#agent's partner

the utter fear I had for a split second yesterday was something I never expected to experience the fear of loss felt closer than ever although it also felt like it would never come through my tight grip, I could never let someone like that go i care too much for my own good sometimes this is not one of those times i could never love someone else as much not even if I tried dont feel bad, you held back you shall forever be worth more than anything to me i love you so much sleep well, my love

god, their humming is beautiful

if you had asked me a few years ago, I would have told you that I do infact wish for sexual intimacy like any stupid teen my age would have but nowadays, I yearn for those moments where both me and my partner are truly happy in each other's presence the non-sexual intimacy of just letting them rest in my arms, just letting them be them self around me. thats what I want. i want to be close to them, as close as I can, in any moment, no need to prep or have it be cause for celebration. i just want to see them happy, that's what makes me happy. i love you, cloudy

oh to be able to make someone you love melt in your arms the love I feel from that vulnerability the care that eminate cloudy, I love you so much, I will always be there for you to be able to melt in my arms