Based on theseeeeee! Ever since I saw em i knew I needed to put them to use

You come to in a room that is unfamiliar to you. It's gaudy. You are sitting in a canopy bed, and the decor and walls are garishly childish. Big flowers line the sky-colored walls, and there are so many plushies you're surprised they even fit in the room.

You look down at your body after pulling the cover off. You're in a night gown, and your hands don't feel like they belong to you. They move without your input.

You perceive two other people in the room with you, but you can't see them. You get a hint what they think when one of them introduces herself as Alluka and tells you this is her bedroom.

"Where are you, Alluka?" You ask.

"I am you," she replies.

"And who's the other one?" You try again.

"Also you. Same body! Cool, right?"

You recalibrate yourself with this new knowledge and try to lift yourself out of bed. It feels like you must've been sleeping for a thousand years, however, because your legs start cramping the moment you get up.

"Ow, ow, ow, ow." You can't help but vocalize the pain in your thighs and knees and back as you tiptoe to the vanity and look at yourself in the mirror.

A young girl, no older than 11 stands in front of you. She's evidently sickly, if the pain in your body is any measure.

You reach out to see if you can impact your reflection. It reaches back at you. And its face disappears, shifting into something much scarier looking.

"Hello," Nanika says.

"You're me, then." Lightheaded and dazed, you still manage to hold onto this concept, but it's hard when this is so confusing.

"Uh huh. I grant wishes."

"Can you grant my wish, then?" You ask.

"Nope, I only grant them outside my body..." Nanika admits sheepishly.

"Oh, so I...can't go back, huh." It's making even less sense than before.

Alluka pauses your racing thoughts. "You're safe. We're just waiting for my big brother to come hang out with us."

"Who is that...?" "You'll see."

You wait patiently in the room, looking all around Alluka's stuff. She gets the impression her stuff is being invaded, but you have the control, so your curiosity matters most.

For some reason, you don't ever remember being this active. You lose your breath from moving too much and are forced to sit back on the bed.

This is horrible, you think. You don't belong here, you belong somewhere else.

"How do I leave?" You ask the two girls.

"We can't," they reply, shrugging off your question as if they've never considered it before.

"Am I going to be here forever?"

"I unno." Alluka really doesn't know. "Hey, let's eat some candy."

"Candy? Where's that...?" "Drawer, next to the bed."

You are overcome with an urge to go look. Opening the drawer, you see a bag with illegible text on it and bright colors. You figure out how to open the bag with some difficulty and something tells you to pull out three candies, one for each of you.

And you consume one, Alluka consumes the second, and Nanika consumes the third.

For the next hour, the three of you are bored until suddenly your body starts tingling. All the pain that was there before is gone. You find yourself getting in the habit of talking to yourself as you blend with the other two in your head, and soon their individual voices don't sound so distinct anymore. You laugh among yourselves as if you're telling the funniest jokes you've ever heard, and still, you have no idea why you're even here. Your vision is full of beautiful glittering auras resembling gemstones as you peace out to another galaxy.

Eventually, the door opens, and a young boy enters Alluka's room. Is that her brother? He doesn't look much like her, save for the eyes.

"Alluka, I missed you so much! I'm back for a while, so I want to spend lots of time with you." He greets her with a big smile on his face and runs to her bed, hugging her tight.

You feel alarmed by such sudden closeness and push him away. Why is this kid hugging me.

Oh, right--You're Alluka.

We're Alluka. They're Alluka. Alluka is the self you are recognized as in this world. You can't change the body that was built for you, it seems.

Still, this is so disorienting. Alluka's older brother looks hurt by your rejection and you can't comprehend why.

"Is something wrong with you, Alluka? You look sad."

"I can't go home..." You say, sounding defeated.

"This is home. Unless...do you want to run away?" Killua has considered it many times himself.

"No...I'm, um, not Alluka."

"Nanika?" "No."

Assuming she's just playing pretend, Killua isn't sure how to respond. "Okay, uhh, who are you then? Good or evil?"

"Y/n. I don't know what you're talking about..." You look down. The implication you are one or the other or even both is pretty generous. That implies being important and having grand motivations that you just aren't capable of having.

"Okay. Y/n. Are you a princess? A sorceress? An artist?"

"I don't know, but you sound so unserious...I'm actually lost," you reply sincerely.

"Alluka, did you...get possessed by another spirit?" Killua asks.

Alluka moves your mouth. "Yes."

"Well...that's a little awkward. Because I was about to invite you to bathe with me."

No way. There is no way you are doing this. You feel like a cat. No water.

Alluka takes control, pushing you to the back of her mind so you can watch her live. Her and Killua go to the bath, washing off before soaking in the warm tub.

Killua puts bubbles in the bath and the surface is covered in a thick layer of foam. Alluka puts some on your head as you stare on in confusion at the activities you are taking part in. This feels wrong.

But to Alluka, it's innocent. She was born naked, duh.

Killua hugs her tight in the bath, and you reach for the tub to get out.

"Why are you trying to escape? You're never like this.."

"I don't know," Alluka says. "I feel really...nervous and scared."

"Is there a monster in the bath?" Killua asks. You get the impression that means you.

"No, it's just Y/n...They're not used to it yet 'cause they just got here."

"They've never taken a bath before?" "Uh, I dunno?" "Oh."

"I don't want to be here," you say.

Killua sighs. "Okay, we can get out..." He really sounds disappointed, like he's been waiting forever to do this with Alluka. You feel indignant shame for disrupting their playtime.

The two of you get out of the bath and Killua first wraps a towel around you, then himself. He dries off on the bathmat, his feet not wanting to touch the cold tile yet.

You just kind of stand there, waiting for him to be done. Then the both of you put on the change of clothes you had brought.

You feel pretty in your outfit. The pink and green harmonize well. Killua helps you do your hair the same way it's done every day.

"Do you really want to leave, Alluka?" He asks you.

"Y/n. And yes. I get the feeling this life is not the one I want." You're honest.

"I can take you far away. No problem. But Alluka has to say it's okay, too."

"It's okay." Alluka this time.

Killua ruffles your hair. "I'll take you on an adventure, then. Tell me where you wanna go."