#all:bea

COLD NICE MAN, COLD

Look.  That question is rude and unfair, okay.

@beasmythe said:

Story of my life.

HUNTER: Happy possibly belated birthday. I didn't realize it was today.

BEA: All I did was nurse a hangover with lots of junk food - nothing special. Thank you though!

This is super unfair.  

As much as I love Bea, and having a sister….Sebastian.  He’s my twin.  

Wow, okay. You know what, I trust pretty easily.  Maybe it’s naive, maybe I just want to believe the best in people.  But mostly it’s because I think if you give people a chance, most of the time, they won’t want to disappoint you.  Don’t get me wrong, some do.  Some don’t even realize they have.  Some do it by accident.  And then there are the people who do it on purpose, to take advantage.  Because they think it makes you look a certain way.  But really, only my actions reflect me.  Theirs reflect them. I am only responsible for myself.

But if I need to name someone, I feel like I could say Sebastian here.  Because he’s my twin.  And he’s done everything, or so it feels like sometimes, and I could benefit from his experiences.  

But also Bea.  Because she is my sister, she has known me the longest of anyone (besides Seb) and I sometimes think trusting her makes more sense than trusting Sebastian.  

I trust Hunter to never lie.  Sometimes you need a friend like that; even when it’s difficult.  

And I trust Belle. 

STÉ: Sorry I missed your birthday. I got sent out of town suddenly.

Bea: my grandmother looks at me like she thinks i need to go to church

HUNTER: Do you think you need to go to church?

Bea: fCUK I PUNCHED MYSELF I NTHE FACE.

Sté: wait....what?

BEA: brb, descending into hell.

HUNTER: Welcome to the dark side. We have cookies.