#afton

-let’s be so real for a minute and put on tha thinking cap

-his sister was his dad’s favorite, and that same sister chose “strangers” over him, so like.. I don’t think this guy had a very comforting childhood.

-I believe the closest thing to real comfort he got was praise when he did good.

-good grades? A high five! Yk what I mean.

-he doesn’t remember what being held feels like, and he doesn’t want to.

-he doesn’t want to like it, thus be dependent on it.

-but then there’s you. Perfect you.

-patience is something his s/o must have. He’s tough to crack.

-he has a bad habit of keeping things to himself until it all erupts. And it happens a LOT.

-he’s so convinced you’d leave because of it, that he’s too scared to get comfortable.

-he doesn’t want to lose control by being dependent on you, not when he’s hurt so much already.

-it takes a long time for him to get used to you. To give a piece of control to you.

-he loves you, don’t get me wrong, but you’re too good to be true.

-he thinks love is earned, and he has done nothing but push you away.

-cuddling eventually turns into something daily, and he stops pulling away from your hand.

-he leans into it instead..

-you’re too good for him, so now that he’s finally grown dependent on you, he needs you to stay.

-laying you down onto the bed, letting your hands tangle in his hair as he towers over you. His thrusts aren’t gentle, but they’re driven by a need to please you.

-praise is comfort.

-he wants to hear how good he is, because maybe then, you’ll stay.