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           These thoughts ran through your head as you prepared for the day ahead of you, and you made a special effort to groom yourself, making sure that your skin was as soft and supple as it smelled sweet. Finally finishing your warm shower and grooming process, you stood in front of the bathroom mirror with your towel wrapped around your wet body and started to dry your hair all the while thinking I wonder what he sees in me?

          Don’t be mistaken, you knew that you were beautiful, and that you were cute, but Kihyun always described you as sexy in addition to those two, a word that you never thought would describe you. He wasn’t the first one either; your two previous partners had also called you sexy, but not nearly as much as Kihyun did. Kihyun seemed to worship your body as if you were the Goddess of beauty and sensuality herself, but weirdly enough never did more than kiss you on the forehead, which confused you. On the one hand, he kept telling you how sexy you were and how beautiful your body was, but on the other hand, he never seemed to want you in that way; not that you didn’t appreciate him choosing to wait for when you were ready, but he never so much as kissed you, not like the characters in the books you read kissed someone they were attracted to.

          Having dried and styled your hair, you went to your room, sat on the bead and started to think back on your experiences of that kind, already feeling your face heating up from just thinking about those types of lewd things. You had only had three sensual experiences; one with Jae and two with Hwan, and while your experience with Jae almost made you swear to celibacy, Hwan was a better experience. 

                                                     * * * * *

          Jae was your first love, and your first heartbreak. You two had started dating in high school, and you gave him your heart and soul; all you asked was that he’d wait for your body, and he promised that he would, and for a bit, everything was perfect. You two were inseparable. He’d take you to the library to study three times per week and would take you to go get ice cream after every big exam regardless of your grades, and you were at all his games. Things were fine until about a year into the relationship. It started as light teasing that had hints of perverted thoughts but it eventually grew into him openly pressuring you to give him your innocence. He even cheated on you, and when you’d confronted him after ignoring his calls and messages, instead of apologizing like you thought he was contacting you to do, he’d blame his actions on you not wanting to give in to him, and like the love sick idiot you were, you eventually gave in, expecting that it would fix things. 

          If only you knew. Instead of fixing things, it made it worse. Actually doing it was an uncomfortable and short process. Jae didn’t seem to care much about making you feel good and it only lasted about 5 minutes. You felt good for a short time when he touched your chest, but he didn’t do it for long because according to him you “didn’t have enough to play with anyway and he just wanted to make you wet”, whatever that meant... The only good thing about it was that his member was not nearly as big as you had read in the books. Then he broke up with you the next day, and you went through the process of hurting and moving on for a year, then took another year long break from dating.

          Then you met Hwan. Hwan was nicer than Jae, both in terms of physical beauty and character. He was more gentle and understanding, and he didn’t even bring up these perverted topics around you until a year and a half into your relationship. Even then, he was in no rush to  make you his in that kind of way. Even though you were happy at first, you grew more insecure that you would lose him too if you didn’t satisfy him like that, so after two years, you made the decision. You came home early from work one day and made a delicious dinner, groomed yourself, put on some sensual music and even bought lingerie which you had on waiting for him to come home. According to most of the books you read, that would be sure to work. 

          When he walked through the door he immediately commented on how good the food smelled and was about to say something else but stopped mid sentence when he saw you. He was surprised at first but then, instead of happiness, you saw concern in his eyes and immediately felt that  familiar pang of regret weighing heavy on your chest. He didn’t want you, you were too forward and had possibly messed up a great relationship. You hung your head in shame and began to apologize but you were suddenly cut off by Hwan’s tender kiss on your forehead. He apologized for making you feel bad and then explained that he was just shocked and that you looked so beautiful, so different, that he was at a loss for words and knowing about your past encounter he knew how hard dressing up for him must have been for you all the while peppering your face and cheeks with soft kisses until he heard you giggling softly. Once that was cleared up, he actually told you to keep the outfit, that you looked gorgeous in it and that if you’re still up for it he can make you feel good later. You agreed and the two of you sat down to have dinner and you noticed that Hwan could barely keep his eyes off you long enough to eat.

          After the two of you had finished cleaning up, you made your way to the bedroom where Hwan was still an absolute gentleman. He closed the door behind the two of you and locked it even though you were all alone and he started to kiss you gently. It felt good and you eventually started to relax slightly. He ran his hands along the length of your arms and it tickled slightly, which made you giggle yet again and you heard Hwan’s deep chuckle as the kiss was finally broken. You looked up at Hwan and immediately felt your face heat up. His usually honey brown eyes were so darkened that they were now a deep hazel. He held your chin softly between his thumb and index fingers and tilted your head upwards so that you could look into his beautiful eyes and asked if you were sure you wanted this, to which your response was an almost inaudible but firm “yes.” 

          He seemed satisfied with your answer and carried you to the bed then began to kiss you again, so lovingly and gently that it was almost as if he were afraid that he would break you. Feeling brave in that moment, you lifted your hand and ran it up the length of his back and into his soft curly hair and then back down to his hips, hoping that you were doing the right thing, and it seemed to work because as Hwan wrapped your legs around his waist and you could feel his hardened member which seemed to be noticeably bigger than Jae’s and that worried you for a bit as you didn’t know if it would fit. However, as Hwan began to gyrate his hips, his member began to rub against your barely concealing lace covered core and it began to feel good, even better than you felt when Jae was touching your chest and you became embarrassed that you would have such a thought. 

