Man I swear going outside for me feels like when you walk around in a video game on low health, tunnel vision, heavy breathing, blood splattered on the UI because you feel like you are cooking alive in your clothes even if its not hot out ,just because your system runns so damn hot just to exist. Ringing in your ears like the world is just a big goddamn flashbang that constantly lowkey burns your rednas as you blast music to be as distracted as possible while your shoes feel like hot coals, rubbing open your blistering skin, teeth grinding ,jaw locked while the exessive sweat makes you want to rip off all your clothes.
Of course not all outings are like this but they often feel that way ,especially when carrying stuff or just wearing too many layers that day/ weather conditions. (I never know how many layers to wear because Im always either too cold or too warm)















