it got to her. She couldn’t keep up.”
“Pressure from what?” you asked.
“The competition,” Geto replied simply. “She’s smart. But she’s… sensitive to criticism.”
“Who criticized her?” you pressed, watching Geto closely.
Before Geto could answer, Gojo spoke. “We didn’t criticize her. But feedback is part of the process.”
The way he said feedback made you lean back just slightly,measured, assessing, almost defensive. You hummed, tapping your fingers lightly. “And Ayaka? What’s your opinion of her? What’s she like to work with?”
Gojo leaned back, stretching an arm casually across the back of his chair. His eyes locked with yours, steady and unblinking. “She’s… alright. If you tell her what to do, she’ll do it. But she needs oversight.”
You didn’t look away. Neither did he. The tension between you wound tight,sharp, strangely intimate.
“I looked at the files she shared,” Shoko cut in, flipping open her tablet. “Subpar at best. So why was she added to your team?”
“Shoko,” you warned under your breath. “It doesn’t matter.”
“But it does, y/n,” she shot back. Then she turned to Gojo and Geto. “I’m genuinely curious why you chose someone like her.”
Geto’s expression hardened. “We needed a team.”
“You had a team,” Shoko replied immediately, her tone razor-sharp.
A flicker of tension flashed across Geto’s face. Gojo’s fingers drummed once against the table,controlled, but tense.
“Well,” Shoko said, leaning back with a smile now that she’d made her point, “y/n is right. It doesn’t matter.”
Ayaka had only been to your house twice before, and somehow, each visit made the place feel even grander,like the walls stretched farther, the ceilings rose higher, the wealth thicker in the air. As she followed the helper down the polished marble foyer, she let her eyes wander despite herself. Massive chandeliers dripped from the ceiling like frozen waterfalls. Portraits,old, elegant, expensive,watched her from every direction. Fresh flowers adorned every console table, their soft fragrance filling the hall like something curated.
She walked through a sprawling living room, the kind that looked more like a hall in a palace than something a family actually used. Plush cream carpets, dark wood accents, silk cushions,all of it the kind of luxury she’d only seen in magazines.
She took a right and followed the helper down an impossibly long corridor. One side held a wall decorated with carved patterns; the other side had tall French windows that overlooked the estate gardens. Morning light streamed in, illuminating hedges trimmed to geometric perfection, stone fountains, and a garden so vast it looked like its own world.
Ayaka wondered,bitterly, almost resentfully,if you even knew the full size of your own house. If you ever got lost in it as a child. If you’d taken spaces like these for granted.
At the end of the corridor, the helper turned left down another hallway,just as long, just as pristine. Ayaka followed, heels clicking on the marble, feeling smaller with every step.
Finally, they stopped in front of a set of heavy double doors. The helper placed both hands on the handles and pushed them open with a quiet grunt.
“Please enter, Would you like something to drink?.”
“Coffee please”. Ayaka smiled.
“What kind?”, The helper smiled.
“Oh..”, Ayaka was taken aback by the question, “I.. I’ll take a hot latte with three sugars”.
“Sure, I will bring it to you”, The helper bowed and turned to walk away.
Ayaka stepped in,and froze.
Her breath hitched.The library was… breathtaking.Two floors tall, easily. Dark mahogany shelves lined the walls, filled with books from end to end,thousands of them. A spiraling iron staircase wound up to the second floor like something out of an old European manor. Sunlight poured in from the arched windows, touching the ornate rugs and giving the room a warm, golden glow.
At the center stood a large oval table,heavy, imposing, crafted from dark wood.And seated there already,Gojo, Geto.
Ayaka’s heart lurched in her chest.Gojo leaned back in his chair, looking entirely at home. Geto was flipping through a book, relaxed but alert, eyes lifting to her the moment she stepped in.
How long had they been here? Why were they so early? Did you ask them to come in ahead of time?
“Hello,” she greeted, voice soft as silk as she walked over and lowered herself into the seat next to Gojo as if she belonged there. “You have a beautiful house, y/n.”
You smiled politely. “Thank you,though I can’t take credit for it. It’s all my mom.”
Ayaka nodded, eyes flicking over you in a slow, deliberate scan that skimmed from your hair down to your shoes. You wore a white mini skirt she recognized,she’d seen it in the Isabelle Marant boutique last week,and a plain v neck top that somehow looked expensive on you. Effortless. Clean. Elite.