          You hid your face to hide your blush but Hwan took your hands away and placed them at your sides because he wanted to see your face. He then started to travel down with his kisses and you found yourself making a very lewd sound when he got to the crook of your neck, making you go even redder with embarrassment; how could you make such a noise? Hwan didn’t seem to mind though, he just kept going lower till he got to your mounds, and unlike Jae, took his time playing with them, which much to your embarrassment made even more lewd noises come out of your mouth. 

          Thankfully, he hadn’t seemed to notice and just continued to make his way down to your waistband, then made his way back up and started to move his hips again making a strange knot like sensation form in the pit of your stomach. He then slowly slid your panties to the side and slipped a long slender finger into your core, then another which made you feel full down there but you adjusted almost immediately and found your body moving along his fingers until he stopped and, yet again, you found yourself blushing at your own dirty thoughts as you wished that he hadn’t stopped when he did. 

          They were quickly replaced with his member though, which was then confirmed to be much bigger than Jae’s as he very abruptly thrust the entire thing in you, making you scream loudly. For some reason this time hurt more than the first and you no longer felt that knot like feeling in your stomach, but Hwan told you that it would stop hurting eventually and feel really good. The pain eventually lessened but it didn’t feel as good as Hwan had described and he stopped playing with the rest of you body once he was inside you. You were less embarrassed now that you weren’t making these lewd noises, but you couldn’t really move as Hwan had pinned your body beneath his so you just laid there whiled he moved with quick and shallow movements then slow and deep and then back to quick and shallow. 

          Every time he moved slowly, you’d feel the strange feeling in your stomach returning again but not as strong as before and it would only be for a short time before is movements sped up again. You didn’t know how long it had been but you were beginning to get sore down there and hoped that he was close. Hoping to bring him there closer you started to bring your hips to meet his and much to your delight, the feeling started to come back so you decided to keep moving that way, but, just as it got really strong Hwan suddenly stilled and removed himself from you before spurting a warm gooey liquid all over your stomach. He kissed you then went to the bathroom and returned with a cloth which he used to clean you up, then went to bed. 

          You stayed up for a bit after that wondering if that’s how these kinds of activities would always go, then went to shower and go to bed. The second time that the two of you made love was pretty much similar to the first time and by then you’d made up your mind that that was what these things were like in real life, but somewhere at the back of your mind hoped that it would be as exciting as what you read in the novels. Not long after that Hwan got a job that had required him to move to another country and although you two broke up the day he left you still remained good friends.

                                                      * * * * *

          Shaking your head to snap yourself back to the present day reality, you hang your towel up to dry and put on a matching pair of black and red lacy underwear. You put on a thigh length black dress and a pair of red platform heels then some light make up and called Kihyun to let him know that you were leaving home. You locked up and made your way to your car while you munched on your favourite sandwich. 

          On your way to Kihyun’s house, your mind was split between driving carefully and your plan. Kihyun had been your boyfriend for three years now and had loved you more than Hwan had ever did, which was saying a lot. You saw nothing but love and adoration in his eyes when he looked at you, you heard nothing but love in his voice when he spoke to you and you felt nothing but love when he would hold your hand or hug you, and those three things added to the fact that Kihyun refused to do anything sexual with you, despite being visibly turned on by your presence proved how much he loved you. He knew your past experiences and like Hwan promised to not make you do anything that you weren’t ready for and you loved him even more for that. 

          You were nervous because you didn’t know how he’d react or if things would even go that far, and another part of you was hoping and praying that even if it wasn’t like the books that it would make you feel that strange yet pleasurable feeling again, even if it was only for a second. When you got the familiar traffic light about five minutes away from Kihyun’s house, you checked yourself in the mirror and went over the plan one last time. 

          You were spending the afternoon together having a movie marathon and you would sleep over at his house tonight. You hadn’t bothered bringing clothes because you had enough over at his place and you preferred to wear and sleep in his t-shirts anyway. Getting to his house, you called him so that he could come open up and parked your car next to his before making your way to the front door.

          Just as you were about to call him again the door flew open and you heard him basically scream, “Jagi! I missed you sooo much never leave me alone for this long ever again.” as you were embraced in a tight bear hug. You laughed and reminded him that he is the one who has to travel for work but he shushed you, picked your much smaller frame up easily and placed you on his hip like you would a child before closing the door and walking over to the couch which was already prepared with two blankets and snacks on the centre table before it. You got excited when you saw all your favourite snacks and started clapping which made Kihyun smile brightly. Just as the two of you got to the couch he decided to be a big meanie and drop you onto it before walking to the kitchen while stating through giggles that he forgot the drinks. 

          You were surprised but still laughed as you lay on the soft yet familiar cushions and picked out the least manly movie that you could as revenge for being dropped. You opened a packet of snacks while you waited for him to return, to which you were rewarded with a huff and a very pouty Kihyun when he got to the couch and realized what the two of you would be watching first. He sat down and took the remote from you after placing the drinks down, then promised that he’d pick all the movies from now on and that you wouldn’t be allowed to have the remote until the next time you’re over. The movie started and the two of you got into your favourite cuddling position; you between his legs resting your head against his chest while he wrapped his arms around you and held you close. But despite the comfortable position you couldn’t focus on the movie very well as you were getting nervous about the plan. 

