Covered in multiple crosses he's forced to live with the memory of the past life he had before becoming a priest and forced to live with the fact he can never fully leave his old life behind

When he does get a reply, it was when amphinomus finds leodes wandering the gardens late at night, candle in his hand to help his navigate despite the lanterns still lit among the garden paths. When amph finally catches up he asks why leodes is out so late and at first he doesn't get a respond until they reach a bench, leodes sits down, placing the candle on the floor. Amphinomus settles next to him, deciding that leodes might just want some quiet company. Then leodes admits he's struggling to sleep. The prophecies are like night terrors to him, there's multiple different outcomes that come in his sleep and he can't figure out which one is the path they'll go, it terrifies him. Amphinomus doesn't entirely understand because he's not a prophet or sorts but he did know that when he was younger he had pretty nasty nightmares, his mother would hold him and comfort him till he slept.. So he decided leodes needed that too. When he reached for leodes he instantly jerked away but relaxed into him as amph pulled him closer and eventually he was calm enough to go back to bed and get some rest. After that leodes was more welcoming to amph but not enough to get a genuine conversation out of him. He'd usually offer amph his undrunken wine, or left over food on his plate, or some bracelets that he has that are too big for his wrist. But amph didn't mind he actually liked leodes the most

(I'm not dragging ppl who do ship Mel with anyone I rlly don't care if you do it just not my cuppa tea)