Ayaka wanted to scoff.Who dresses up for a study session? she sneered internally.
But then she caught sight of her own reflection in the glass cabinet,her Zara dress suddenly felt loud and cheap against the understated luxury of your outfit. You smiled at her kindly, as if unaware of the envy simmering beneath her skin.
To her, that smile felt like mockery.Before the tension could settle, footsteps sounded at the door.
Nanami walked in, casual and perfectly put together in dark blue jeans and a fitted navy polo that hugged his shoulders a little too well. The contrast between him and the room’s cold, polished marble made him look even more grounded,stable.
Safe.Your face lit up instantly. “Hi,” you said softly, stepping forward. You hugged him, your arms looping around him briefly.
Nanami’s hand landed on your back. “Hello..”.
Gojo saw it.His jaw tightened, teeth grinding behind a polite smile that didn’t reach his eyes. His hand curled into a fist over his knee.Two fingers. Two tiny points of contact. And he wanted to break both of them. He didn’t move, but something cold flickered across his expression,gone in an instant, but enough for Geto to glance at him sideways, smirking knowingly.
“Picked up a few snacks for you”, Nanami smiled and handed you a paper bag.
You opened it with the excitement of a child on christmas morning, “Thank you Kento!”, you took a packet of cookies, “Oh I love these!”.
“I know”, Nanami smiled and sat down on a chair next to yours.
You sat down smiling and put the cookie packet next to your ipad, “Kento is like a snack santa!”, You smiled and scrunched your nose.
Ayaka smiled, “It’s surprising to see you get so happy over .. cookies”.
You were so happy that you didn’t register the sarcasm in her tone, “I mean… Anyone can buy diamonds but not everyone gets me my favorite cookie”, you winked.
Ayaka laughed politely.Gojo didn’t. He sat beside her, rigid as stone, tension radiating off him in sharp, invisible waves. His hands rested on his knees, but his fingers twitched,small, impatient spasms betraying the storm boiling under his skin. His jaw clenched, unclenched, clenched again. He stared at you like he wanted to devour the smile off your face just so no one else could see it. His jaw flexed sharply. His hands curled into fists so tight the veins along his forearms rose. His eyes didn’t blink. Didn’t soften. Didn’t move away.
You didn’t notice, too oblivious in your sweet bliss, the way Gojo’s eyes darkened; how the blue in them sharpened to something cold and feral.
“Great”, You said, “Now that we have a full house let’s begin”. You stood up and dragged an white board from the corner.
Nanami stood up immediately, “Let me help you”, He moved and pushed the board from the other side.
Gojo watched keenly as you thanked him and smiled at him but remained quiet.
The discussion began with an attempt to merge both teams’ research into one cohesive business idea. You took the lead almost naturally, grabbing a marker and sketching out diagrams, flow charts, and rough frameworks across the massive whiteboard. Your handwriting was clean, assertive , the kind that made people pay attention.
Nanami spoke calmly, offering structured, logical points.Gojo countered every single one of them.Not even subtly , he cut in, layered objections over objections, sometimes just to provoke Kento, sometimes because he’d thought of a sharper angle.
Shoko and Geto, against all odds, agreed on nearly everything. Shoko kept giving him suspicious glances as if she couldn't believe the universe was allowing this level of cooperation.
Ayaka, meanwhile, scribbled furiously in her notebook, trying to keep up. Every time she looked up, the board had changed,new arrows, new terminology, new structures. The energy of the room was too quick, too sharp, too… yours. With you there, the pace jumped three levels above what she was used to.
By late afternoon the sun dipped low, casting amber light through the tall windows. The room softened, but the debate between you and Gojo only intensified. He stood beside you, long fingers stained faintly with ink, the cap of the marker between them as he gestured at your diagrams.
“No,wait,” he argued, eyes narrowing in concentration. “If you put the regulatory hurdles here, then this entire model collapses” He tapped the board.
You rolled your eyes. “It doesn’t collapse, Satoru. You’re just not seeing the downstream dependencies.”
He smirked, stepping closer. “Explain it to me then.”
You shouldn’t have shivered at that , but you did.It was just… the tone.
Your voices overlapped, the rest of the room fading into background noise. Nanami, Geto, Ayaka, Shoko , none of them mattered at that moment. It was just you and Gojo in your own little intellectual battleground.
He leaned past you before you could react, reaching for a corner of the board. His chest brushed your shoulder , barely , but his presence swallowed your senses. He was too close, too tall, too warm. His frame caged you in without trying to.