           You remembered that one of the main characters from one of the books that you had read would purposely rub their body against their partners slightly in an effort to tease them so you decided to try it and every so often would wiggle your hips slightly against Kihyun until eventually-

“J-jagi. Are you okay? You seem restless.”

          You giggled at his question but felt your cheeks heat up slightly before you said that you were just a bit uncomfortable but that you’re okay now and he seemed to let it go. You continued to “watch” the movie but still continued with your plan, just waiting longer before you wiggled this time. You were about to just forget it when you felt Kihyun adjust himself from behind you, and you felt something that wasn’t there before rub against your back and your cheeks flushed red again. It worked. You decided to keep doing that and at one point Kihyun cleared his throat and you tilted your head to look at him before regretting it. 

          He looked down at you with darkened hooded eyes in a similar way to when Hwan looked at you that night, but it had another emotion behind it. Was that fear? Nervousness? Why did he look nervous? Did he not want you? The questions seemed to show on your face because you felt the vibrations of his voice from his chest against your back but you didn't hear it at first, then as you zoned back in you heard concern in his voice.

“Jagi. Are you okay? Is something wrong?”

          You shook your head and kissed his cheek before resting your head against the crook of his neck and you noticed that he tensed slightly. You asked if he was alright and noticed his face flushing slightly before he cleared his throat and practically stuttered that you could put a pillow behind you to make yourself more comfortable. Strange, Kihyun has never stumbled over his speech in the time that you knew him. You declined and purposefully wiggled a little while matter-of-factly stating that he was more comfortable than a pillow and pretended to get back to the movie.

            Not knowing what else to do, you held Kihyun’s hands and slowly edged them from their position on your tummy to your thighs and you felt him tense up yet again, time this time seemingly hesitating to keep his hands on your thighs. You couldn’t help the sigh that escaped you, even though you immediately went red and hoped that he hadn’t noticed you or else you would be outed and didn’t want to have to face the embarrassment of explaining yourself. He eventually relaxed his hands but you could feel the rest of him tensing up behind you, especially his now very erect member and again your face flushed. You tried hard not to show that you realized just in case it was making him uncomfortable. 

          Suddenly Kihyun sat upright and suggested that you lay on him in a different way since you were uncomfortable and you felt your heart drop. You were confused. You felt his reaction, but he was pushing you away. Did he want you? Well he obviously did because he’s reacting down there. Weren’t you pretty enough for him to touch like that? Did he think that you were too innocent? Was he disgusted with your effect on him and was pushing you away as a result? You were taken from your thoughts again by Kihyun’s deep soothing voice.

“Shit, Jagi. Don’t- don’t cry. What’s wrong? Why are you upset?”

When had you started crying? You wiped your tears and Kihyun lifted you onto his thighs, turned you to face him and gave you soft kisses along your jawline, forehead and nose until you smiled. Then he looked deep into your eyes and with a look saturated with love, sincerity and concern asked you to tell him what’s wrong.

              Kihyun's POV

          It was almost inaudible, but I heard her and my heart shattered at how innocent and confused she sounded.

“You d-don’t want me."

          At that moment I wanted to tell her that she must be crazy. If only my Y/N knew how badly she affected me. Every innocent smile and the way her eyes sparkle when she’s happy give me hope each day when I wake up. The way the curves on her body move when she walks makes all the blood  immediately rush to my dick and all I can think about is taking her right where we are. The way her voice falls on my ears like the sweetest melody and how small and precious she is drives me crazy. If only she knew just how badly I wanted to hear her screaming my name in that same sweet voice that whispers “Kihkih” ever so fondly when I’m being mischievous. My mind is always filled with either my love and adoration for my Jagi or the most impure desires involving her and it sometimes gets to the point where I’m moaning her name loudly into the night while I come undone into my hand, wishing that it was replaced with hers. 

          But she is so pure. She gets so shy when I kiss her, even though it’s only on her forehead, and she turns pink when I hold her hand in public. She hasn’t even had the pleasure of having an orgasm as yet. I should feel guilty for wanting to corrupt her, to show her real pleasure and have her coming undone all over my cock until she’s too weak from exhaustion to move and I have to put her to bed. How can I look my angel in the eyes and express such sinful thoughts to her without having her implode into a flushed and flustered ball. I sigh and kiss her forehead, then her lips softly, afraid that I would lose all control of myself if I kiss her soft, luscious lips for too long, my pants suddenly becoming much tighter than they already were at the thought of Y/N wrapping those warm lips around my cock. 

“Kihkih,”

“Kihyun,”

“Kihyun...... Oppa,”

             Y/N’s POV

          You heard a sound that you’ve never heard him make before. It was almost like a groan, or a growl. Was he mad that you called him Oppa? Were you out of line? Was he not your Oppa?

“Shit. Jagi. Please.”

