Apology
Im not sure if this will do any good, I realized my actions were very bad. I answered an anons question without even taking into consideration that my response was bad.
I really should of thought more into what i was responding to then to let my personal feelings out like that. I had no right. Yes Im allowed to express how i feel about others but I really could of done it in a better way then what i did.
Even though I said sorry about a dozen times, it was doing nothing, I understand that now. and this may be pointless but I really want to give it one more.
I acted very immature, asking for feedback and once i got negativity I handeled it like I did months ago. But I dont want to delete this blog, I dont want to be hated for my actions either. I just want people to know that im not perfect, and I screwed up badly.
If i could, i would go back and reverse whats been done. Though sadly I dont have that kinda power. So all i can do is say Im sorry, and improve myself as time continues. I was immature, and I couldnt handle negative feed back as much as i thought i could. But that will change. I will change. For the better and for you guys.
The last thing i wanted to do was to make my blog a war zone and delete it. The las thing i wanted is for you guys to see that side of me. And for that I will make sure to not let that happen again.
To all things tmnt: Im sorry for that response, it wasnt necessarry, and Ill own up to that, I was being the ass hole, and bully. Even though at the time i didnt see that, i see it now. I really do respect you in a lot of ways, and someday I hope to be close to your level. Please keep reaching your goal in life. Honestly you deserve the love you get. I may not like you but I dont flat out hate you. I seriously wish you the best with school and with your blog.
To the Anons: Thank you for your feedback, I appreciate it so much, I read text very wrong so when i read them, i was getting defensive. Instead i should of went back and reread my response to see what you guys saw. You were right. I was just being a defensive jerk to see that. Im very sorry for my actions. I hope to handle your responses better next time.
My blog is for me yes, but i need to keep in mind that its for you guys as well. I thought i was mature, but this really opened my eyes to see that im still like i was months ago with my other blog.
I cant handle hate
I cant handle when im wrong
But im going to make that change.
Im determined to handle hate in the best manner that i can
Im going to learn to come to terms and admit that im wrong
And I will do best to keep my personal feelings towards others away from anything that has to do with this blog.
again Im sorry for my actions, and I wish to make things better. Please dont give up on me just yet. Ill make sure that i’ll handle such things better.
No im not leaving tumblr forever, im just leaving when i need to.
Okay, I think i done my damage here...
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