Your breath stalled for a heartbeat.
His cologne , clean, sharp, maddeningly familiar , washed over you. You hated how easily it unbalanced you.
Gojo uncapped the marker with a click, murmuring, “This one , belongs here,” and wrote the idea on the far end of the board.
You could feel the heat of him at your back, too close, too deliberately close. Your hand tightened around your marker.
You stepped back quickly , too quickly , creating space that was larger than necessary. “Yeah… it makes sense,” you muttered, hoping your voice didn’t betray the sudden ache in your chest.
Gojo glanced over his shoulder at you. A slow, knowing smile tugged at the corner of his lips. “Giving up easily l/n?”.
You tossed the marker away, “Any ideas?”, you asked, looking at the group.
Nanami, calm and measured as always, pointed to a gap you and Gojo had been circling around. “If we segment this by urban versus regional demand instead of income tiers,” he said, “the forecasting model becomes cleaner.”
You blinked, processing. Then your face lit up.
“Oh,that’s actually perfect,” you said, delighted. “It simplifies the whole back-end logic.”
Before anyone could react, you lifted your hand. Nanami didn’t hesitate,he smiled softly and high-fived you. A clean, sharp clap echoed through the room.
You didn’t think much of it. Gojo did.His body went still.Not the kind of stillness people notice. The dangerous kind , the kind where all the movement is internal.His jaw flexed once. Then again.He stared at your hand. Then at Nanami’s. Then at the exact spot where they’d touched , like he was calculating pressure points to break.
“Good call, Kento,” you said warmly, grabbing the marker and adding his idea to the board.
Nanami stepped beside you to clarify one of the dependencies. He leaned slightly, peering at your writing , harmless, neutral, completely unromantic.
None of that mattered.Because Gojo was watching the two of you like he was two seconds away from snapping the marker in his hand.
Ayaka raised her pen, “How about we encourage the adoption by partnering up with the government? We can bypass the hurdles”. She said, eagerly.
Gojo turned away from the board and looked at her, Shoko and Geto looked at her blankly too.
“Wai– what? How?”, You asked, partly confused, partly irritated by the suggestion.
Ayaka cleared her throat, “If we partner with the local government then they can push the adoption on the farmers, that way we don’t have to go to farmers directly and not worry about government push-back either”.
“Did you read the research papers I sent yesterday?”. You scoffed, “The problem isn’t the adoption, it’s the regulations around the farming practices”.
Ayaka nodded, “I know but the government can push for adoption an-”.
“Again!”, you said loudly, “It’s not about adoption! We can’t convince the local government if the central government does not allow it!”. You huffed.
Ayaka continued, “y/n I don’t think you’re understanding my point”.
You put the marker down and crossed your arms, “Please explain then”.
“Look.. There are two levels of hurdles, one central and one local. How about instead of going top down we go bottom up? Create a pressure on central regulatory bodies using the local bodies?”.
You smiled, “Why would the central body care about one local body?”.
Ayaka hesitated and looked at Gojo, “Because… they should..”.
You frowned, you were tired of brainstorming ideas and now you had wasted time arguing with her.
“Y/n..”, Nanami spoke up, “Calm down..”, he turned to Ayaka and spoke softly, “That’s not how it works. These orders are strictly top down. I have mentioned it in detail in the research document, please look at it, it would help you understand things better”.
“Thanks Kento..let’s wrap up here for today..”. You sighed and everyone took a breath of relief.
You stared at the board as everyone said their goodbyes and walked out. Too engrossed in the ideas in front of you, you didn’t notice the presence behind you.
“Do you always work even after everyone has left?”.
You flinched and turned back, “Oh.. you’re still here.”.
Gojo stepped forward, “Of course.. What are you thinking y/n?”.
You turned away and flinched back when you realized how close he was standing, “About the debate and the pitch round”. You walked past him and picked up your ipad. “We need to pick teams”.
Gojo chuckled, “You are in charge of roles and responsibilities y/n”.
You looked up from the screen, “Yes and that’s why I’m here”.
Gojo walked over and took your ipad from your hand and looked at it, “Hmmm… seems odd”.
You tried to take it back from him but he simply moved away, raising the ipad a little higher. “Hey!”.
Gojo hummed, “Don’t you think it would be better to put me in the debate round?”.