          His voice. It was different. It sounded different; deeper, huskier even. It made your face flush red, and you began to feel that strange feeling again, but he hadn’t even touched you yet. How could this be? Kihyun suddenly moved his hips beneath you and it rubbed against your most sensitive parts, making you gasp and blush deeply. You hid your face in your hands not wanting Kihyun to see your shameful reactions but he held your hands and brought them back down to your thighs which were even more sensitive now for some strange reason. Wait was your entire body also this sensitive or just your thighs and um, other parts? You shook the impure thoughts that came with the question because you knew that it would only make you more embarrassed and focused your attention on Kihyun again, he seemed to be in distress. 

“Are you okay Kihkih...?” 

          Silence.

“Jagi. You’re doing very bad things to me and, if I act on any of those, I wouldn’t be able to stop myself.”

            The bluntness of his statement made you blush even more and you looked down. 

“Look at me.” 

          You tried but your embarrassment didn’t let you. 

“I will not ask again.” 

          Your head snapped to meet his gaze, once again dark, but this time filled with love and a hint of something that you couldn’t quite put you finger on, but gave you chills. 

“Are you making my dick this hard on purpose?” 

          Your face got impossibly hotter and you were sure that you were as red as a tomato right now. Why does he have to be so lewd? 

“Y-yes Oppa.” you stuttered softly.

“Why?”

“I-I want you.” 

          Kihyun looked shocked for a second then quickly regained his composure. Then you saw him smirk.

“Do you want me to fuck you?”

          You were shocked.

“H-how could you be so lewd?” you asked, genuinely amazed, but Kihyun just chuckled softly. 

“Don’t worry love, you’ll get used to it. Now answer my question.”

          You were so stunned by Kihyun’s forwardness that you couldn’t say anything, so you just nodded, but that wasn’t a good enough answer.

“Are you sure Jagi?”

“Yes.”

“Then say it. Ask me to fuck you and I promise to make you feel so good that you’ll be begging me to stop.”

          You were shocked by his words but even more surprised by the way your core seemed to throb at the thought of saying those things and the whimper that escaped your lips. Did you actually enjoy being told these dirty words? You must have taken too long to respond because you felt Kihyun’s hips start to move from underneath you and you felt that strange but pleasurable feeling in the pit of your stomach getting stronger as well as a need deep within your core. It was like something had awakened with your body, something that ached for Kihyun to quell the suddenly burning desire within you. You wondered if this was what pleasure felt like and the feeling of his hardness beneath you rubbing against your heat made you moan softly, the unfamiliar sound resonating throughout the room. 

“Please.”

          Your voice sounded so husky and breathless, you almost couldn’t believe that it came from you.

“Please Kihkih,”

“Please what baby? Tell me what you want.”

          You looked into Kihyun’s now much darker hooded eyes and bit your lip nervously.

“Make me feel good.”

          Kihyun smirked. “With pleasure.”

          Kihyun kissed you and the way his soft lips moved against yours was perfection. The way they seemed to move so effortlessly synced with yours made you want to feel them on other parts of you and the sudden lewd thought made you whimper into the kiss. You wanted more. You parted your lips slightly and that seemed to be the invitation that Kihyun was looking for because his tongue darted out to met yours. The way that his tongue seemed to caress yours so effortlessly made you wonder what they felt like in other places. Kihyun started to undo your dress and pulled it off your shoulders without so much as breaking the kiss, but pulled back once his hands grazed the fabric of your bra. He pulled back a bit, took one look at you barely covered mounds and let out a moan so deep that you could almost feel the vibrations before kissing you one more time. 

          His hands then began to explore your body, leaving a trail of burning desire wherever they touched. One hand found its way to your hair while the other caressed your face softly, before they both made their way down your neck, then to your shoulders, then slowly down your arms to your thighs, back up to your covered core and back up the curves of your body, before stopping to undo your bra. His lips were so soft that you couldn’t help but take his bottom lip between your teeth and bite down softly before sucking it into your mouth, eliciting another sinfully sweet, deep moan from him. Leaning back on the couch, Kihyun took both your hands in his and guided them down your sides then back up to your now exposed mounds. They were just as on fire as your thighs and core and your hands started to move on their own; rubbing and squeezing them gently, then a little harder. It felt so good that you couldn’t stop the noises that came out, making you immediately get shy and place a hand over your mouth but Kihyun stopped you. 

“Don’t hide your pretty moans from me, let me hear how good I make you feel.”

          Why does he keep saying such vulgar things?! You must have said that out loud because he chuckled softly before telling you that you will be saying much worse things by the end of today. Nevertheless you continued to touch yourself and it kept on feeling better and better, the feeling in your stomach becoming more intense. You felt Kihyun’s bigger hands grab yours and move your thumb and index to the erect buds at the end of your mounds and squeeze pinch them with your fingers. There was a sudden overwhelming jolt of pleasure all over your body then right down to your core and you could feel the sensation, almost like a knot in your stomach tightening but yet growing stronger, like you were about to explode with some unknown feeling. But for some reason your body wanted more of that feeling and to your surprise your hips started moving on their own, needing to feel some sort of movement at your core to ease the heat that had formed there. You started to hear more lewd noise, but they weren’t  coming from Kihyun, much to your surprised embarrassment, they were coming from you, and Kihyun looked proud.

“Does it feel good Jagi?”

“Yes. I-it feels good, really good.” you replied between gasps and whimpers. Suddenly you felt another sudden surge of that building feeling and moaned loudly then immediately turned red and, in your desperation to get relief from this build-up, asked Kihyun to explain what was happening, to which he replied;

“You’re going to cum, don’t fight it Jagi.” and in the moment all common sense had gone and you were confused.

