#adiee

I honestly don’t know how to talk to people. There are people who could just walk into a room and everyone would want to befriend them easily. And I’d be on the side that everyone who greets out respect but has no actual meaningful conversation with.

Most people think I’m too critical when it comes to things, and I’m usually the one to always find the fault of things. It’s because I don’t want to be disappointed. And they don’t realise that I’m also extremely critical of my self. Like i could do a small thing to someone that is negative and I’ll literally think about the whole day, and I’d just contemplate how much of an ass I am.

I wish I could help everyone around me, but what can i do?

Sometimes I feel like love exists but it’s very rare. And only the lucky people find it. I hope I am one of them. But i don’t think I deserve it.