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I wrote a poem a bout her, I think she said she was a poet or something and I thought maybe I should impress her with some writing skills. She is probably 1000x better than me. Her mind is something else, a different universe. I see stars and galaxies flow through the curls in her hair. Her eyes are black holes of attraction that draw me in and make me nervous while writing what I felt inside. 

It talked about

How people constantly try to tear her down, try to hate her for her beautiful mind and figure. She came into this world a pure soul, she tries to bring sunlight and positivity into the world everyday so why do they dislike her? It doesn't make since why people try to bring down the best of us. She doesn't deserve that. 

How she is fun loving. She may seem cool, calm, and collective but inside she is goofy and messes up like any other person. I only know because I follow her on snapchat. She acts crazy in the good, funny, cute way. She does that lip syncing shit everyone does with they snapchats too, she has a beautiful voice but just syncs to the song instead. She deserves a choir with those lip syncing snapchats. That would be an awesome snapchat to be honest. 

How even though she is happy on the outside but I feel she is tired on the inside. Behind every beautiful smile comes a few tears. Sometimes the frowns and tears condition your face to look better when you have a smile on it. Im kidding but I think you get what Im trying to say. I wish I could take a bunch of pictures of her smiling to let her know how great her happiness is to me. She struggles from here and there but she works through them. Wither it be through writing poems she gets through it. I dont know how she does it but it gives me hope for myself if a girl like her could do it maybe I could push through and do it too. Maybe even with her if I am lucky. Maybe thats why I am so nervous to say something. She is up right now writing more poems, probably with that same smile on her face. I wish I could take a picture of it. She deserves to take a nap and a massage for her hard work through the good and the bad. 

How she slick reminds me of a pokemon card. Let the nerd in me speak out. Their are some cards you get that you know will always be rare and you wouldn't let anyone touch that card in your collection. I just imagine me as a kid not wanting anyone to hurt her or something, she is something rare you dont run into many women like her these days if you ask me. I would say if she was a pokemon card she would be the holographic charizard I wouldn't trade her for the world. 

Going back to us being kids I put at the bottom of the poem one of those if you like me check yes or no things at the end. Childish? Yes. Its 2016 niggas cant get away sending love letters or do you like me notes anymore. It makes me sad that basically our generations idea of love comes down to DMs and how many followers you have on Instagram. I wanna go back to that time where we honestly had to approach someone and tell them 100% how you feel about them instead of playing games through social media and text to get you down for somebody. I wanted to throw it back for this girl, to make it geniune. To make it real, I dont want to be fake to this girl. Again, is it childish? Yes. Did she like it? She thought it was cute at least.

The stoner in me kept a copy of it and rolled a blunt with it. Just getting high to your own poetry makes it feel more real. Made me think of her more though. I cant get past her to be honest. I dont know why but I like that I dont know why. The mystery of it all just excites and attracts me. Maybe one day we can chill though I hope to take her on a date one day. I just imagine her playing in my hair while we lay down on a couch watching Netflix.....but no chill at the end because her playing in my hair just makes me want to fall asleep with her instead. I would hope she would keep playing with my hair in my sleep too, so I can probably think of her in my dreams. 

For now I gotta wake up and face the reality. Maybe that will happen maybe it wont. A man can only dream right. I at least would be cool if she told me the date was perfect or something. Hopefully she will write a poem back, so we can just dream together and never have to wake up from it. Maybe thats what love is a dream written by the Universe made specially for two people only. 

Dream or not, I hope neither of us ever change, because she is an amazing woman.....and me.....im just a regular ass nigga.

(Thanks for reading if you did)

The actual poem/song this is based on