“Come where?” you asked, “Where are we going?”

          Kihyun chuckled before explaining that it meant that you were going to orgasm and you were embarrassed that you didn’t figure it out, yet nervous, but nevertheless excited to know what that felt like finally. The feeling started to become overwhelming and you told Kihyun that you had changed your mind because the sensations became too strong to bear but he just kissed you while continuing to sync his movements with yours. This, added to the pleasure of your mounds being massaged softly while you pinched and pull your swollen buds pushed you over whatever edge that you were climbing to. It was as if your entire body was suddenly submerged in overwhelming sensations of pleasure so strong that you shook and screamed Kihyun’s name in hopes that he’d rescue your body from the onslaught of sensations. But he just watched you peak, with a look in his eyes which seemed to say that you were the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.

          You felt your body coming down from the high only to realize that much to your embarrassment you had wet yourself, but there was no pungent urine scent. Kihyun followed your line of vision and he explained that what you thought was pee was actually your orgasmic juices and you flushed red again at the embarrassment of the mess that you had made. You moved slightly as Kihyun took off your dress completely and immediately realized that your body was now more sensitive than it was before, as the feeling of the soft fabric against your bare thigh made your core clench deliciously and you let out a soft whimper. Kihyun must have noticed because you heard his deep chuckle right as he laid you on your back, took your panty off and spread your legs wide, exposing your now soaked, naked and very sensitive core and you flushed red again. 

          You looked into his eyes as he lowered himself to his knees, pulled you to the edge of the couch, then lowered his face to the apex of your thighs. You felt his warm wet tongue dip into your honey pot before swiping up along your folds and up to your most sensitive bundle of nerves, making you cry out at the near unbearable pleasure. You tried to push him away from your overly sensitive core but he just held your hips still and did something that had you moaning his name loudly over and over as wave after wave of pleasure hit you stronger than it did before. Kihyun’s lips and tongue were expertly exploring your core when he suddenly hit a spot that made you scream again, much to your embarrassment, but he didn’t stop moving his hand from that sensitive spot. You felt the familiar feeling again, but closer this time and stronger. However, just before you could cross that threshold into pure bliss once again he stopped all movement. He leaned back to sit on his legs which were now folded beneath him and looked you dead in the eyes and simply said “beg.” You were about to protest before the lack of contact hit you and you were left with a longing and emptiness that you hadn’t felt before and before you could stop yourself,

“Please.”

“Please who?”

“Please Oppa, make me feel good again.”

         Kihyun smirked and just as you were about to smack him with your leg he took his soft plump bottom lip between his teeth and you felt your core throb again.

“But Jagi, I just made you feel good didn’t I?”

          You started to get desperate, and Kihyun knew it. He knew how close you were and how needy your body would be right now for any form of contact and he reveled in the sight of you whining and writhing before him. Quite frankly, he didn’t know how he was currently stopping himself from burying himself as deep as he possibly could within you. He was already intoxicated by the alluring scent of your essence and you tasted sweeter than anything he had ever had, and the way his name rolled off your tongue drove him mad. Kihyun wanted to fuck you until you were fully his; until the only words that left your mouth were your cries for more, until his name fell off your tongue like a prayer and until you had climaxed so many times that you were an incoherent blissed out but yet insatiable mess. Then he wanted to make love to you even into the morning, his now very stiff member throbbing at the thoughts of your screams and their transition into sleepy moans. 

          He brought himself back to the present only to be rewarded with your beautiful voice pleading with him to please you, but he wanted more. Kihyun wanted to hear you put into words the thoughts that were now corrupting your mind. He wanted to hear his innocent angel vocalize the thoughts that so often made her blush deeply whenever she noticed how hard he got for her.

“Nuh uh. You have to ask properly Jagi.” he saw you blush, a sight more beautiful than any sunset he had ever seen.

“Please Kihyun Oppa.”

“Please what baby?”

             You whimpered then looked up at him, soft innocent eyes now heavy with lust.

“P-please. Fuck me Kihyun Oppa.”

“As you wish baby.” he smirked before slowly sliding one thick digit deep within your pool of wetness, pulling it out then adding another before sliding them back inside of you with a slight twisting motion. 

            Your hips, seeming to move on their own accord rose to meet his hand as he slowly pumped his fingers in and out of you, forming the most delectable noises as your wetness began to drip down his fingers and onto his hand. You moaned, loving how his fingers looked covered in your slick wetness then let out another breathy moan when his fingers brushed a spot within you which sent a jolt of pleasure to your core. You reaction did not escape Kihyun though, and he quickly rediscovered that spot and began his gentle assault, sending wave after wave of pleasure resonating through your body each time his finger tips grazed past. It wasn’t long before you came undone a second time, this time the explosion of bliss so strong that you felt the rush of warmth push Kihyun’s fingers out of you. Yet again you screamed out the name of the man who made you feel things that you’d never before experienced in your life as your body reveled in this newfound pleasure, then collapsed from exhaustion as you came down from the high of your orgasm but remained in a sort of blissed out mellowness.             You felt yourself start to drift off before you felt the couch dip on either sides of you and your nostrils were suddenly filled with Kihyun’s intoxicating cologne. Kihyun leaned down and gave you a peck on the lips then continued to kiss his way up to your ear and you felt his warm breath tickle slightly as he whispered,

“I’m not finished with you yet.”

