#agere thoughts

where are my transmasc little boys who didn't grow up being boyish or a tomboy? who liked to play with dolls and 'girl' toys in their childhood and still do in their little space?

because hi!! you're valid! it doesn't mean you're 'doing it wrong' or that you're 'not trans enough', it's YOUR regression and YOUR space, play and dress and act however you feel most comfortable and safe<3

「 ☁︎ regressing has become part of my nighttime routine atp ... 」

⟡ ꒱ I love laying down in my bed after a long day and letting myself get all small ,, rubbing my eyes as I hold Wallow (my whale stuffie) in my arms ,, and snuggle deep under my weighted blankie n' into my pillows. ⌣

⟡ ꒱ In that dark comfy place ,, that safe harbour where it's okay to be little ,, bad thoughts & insomnia can't reach me. I can simply think of running along the seashore in lil vintage striped bathers ,, collecting sparkling sea glass and feeding the friendly seagulls — or sliding around the wooden floors of a big old house in my stockings ,, the scent of tea and freshly made biscuits hanging in the air — or maybe even just laying down like I am irl ,, except in a ship with a big thick quilt n' the hull creaking comfortingly as the sea rocks me to sleep ! ⌣

⟡ ꒱ I can even imagine Mister Lukas (my fictional cg) saying things to help me sleep ;; "It's time to sleep now, lad. Tomorrow is gonna be a brand new adventure and a little sailor like you needs to get plenty of rest for it, yeah? Don't pout now." *forehead kiss* "I'll stay right here with you to make sure you're safely shipped off to Dreamland. Ah- don't worry, I'll be here when you get back too. Rest now, lad. I've got you." ⌣

(Sometimes I have a lil cry ,, but that's okay ,, I just remind myself that big emotions are hard and it's not shameful to let it out when I need to.)

Cat caregiver with such a heavy abundance of fur that you can hide in it as they purr, prideful and fond

Cat caregiver that treads swiftly around you, careful not to step on you on any of your things, but keeping close as they weave into your space

Cat caregiver that brushes up against you instead of holding your hand, guiding you towards places by gently pressing into your body and gesturing to where they want to go

- Getting tucked into your seat and buckled up with a gentle kiss to your nose

"Ready for our adventure little one?"

The gentle rocking of the car soothing you till everything feels dreamy and soft around the edges

Holding your stuffie to the window and pretending they can fly, making "whoosh" sound effects so your Cg giggles

Mama/Papa humming along to quiet music

Finally being lulled to sleep, the feeling of being scooped up and carried back inside when the journey is over

little!regressor who sits with their big sibling while they play video games with their friends

little!regressor who follows their big sibling around the house because their just so cool

little sibling who loves to play with their big sibling's stuff

Little and middle regressors who just love ecahouther so much, they are a close family

While no new content for mommy Sofia, watching USS Callister with Dylan 🦕📺

Maybe we get cosmic brownies to match with it 🍫🌌

CW: adult sci-fi show (Black Mirror)

oh to have a friend group that takes care of me when I'm regressed. Just need that belonging and acceptance that feels like family.

「 ☁︎ just a boy and his silly lil daydreams ... 」

⟡ ꒱ I've never once rlly wished I was rich or saw having lots of money as something particularly desirable in anything beyond the comforts of financial security .. yet .. I constantly yearn for big old houses/manors. as someone born into a generationally poor family ,, actually living in such a residence at any point is surely close to impossible - but - I can still daydream. so I do ! ⌣

⟡ ꒱ I daydream about exploring ;; climbing nice wooden staircases ,, padding across long hallways as I babble to myself ,, letting curiosity take me into several rooms I don't often see (such as unused bedrooms or storage areas) ,, feeling comfort twist in my belly at all of the old items & furniture that adorn each space ,, maybe having some staff that doubles as a cg when I'm lil too !! like a butler who helps me get dressed n' keeps me company/comforts me when I'm struggling ,, and a private chef who makes me the yummiest foods n' lets me help when I'm especially eager ! etc etc !!! ⌣

⟡ ꒱ oh and it would be soso perfect if it was by the sea ! I'm forever a seaside boy at heart and I can only imagine the overwhelming joy I'd feel as the haar (sea fog) drapes the grounds ,, I'd go out rlly early in the morning just to run through the damp mist ,, and probably be chased back inside once people realise I'm out so I don't catch a cold hehehe ! ⌣

(dreamy sigh)