endings & new beginnings : timeless reading ♡
˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 1 ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 2 ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳ pile 3
— [♡] hello everyone and welcome to my first PAC reading! today's reading is one that i've been wanting to do since i've noticed recently, a lot of people have been moving out or leaving things that no longer serve them (especially since leo season just started) and also those who are living out their best life as well! this reading is timeless though, take what resonates and simply ignore what doesn't. this is your life, and you better be healthy to yourself ♡
this is only for entertainment purposes, and you are still in control of your own fate and destiny no matter what. ♡
back of the deck: king of pentacles
cards: the world (reversed), x of pentacles, the devil, judgement (reversed), ix of swords, ix of wands, ace of pentacles (reversed)
tw: hints of mental health issues and unhealthy coping
— currently, or perhaps in the past, you may have had to hinder your future and your goals for family or friends, this relationship has been really close, or this situation was possibly even caused by a generational practice. you had to live in survivor mode and you felt overwhelmed by everything, this most likely let to you having either bad self-image or low self esteem, some of you may have had to cope in ways that if you were perhaps more lucid, it wouldn't be something you would be okay with. but this felt like your responsibility, and bigger than your world, and that's a very heavy burden. whatever you may have had to do to cope, was to survive, to live another day, and you deserve to forgive yourself and better yourself from there. it is not the end of the world, my love. at this moment, no matter what is happening around you right now, you are safe here, and you can take off the responsibilities you had or once had here, even for just a moment.
on the bright side, though, things may take a turn for you soon or it already has. either an abundance of opportunities will/has enter your life and lift yourself from this situation and live anew, or an opportunity will bring you an abundance of possibilities. here, you will have control of your life, live the way you want, act the way you want, and attract abundance from there. you're going to feel safe and at ease, and be able to rest like a newborn baby. i am so excited for you pile 1!! ♡
back of the deck: iii of wands (reversed)
cards: knight of swords, ii of swords (reversed), the hermit (reversed), the world, iv of pentacles (reversed), queen of swords (reversed), wheel of fortune (reversed)
— i think you've been feeling very weak and unmotivated, but you've been running away from something, something you know you've been having unfinished, and in turn you sacrifice your own true self in turn. you have been neglecting yourself and your views, your light to escape this and you already know what it is. you need to face this, and come into terms with this, and put an end to this, or simply find peace with it, and then you will find a new beginning. you find your world will be turned upside down, but since you have been resisting this, i will just tell you the rewards on the other side for putting your sword down and moving on.
an ambitious, independent and righteous soul emerges out from the fog, and everything you touch, it blooms beautifully. you will find abundance and control over your life again, and what you wished for your future self to be will be better with time. you will stop running away and stop living with regrets and unfinished business and grudges. you know better now, and you know what you can do to help yourself now. you live for yourself, and you stand up for yourself, and you are true to yourself. you live in peace.
back of the deck: ace of swords (reversed)
cards: ix of cups (reversed), iiv of swords (reversed), ii of cups, vi of wands, the high priestess, iii of swords
— this wasn't supposed to be a love reading, but i think this pile has finally realized they've fallen in love with someone or are starting to feel that spark. but since you can't cope with it, or you don't bask in it, or maybe you don't want to be in love, you are choosing to withdraw, evade or look away because you're still in the same place. you can't move away from it. because when love finds you, it will chase you down and you cannot run away from it. and all you do is stay still and keep quiet about it, because you don't know what to do anymore. you feel helpless.
"there are three things you cannot hide. a cough, poverty , and love. the more you try to hide it, the more it will be revealed."
soon, you will need to make a decision of a lifetime, because this seems to hold a lot of meaning to you. you are going to let go of this burden and this feeling you've been trying to force away and avoid. this means you either confess or come into terms that you've fallen for this person. and this isn't easy, i know, but you end up doing one of them, but once you do, and i can't guarantee you'll be given a yes, you won't have any regrets anymore. it's heavy, and it might be lonely, but either way, whether they feel the same way or reject you, it will be worth it in the end. i really wish the best for you, pile 3. you can do this!
bonus: channeled song ❦ fallen by lola amour