You glared at him, “Look it’s complicated okay? Debate and pitch happen at the same time and we need at least two in each round.. I think Shoko, me, and Nanami should take the debate and you, Ayaka, and Suguru can do the pitching”.
“Why?”. Gojo smirked, “Is it objective division of roles or..”.
“It’s objective allocation”. You replied confidently.
“How?”, Gojo asked.
You remained quiet for a few seconds, “Look I think we both know that you and I are the strongest so we need to split up. I work best with Nanami and Shoko..I need Shoko for the debate round”.
Gojo smiled, “Take Suguru with you, I will work with Nanami and Ayaka”.
You frowned but then it clicked, it was the best division. Geto was the strongest debater. “I see.. Sure let’s do that”. You smiled.
The smile, Gojo knew, was the polite and formal kind. He didn’t like it. He didn’t want it. He wanted you to see that he was doing it all for you.
Gojo locked the ipad and put it down on the table, he took a step forward and gently held your hand, “I know this is not the ideal situation for you but I promise that I will do whatever it takes to make sure you win”.
You pulled your hand back, “Oh please… don’t pretend like this doesn’t just work out for you”. You turned away and began packing up.
“What do you mean?”, Gojo frowned. When you didn’t reply Gojo stepped forwards and grabbed your arm, “Y/n look at me..”, he begged.
You turned around, anger and hurt evident on your face, “Everything I went through to stay away from you was a waste. I don’t know whom am I more angry at, you or the person who wrote my script! Because working with you is the last thing I want!”.
Gojo gritted his teeth, why were you angry at him when he went through hell to be here with you, “You picked thi-”.
“No I didn't!”, you screamed, finally letting out all the anger inside, “I voted to drop out! The only reason I am here is because Shoko and Nanami wanted this and I will stick by my friends even if it means being in the same room as you!”.
Gojo swallowed painfully. “Why do you hate me so much?”.
“Because–”, You clenched your fist by your side and took a deep breath, “I suffered because of you!”, You looked away to hide the tears threatening to fall, “Forget it..”.
You tried to walk past him but he grabbed your arm, “No tell me!”, Gojo glared down, “I deserve to know the truth of why you hate me!”.
You scoffed, “You want to know the truth? Fine here’s the truth”, you stepped back, “My parents put me on house arrest because of you. My parents hit me because of you. I had to pick a new team and start from scratch because of you. After all that you were living your life blissfully unaware of the hell you brought down upon me”.
Gojo’s blood didn’t just freeze , it curdled into something black and murderous. Your parents hit you?They dared lay a hand on you?
A slow, sickening rage uncoiled inside him, cold at the center and blistering at the edges. He wanted to burn this entire house to the ground, to reduce every wall that ever confined you to charred ash. He wanted to break the hands that touched you, to make them plead for mercy he knew he would never give. His own bruises meant nothing; he would have taken a hundred more if it spared you even one.
“Y/n.. I’m sorry that happened to-”.
“Sorry doesn’t fix shit!”, you screamed, tears rolling down your cheeks.
“Y/n.. please”, Gojo stepped forward, tears lining his eyes, “I didn’t know”.
You chuckled as you wiped your tears, “Of course you didn’t, you were supposed to be my best friend and .. you didn’t know”.
Gojo kneeled slowly in front of you and didn’t stop until he was on both of his knees,“Y/n..please.. I will do anything to fix it..I.. please.. Forgive me”.
You looked down at him and shook your head, “No Satoru.. You can’t fix it.. You can’t pretend like the past few months didn’t happen.. Because it happened to me”.
Gojo shook his head desperately, “no no no.. I know.. Please.. Just tell me how I can make things go back to how they were”.
“You can’t.. You don’t kn-”.
“But I do.. y/n..”, Gojo spoke, he slowly unbuttoned his shirt.
“Satoru what ar-”.
Gojo looked down and continued unbuttoning, “When you asked me to drop out… I tried.. And this happened”. He removed his shirt and exposed his bruise.
Your mouth hung open as you saw the large purple bruise along his side. “Wh– how?”, You asked, eyes still on the bruise.
Gojo never wanted to show this to you. He never wanted to seem weak in front of you. But he had to show you that he tried and failed.. But he tried.
You stared at the bruise running partially over his abs and partially on this back. “Your dad?”.
