“We’re all mad”, they say. Perhaps they are right. A friend of my who is a psychiatrist, ask me once to do a test, because she was in fact doing a survey. At the end, when she had sll the resoults, she told me I did well and congrats me, because I was one of the few whos mental charactersistucs were not crosiing the line and becoming an illness. Many people had so expressed characteristics yet they were unfamiliar with psicho therapy. Many of tham had a poor knowledge and awearness of themsrlvess, too. She said, she did expect similar resoults. The reality realy is like that.

Once I have dedicate my time to learn more about myself and become aware, I feel more fresh, calm, like I have more control, like I am more prepared, and most importantly - I have started to enjoy life more.

There is only one problem. Being aware or becoming wiser, changes the way you see your surounding but also, ask of you to change frineds, places, goals. For instance, 2 years ago my friend and I, we had the simmilar way of thinking, reaching goals, chosing goals, opinions about what friendship is, what are the priorities in life etc. After this period so much have changed as far as I’am concerned. Everything that I mentooned above, everything was totally different in my mind, because I have decided for my mind and heart to grow, because I did not wanted to just live an empty life, but instead to learn more, to expand my knowledge, to find my piece, to level up. But, my friend, she decided to take it slow, she also thinks psicho therapy and meditation is not nececery (not to say bulshit). So in the end, her mind is almost at the same position two years ago. Almost nothing changed. So, for me, as time goes, our friendship fades, because the differences between us are so big and they will just continue to grow. No wonder they sey: “Be friends with those who are simmilar to you.” I like to deshipher that as they ment to say “Be friends with those who are thinking and developing with the simmilar speed or way like you do.” So I guess it is natural to change friends as you progress mentaly. You just have the natural urge to be be surounded with people you can learn from so you can become smarter and enjoy your life’s zen.