#adoreyou

Thank you for the memories, 2025. I didn’t expect to have a moment like this. I know I’m not sure at first, but this year made me realize all my fictional thoughts, are not just mere thoughts. I do love and care this person. That no matter I let go and I prayed to keep this person away from me na, because of all the past hurts, (siyempre di niya alam na iniyakan ko siya) the Lord will always make moments to be with him. Not on his best moments tho (uod moments), I was the trying hard “to be someone’s Iris” in his life.

…everything feels like a movie. yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive.

So here I am, letting all these films go, cos I can’t alter the prequel.

“and I don’t want the world to see me, co’z I don’t think that they’ll understand.”

“when everythings made to be broken, i just wan’t you to know who i am.”

-your iris.

Hoping a better 2026 for both of us!

Thankful and always grateful for your life! 💙

CUT!!! 📽️🎞️

Just for an update to my "You can't have it all" post, Dahil matatapos na muli ang taon na to (2024) and andami kong highlights from the previous post na di ko akalain ma-uunfold sa taon na ito na di ko akalain ma ooverwhelmed ako sa new chapter na ito.

#1 ... (Praying to pass this December!) at may LPT na ako sa pangalan ko!

Answer: Yes, po nakapasa po ako ng Licensure Examination for Professional Teacher (To God be the Highest Glory!) September 2023 Passer and part po ng Lucky 777777. And thankful sa lahat ng provision ng Lord sa buhay ko kasi I get to treat and have a nice bond with my mother for the first time dahil sa pagkapasa ko na ito.

#2 sana mabigyan na din ng klaro ang calling ko sa mundo kung pagiging public servant lang ba o pagiging guro.

Answer: Yes, 50/50 ata, Finally I got a permanent position after 7 years in the service and di ko din akalain na makakakuha ako. Andaming anxieties na naganap bago pa man pero, grabe talaga ang Lord sa buhay ko na napakafaithful talaga! (nagbunga ang pag OOT) HAHAHAHA Pero half ang feelings and still wandering dahil now I'm having my masters degree in education at hindi ko alam kong matatapos ko pa ba? (I'll just leave this question here)

#3 ... Pero still praying na sa 2024 na talaga dumating na siya

Answer: Wala pa din po siya. At patuloy na magtatanong kung anong taon siya dadating HAHAHAHAHAHA Suko na talaga ako. Minsan ay dumadating din sa punto na naiisip ko na wala talaga, masokista talaga ako. Pero kapag naiisip ko lahat ng mga blessings at sagot na natatanggap ko sa Lord, bumabalik yung "HOPE" na it will be REALLY WORTH IT! WAITING MATTERS! <3

"My Ephesians 3:20 kind of love SEE YOU SOON! (2025)

November 11, 2024; 10:25 pm

wanna reblog this but it has 666 notes and i just can’t ruin that

Oh, when you look at me like that, my darling, what did you expect?

I‘d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck

"Love makes you weak, love makes u miserable"

have you ever loved someone as deep as even listening to their problems gives you wet eyes, like how can just thinking of some ones else's thing make you cry? the much I remember, I rarely have cried on my own stuffs, being mentally strong at a young age was a true blessing for me ig, but idk the when I developed crying, idk when I developed giving a fuck, idk when I became so weak.. idk when I started to love them so deep.