            You whined weakly in protest but the moment Kihyun’s soft supple lips touched yours it was like a fire was reignited within you. You were no longer tired but much to your amazement wanted Kihyun even more now than you did when you walked in. Your hands found their way to his hair as your tongues danced as seamlessly as your interlocked lips. More. You wanted more, no you needed it. You never wanted this to end. Kihyun seemed to have read your mind because at that moment you felt his tip rubbing against your entrance. You mentally prepared yourself for the inevitable painful intrusion as Kihyun seemed to be bigger than both of your past lovers but were astonished when, despite being stretched out by the thick head you felt an insignificant amount of pain which in fact seemed to heighten the pleasure. 

            You moaned loudly as your heat pulsed impatiently around him and you heard Kihyun swear under his breath. He slid out and started to slide in but stopped at just the tip yet again. You whined impatiently making him laugh softly. He continued to tease you like that and although you discovered that you loved watching Kihyun’s thick tip disappear within your folds then reappear covered in your wetness, you needed to feel him buried inside you. So, struck by a sudden surge of lust-fueled bravery, you wrapped your legs around his waist and pulled his hips down to meet yours as hard as you could. The sudden intrusion made you scream at how good it felt and how full you were, and Kihyun let out a loud deep groan, fighting the sudden leap closer to his own ecstasy.

“Ahh! Shit! Jagi. Don’t- don’t do that unless you want to be broken.” Kihyun growled between clenched teeth and you felt chills run down your spine in all the right ways.

“I’m s-sorry Oppa. I wanted- needed. More. P-please. You can move.” Kihyun’s erection throbbed within you.

“Jagi. If you keep begging like that, I won’t be able to stop myself.”

“I don’t care, use me.” That was all Kihyun needed to hear.

            Kihyun kissed you with such need and desperation that you would think that he was breathing in precious oxygen after he had been submerged underwater. His hands snaked up your body and one hand stopped to caress your mounds while the other found your hands and pinned them above your head. You felt his thick girth slide out of you then suddenly plunge deeper within you than when you had pulled him close and you saw stars as he slowly slid back out. He thrust deep within you yet again and this time you cried out in pleasure. Kihyun continued at that pace and you continued to scream every time he plunged into you because he seemed to hit that sweet spot over and over until he pushed you over that edge of ecstasy yet again and this time you swore loudly as you came undone around him, but he didn’t stop. Your body immediately tried to escape the torture but Kihyun just held you down by your hands and put your legs back around his waist and although you started to feel a little sore down there, it felt too good to stop. He stilled.

“Y/N. You know I love you right?”

“Yes Kihkih. I love you too.”

“Okay. Remember that.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m going to do exactly what you asked, and use you.” and with that Kihyun stood you up and used your panty to tie your hands behind your back. 

            He bent you over the arm of the couch before sliding himself into you until his hip was pressed against your backside and ruthlessly slamming into you, over and over again, grinding himself further into you with each thrust before pulling out and repeating his assault on your body, forcing a series of screams whimpers and moans out of you as you were forced to cum over and over without end, each orgasm more powerful than the last. Just as you thought that you would pass out, Kihyun’s pace became impossibly quicker, but his movements became sloppier and even though you had almost lost your voice, you could now barely stand and you were now an overly sensitive drooling incoherent mess, you could feel your body climbing that familiar peak and begged him to let you rest. 

            You thought that you’d finally get a break when he stopped and pulled out of you, but instead of untying you, he led you to the couch, laid you down on your back, spread your legs and lifted them up to your chest and slid back within the warmth of you folds while holding your legs down to keep you from running and kissed you. He started to move as fiercely as he did before and you became overwhelmed. The angle, his movements, how deep his thick cock was reaching within you and the sounds of your wetness coupled with Kihyun’s deep grunts and groans very quickly brought you to your peak. Kihyun, who by this time had become well acquainted with the signs of your orgasm moaned “hold it” through gritted teeth while he continued to drive you long past insanity with his movements. You tried your hardest but the task was becoming increasingly difficult and you became an incoherent mess, only able to chant Kihyun’s name and swear as your body begged you for the sweet release that you were presently denying it.

            Kihyun, noticing your distress caressed your face gently and urged you to look at him. Then looking lovingly into your eyes, whispered in a strained, husky voice, “You’re doing so well baby. Just a little longer.” then groaned loudly and you almost came undone right then and there.

