@ducknotinarowâ (Raven) from HERE
Raven expected the lash out with him throwing thing back at her. She just let him throw his little fit either way like he said why would she care anyway these werenât new words to her she had heard all this before, not necessarily from Qrow. Until the end of that, she blinked and stared at her brother a moment. As he seemed to take noticed of what he said as well. Was that really a surprise though? that Qrow felt that way when it came to summer. Looking back that made sense and seemed heâd been still holding a flame for their late team mate all this time even in her death. Raven thought before she went to speak up. âLove or not Summer had her mind set it doesnât matter who cared or how much they cared, she left.â cold and uncaring that was just Raven wasnât it? âSay even if you did find her would that have been enough? you know how stubborn she could be under that smile, when she was determined you know how she got. How does any of that fall on to your shoulders?â
âIf you did find her would that have been enough?â
That was the million lien question now wasnât it? Would it have been enough? Would HE have been enough to stop it? Qrow didnât know and it was the fact that he hadnât even tried to know that ate him alive.Â
âIt doesnât matter.â His voice strained and defeated. âIâll never know because I didnât try harder. I quit searching because... because I knew I had things back here... someone had to... to...â
The words died in his throat. Raven didnât know the truth, no one did. He couldnât expect her, or anyone else for that matter, to understand what was going on in his head... or his heart... right now.Â
âOne of us had to make sure we were here... for... for her... It should have been Summer. She deserved that much, but instead she got me...â It was very clear now that Qrow was referring to entirely different âsheâ at this point. Thatâs what was killing him inside more than anything, the fact that the wrong person survived, the wrong person was given the time.Â
âSummer was more selfish than she realized. I guess I rubbed off too much on my partner over the years...â
Sometimes Qrow wondered if he really was any different than Raven... despite years of trying to convince himself he was.

















