#alanzaveriedit

No matter how much we think we're fooling people, our bodies... they can't keep lying the way our minds can. Mine stopped lying a long time ago. I've just been hollow. You know, I thought if I worked hard enough, if I kept putting the time in, and if I kept my head down, you know, did everything right, this aching, gnawing feeling of being an absolute failure would just go away. And now I'm stuck with a body that is broken and in a world that is literally falling apart. And a mind that... a mind that wants to kill me.

RUSSIAN DOLL ⇢ 2x07 | MATRYOSHKA 

-Snowdrops, Louise Gluck

Fuck you! That might be the last thing you ever say to me. Seriously. This time, we might die and not come back. Maybe I'll kill myself just to fuck you over. Well, that's what I did, and look where it got us. You are the most selfish person I have ever met. Thank you for changing my life. Lives are hard to change.

Stay with me. Fuck you! That might be the last thing you ever say to me. Seriously. This time we might die, and not come back. Maybe I’ll kill myself just to fuck you over. Well, that’s what I did and look where it got us. You are the most selfish person I have ever met. Thank you for changing my life. Lives are hard to change.

The universe is trying to fuck with me, and I refuse to engage. Do you hear me? I won’t do it!