#allyna

Do you know what the most haunting feeling in this world is? Carrying pieces of intimate memories about someone you once loved so deeply. There are moments when I wish I could rewind everything and somehow fix it all—rewrite the parts that broke me and us. But here I am, a little heart trapped in a big body, chasing something even the universe can’t undo.

With each step I’ve taken, I’ve learned so much from so many people, and yet, most of them never realize that their actions, their words, everything they’ve done—stays with me. Even when things ended in a way that hurt, your good heart and the kindness you showed will never fade. I wish you knew that. I wish I could tell you, but I can’t. So, I keep it inside, as if it’s mine alone to carry.

I wish nothing but happiness for you. We may be walking separate paths now, each of us continuing forward in our own ways, but my love for you will remain. Our story may have ended, but life goes on. And in the quiet corners of my heart, you will always stay.

Take care,

There was a time when we met, and the world seemed to fold in on itself, making room for just us. We were more than what anyone could ever call "friendship goals." We were a force, two souls that clicked effortlessly, as if we were always meant to find each other. It felt like we had something greater than friendship—it felt invincible. And for that, I’ll always appreciate the memories we created, the way we laughed, the way we leaned on each other.

But time, as it always does, reveals what we couldn’t see. As the seasons changed, so did we. Slowly, I realized that the world shows us if we’re truly meant for one another. And though the universe tried to let us meet across distances, I grew tired of always being the one reaching out. Friendship, I thought, should be more like the bond I have with my childhood friends, where the effort is shared, where no one ever feels left behind.

With them, it’s never been a question. It’s never been tiring. And I guess that’s what love in friendship should feel like—balanced, effortless, as natural as breathing.

Yet, here I am, wishing you nothing but the best as you walk your path. Deep down, I’m genuinely happy for the life you’re shaping, for the dreams you’re achieving. Even though we’ve parted, our memories remain etched in my heart. You’ll be one of those stories I tell my children someday, when I speak of the people who made a difference in my life.

AKHIRNYA!! AKU TAU ARTI NAMAKU SETELAH 29 TAHUN!!! :)) DO YOU WANNA KNOW? ;)

Yeay! Akhirnya aku berhasil menemukan arti namaku sendiri gaes! Setelah 29 tahun lamanya!!!

Terniat buat nyari arti dari nama aku sendiri. Tapi sebelum cerita lebih jauh, izinkan aku buat ngucapin terima kasih dulu buat Mama dan Papa yang udah kasih nama yang artinya bagus sekaliii… (ya walaupun aslinya mereka kayaknya gak tau deh arti namaku. Lanjut baca sampai habis yah.. Hahaha)

Ok gaes, THANK…