            By this time, your mind had long faded away and all you could think and say was “Fuck!”, trying your hardest to be obedient. Just as you were about to give in to your body a strong hand was snaked into your hair before Kihyun made a fist, and pulled your head up to look at him then growled “Cum for me baby.” and thrust himself deep within you over and over as you came so hard that you felt the warmth of your orgasm overflow from within your core and all over Kihyun’s member and thighs. His name erupted from your lips first as a scream then a chant as he fucked you through your orgasm, the overstimulation forcing you to keep coming undone until with one final yet powerful thrust Kihyun moaned your name loudly as he came undone within you; flooding you with his warm seed as he showered you with praises and words of adoration before collapsing atop you, just as exhausted as you were. He let go of your legs and flipped the two of you over without breaking the connection that you two shared and kissed you softly while you got comfortable atop him and you both started slipping into the comforting embrace of slumber, your last waking thoughts and words being, 

“Thank you. I don’t regret doing this.” and his being,

Your body ached with need as prior to leaving, Kihyun had made sure to push you to the very edge of ecstasy before leaving you bound, gagged, practically dripping and desperate for his touch. Why do you even bother with him? You two were like fire and ice, wild cats and wolves, hot oil and water. Total opposites, but whenever you got together, there was something that you could never explain. An unknown force pulling you towards the narcissistic bastard, much too strong for you to fight. Feeling frustrated and yet, desperate, you screamed yet again, your throat already getting hoarse from your previous outbursts. That’s when you heard oncoming footsteps; they got close enough for you to feel their heat behind you, and then a deep, familiar chuckle.

“I fucking hate you!” you seethed.

“You hate me?” and right as you were about to answer you felt him cup your needy core, rubbing his finger softly against your already sensitive bundle or nerves.

“You don’t seem to hate my hands though. In fact-” you cried out as he smacked your sensitive core lightly. 

“You seem to not be able to get enough of my touch.” he stated smugly, resuming his slow torture.

“And you certainly don’t seem to hate my dick. In fact,” he continued with more than a hint of mischief in his voice.

“I distinctively remember you begging for i-”

“F-fuck you.” You stammered out, that statement having sounded much more confident in your head.

You huffed and tried to shake yourself free from his touch, but your efforts were fruitless as your face was pressed against the familiar blue silk sheets, hips held up high and legs spread while your hands were bound behind your back. Truthfully, you were at Kihyun’s mercy and you both knew it.

Kihyun took that moment of defiance rather calmly, and instead of smacking you once more and dragging you closer to the sweet release of an orgasm like you hoped he’d do, he simply stopped moving his hand so as to drag out your release for as long as possible.

“Maybe I should let you. You seem so eager to disrespect me. You should put all that energy into better use. Who knows, maybe this time you can actually fuck yourself good enough to orgasm.” he said in an infuriatingly nonchalant tone. He knew that he was the only one who could make you climax with such an earth shattering intensity, and he knew how weak you’d be with every orgasm. Just as you were about to protest he slammed his entire length into your already desperately eager core without warning, making you scream into the sheets, then stilling himself to let you adjust to him fully.

“I should be fucking your throat for cursing. But I’m being nice, so be a good little toy and fuck yourself. Since you hate me so much, why should I help you?”

You whimpered but obliged, moving slowly against the length buried deep within you.

“Is that all you’ve got? I thought you wanted this.” Kihyun asked with a smile in his voice. “Move faster slut.”

You quickened the movement of your hips, the overwhelming feeling forcing you to moan softly, then curse at your body's reaction.

“Don’t fight it Kitten, you know just how much you love being stretched out and used by me. Let your body speak for itself.”

This made you determined to make him swallow his words; how could one man be so arrogant? Rolling your eyes, you decided to maliciously comply. You started to bounce and gyrate against his member, moaning and calling out his name, telling him just how good he made you feel and how badly you wanted to feel his hot, thick cum; everything you knew would drive him crazy. 

But nothing worked. The biggest reaction that he gave was flexing his member within you, which only brought you closer and closer to your breaking point. A combination of the lewd noises that your body was making, all the anticipation, the your sensitivity and the feeling of being intruded over and over in just the right spot made you scream as you were suddenly overwhelmed by an orgasm strong enough to make our head spin temporarily. Your body shook as a result of the sheer force of it, and you could feel yourself pulsating around him inside you which further brought on wave after wave of ecstasy. You couldn’t bear having him inside you any longer, and you voiced that thought out loud, but much to your dismay you heard the familiar mocking laughter.

“You really thought that I would let you get away with disrespecting me with just one orgasm?” was what you heard before all attention was dragged right back to your now even more sensitive bundle of nerves which was now being rubbed to match the merciless rhythm with which Kihyun was now taking you, and you screamed out his name. It was too much, your body now starting to ache from the onslaught of stimulation and you tried to pull your body away from his length but each attempt was met with a few slow, hard thrusts, then he would return to his relentless pace. 

It wasn’t long before you were screaming through yet another soul shattering orgasm, and this time, your reserve was starting to wear off and you both knew it. You both knew what he wanted. He wanted you broken and obedient, but you were not about to give him that satisfaction. You would rather lose your voice again. This time you fought against your restraints hoping that you could push him away once your hands were free. Your body was already starting to give in to the familiar feeling of being blissed out from ecstasy, and you fought it desperately as you knew that he would win if you did. 

You rejoiced silently at having freed your hands, but to your dismay he simply pulled you up on your knees in front of him, spread your legs and started making thankfully slower, yet deep strokes while using your own hand to stimulate your sensitive nerves and placing the free hand around your neck. As your body betrayed you and moved to meet his, you felt the familiar knot start to form in your stomach. No. You would not be able to handle another orgasm. You were determined to take him over the edge with you this time, and you fought the light-headedness starting to form and started to move with a little more determination, which was rewarded with a deep grunt. 