Gojo nodded as he stood up and buttoned his shirt up, “This was why I couldn’t come to school for a week, I could barely move.. But y/n”, he looked at you, “.. nothing hurt more than knowing that I hurt you.. If you can’t forgive me then at least don’t hate me.. Please give me a chance..”.
"But.. why did he?", You asked, still shaken.
"Because he didn't want me to drop out..", Gojo chuckled sadly.
You stared at him blankly, but the blankness wasn’t cold,it was the disorientation of seeing two versions of the same person collide in front of you. In that moment, you didn’t see the Gojo who hurt you, the Gojo who shattered your trust, the Gojo who became a symbol of everything you wanted to escape. No,he faded, dissolved, disappeared. Instead, you saw the boy you grew up with. Your childhood friend. The one who sat beside you on cold marble steps after you scraped your knee, gently pressing a tissue to the wound while whispering that it would stop hurting soon. You saw the Gojo who would abandon lavish galas and suffocating high-society events, slipping out through back doors in his expensive suit just to sit with you on playground swings because you had a bad day and needed someone—needed him. You saw the boy who spent an entire summer hauling wood and rope, hands blistered and clothes ruined, just to build you a crooked little treehouse because you said you always wanted one.
That Gojo was hurt. Bruised. Shaking not from fear of punishment but from fear of losing you. He was injured because you had asked something of him, because you had begged him for something he could not give, and he had still tried. Tried in the only way he knew how, even if it meant facing consequences that would break lesser people. He had suffered for it, silently, without ever throwing the blame back at you. And now he stood there, wounded and vulnerable, because he couldn’t deny you—not then, not now, not ever.
You raised your hand and gently wiped his tears, “I– I’m sorry I didn’t..”.
Gojo leaned in your palm like he had been starving for your touch, “You have nothing to apologise for.. please.. don’t push me away..”.
You paced around your room, arms folded tight against your chest as though you were holding yourself together by force. That bruise,his bruise,kept replaying in your mind like a haunting image you couldn’t blink away. The purpling skin, the way he’d stood so still while you stared, the tremor in his voice when he admitted he tried… he really tried to give you what you wanted, and he paid for it with pain carved into his ribs.
You were still angry at him. A part of you hated him,resented him, feared what being near him did to your life, hated how easily he could ruin you without even meaning to. But there was another part,small, unwelcome, stubbornly alive,that empathized with him.
Because you and Gojo were not strangers to suffering. You were raised in the same gilded asylum,silk walls, diamond ceilings, and invisible chains. You bore the same burdens, the same suffocating expectations, the same family legacy threaded with power and violence. You carried the same kind of privilege that felt more like a curse than a blessing.
Did you really have the right to pretend you were so different? To separate yourself from the monster you had painted him out to be? When deep down, in places you never acknowledged, you carried the same shadows he did?
Your pacing stopped when a soft knock echoed through the room.“Come in,” you said, wiping your face, straightening your posture.
Two butlers entered with a slight bow. “A package for you, miss.”
You frowned. “Bring it in.”
They rolled in an enormous pink box,taller than your waist and almost comically oversized. They placed it delicately in the center of your room.
“Would you like us to open it for you?” one asked.
“No,” you waved them off. “You may leave.”
They bowed again, retreating quietly and closing the door behind them.
You knelt beside the box, curiosity tugging at your fingertips. A small envelope was stuck on the lid. You pulled it off and opened it.
Something sweet for the bitterness between us..
A soft laugh escaped you,unexpected, reluctant, but real.You lifted the flap of the box.
And then you actually threw your head back and laughed.Inside,stuffed to the brim,were packets upon packets of the exact cookies you had gushed about earlier. So many that it looked absurd, childish, over-the-top… and undeniably Gojo.
You pulled out your phone, unable to hide the smile tugging at your lips as you typed.
y/n: Plan on giving me a stomachache?
His response was instant.
Satoru: Better stomachache than headache :)
y/n: Better headache than a heartache.
Satoru: You’re bitter. Have a cookie :)
Satoru: Send me a photo!
y/n: You want to see me eat a cookie?
Satoru: YES
y/n: Is this a new kink?
Satoru: Wouldn’t you like to know about my kinks ;)
Your cheeks heated despite yourself. You shut it down before he spiraled further.
y/n: Good night.
Satoru: NOOOO
Satoru: Come back!
Satoru: I’m sorry!!
Satoru: sigh good night y/n
You placed your phone down and stared at the mountain of cookies. Maybe you hadn’t forgiven him. But you didn’t hate him either.
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