He was getting close. Kihyun had plans for you though. He felt your motivation to bring him to his knees and he was determined to break you first. Lifting you slightly, he spun you around and your legs immediately betrayed you by wrapping around his waist and pulling him deeper within you. Making you look into his eyes, you no longer saw the arrogant man who had looked into your eyes when you first walked in. What looked back at you did not have a hint of humanity, all you saw looking back at you was raw sadistic lust and a look that sealed your fate. 

You had awoken the Monster. 

As a hand wrapped around your throat, Kihyun’s movements became animalistic. He drove himself deep within your body, grinding himself up to the base with each thrust and making you cry out from the intensity, his movements eventually becoming more erratic as he neared his climax. Then with one last powerful thrust he emptied himself within you with what could only be described as a primal growl, making you scream his name as you yourself fell apart for the third time that day. Just as you sighed at the relief of your torment being over, his next words made you shiver. 

“Stay.” was all you heard before his footsteps moved away from you. Not daring to lift your head, you had time to think about how you got here. You only had a few simple rules to follow:

Make sure to eat on time.

Keep yourself and your surroundings clean.

Don’t talk back. Ever.

Be completely honest.

And finally and most importantly, DO NOT, under ANY circumstances, touch yourself, or cum without Master’s permission.

One would think that it would be easy to stay out of trouble with such simple rules, but yet you had managed to break not one, oh no, that would be much to simple, not two, but three of those five rules. You were surprised that Master wasn’t more furious with your disobedience you began to think, until you heard his footsteps coming closer.

“Lift your head.” was the last thing you heard before your attention was drawn to the blindfold that was now being tied around your head, bringing with it all the memories of the other times that this very same blindfold had been used and every single feeling and emotion that came with those memories. Until you heard him speak again.

“I said to get. On. Your. Knees.” You must have been so deep in thought you that zoned out because the voice, though still at a reasonably level tone, was much sterner this time, and resonated through every fibre of your being, causing you to jerk slightly before dropping to your knees, hands still behind your back, head down and legs spread, just as you’d been taught. Just how Master liked you. 

Not being able to see anything was starting to get to you, and Master knew that. He knows just how much you love looking into his eyes when he reminded you who you belonged to, or staring at his soft plump lips when he spoke. He knew just how badly something as simple as the grace in his stride affected you, just as well as he knew how desperate not being able to see him made you. Your point was proven by his next question.

“Does it bother you that you can’t see me?” To which you could only reply with a soft,

“Yes Master” which was met with a warm thumb running across your cheek for a few seconds before, silence. Nothing, for what felt like forever. Your steadily increasing heartbeat had grown loud in your own ears, to the point that you were sure that Master could hear it. Even though he hadn’t made a sound, you hadn’t heard him walk away, which meant that he was still in the room. Your suspicions were confirmed when you heard a vibration from behind you, before a vibrator was placed in the small space between your core and the floor, making you whimper softly. It was positioned in such a way between your ankles that your body weight forced you down further onto the toy, and that it would be directly against your already sensitive bundle of nerves if you leaned in any direction. You tried to hide your excitement, but to no avail, as the vibrations suddenly got even more powerful, forcing a moan out of you.

“Now, Kitten, you are going to repeat your rules; but for every time you mess up, I turn up the vibrations and add 5 minutes to my already predetermined time, for which you are not allowed to cum.” You heard Master say calmly.

You tried, so hard to be a good Pet for Master and recite your rules, and you almost did it too. Even got to number five before it happened. You got as far as ‘Master’ before the very mention of his name along with the nearly unbearable pleasure from your sensitive core made you cry out. Just one more word and you would have succeeded. Of course Master wasn’t happy, and the vibrations suddenly got unbearably higher, bringing you on the edge of your ecstasy far quicker than you could control, and just as you were about to ask for his permission–

“Don’t you dare, you still have ten more minutes”. You let out a soft helpless cry. How did he expect you to last ten more minutes? Then, just as if he read your mind you heard him say, “You should have thought about that before touching what belongs to me without permission.” Despite you fighting it, your body began to betray you out of the need for release and you started to grind on the toy below you.

You don’t know how much time you had left at this point, just that you were gonna fall off the edge of ecstasy any second now, consequences be damned. Master seemed to know it too, because just as you were about to cross, it suddenly stopped which made you whine helplessly, pleading with him to turn it back on and give you relief, but instead, you were lifted to your feet and the blindfold removed. You didn’t dare look Master in the eye without his permission, hoping that your good behaviour would get you off the hook. You became more hopeful as he held your face tenderly and lifted it so that you could look at him, while he slipped the other hand into your now soaked blue lace panties.

“Who does this belong to?” he asked as he slipped one of his fingers into your very heated core and you couldn’t help but moan out his title; eyes closed and head thrown back in pleasure as he was giving you exactly what you wanted from him.

But to your surprise he simply replied,

“Say my name.” and added another finger for emphasis which, coupled with his slow but powerful movements made you scream Park Jimin’s full name at the top of your lungs. You were now right back at the edge of ecstasy just about to cross, when you were suddenly deprived of all sensation yet again. Your head immediately snapped up and you stared into his eyes pleadingly, silently begging him to continue. But much to your disappointment, and without even breaking eye contact he cleaned your juices off him, not even allowing you the pleasure of doing so yourself and smirked.